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With a sudden quick gesture he reached toward the remains of his panion of the night before。。； a night that had somehow lasted ten years。 He broke off Walter's jawbone and jammed it carelessly into the left hip pocket of his jeans a fitting enough replacement for the one lost under the mountains。
The Tower。 Somewhere ahead； it waited for him the nexus of Time； the nexus of Size。
He began west again； his back set against the sunrise； heading toward the ocean； realizing that a great passage of his life had e and gone。 〃I loved you； Jake；〃 he said aloud。
The stiffness wore out of his body and he began to walk more rapidly。 By that evening he had e to the end of the land。 He sat on a beach which stretched left and right forever； deserted。 The waves beat endlessly against the shore； pounding and pounding。 The setting sun painted the water in a wide strip of fool's gold。
There the gunslinger sat； his face turned up into the fading light。 He dreamed his dreams and watched as the stars came out； his purpose did not flag； nor did his heart falter； his hair； finer now and gray； blew around his head； and the sandalwood…inlaid guns of his father lay smooth and deadly against his hips； and he was lonely but did not find loneliness in any way a bad or ignoble thing。 The dark came down on the world and the world moved on。 The gunslinger waited for the time of the drawing and dreamed his long dreams of the Dark Tower； to which he would some day e at dusk and approach； winding his horn； to do some unimaginable final battle。
AFTERWORD
The foregoing tale； which is almost （but not quite！） plete in itself； is the first stanza in a much longer work called The Dark Tower。 Some of the work beyond this segment has been pleted； but there is much more to be done my brief synopsis of the action to follow suggests a length approaching 3000 pages； perhaps more。 That probably sounds as if my plans for the story have passed beyond mere ambition and into the land of lunacy。。。 but ask your favorite English teacher sometime to tell you about the plans Chaucer had for The Canterbury Tales now Chaucer might have been crazy。
At the speed which the work entire has progressed so far； I would have to live approximately 300 years to plete the tale of the Tower； this segment； 〃The Gunslinger and the Dark Tower；〃 was written over a period of twelve years。 It is by far the longest I've taken with any work。。。 and it might be more honest to put it another way： it is the longest that any of my unfinished works has remained alive and viable in my own mind； and if a book is not alive in the writer's mind； it is as dead as year…old horse shit even if words continue to march across the page。
The Dark Tower began； I think； because I inherited a ream of paper in the spring semester of my senior year in college。 It wasn't a ream of your ordinary garden…variety bond paper； not even a ream of those colorful 〃second sheets〃 that many struggling writers use because those reams of colored sheets （often with large chunks of undissolved wood floating in them） are three or four dollars cheaper。
The ream of paper I inherited was bright green； nearly as thick as cardboard； and of an extremely eccentric size about seven inches wide by about ten inches long； as I recall。 I was working at the University of Maine library at the time； and several reams of this stuff； in various hues； turned up one day； totally unexplained and unaccounted for。 My wife…to…be； the then Tabitha Spruce； took one of these reams of paper （robin's egg blue） home with her； the fellow she was then going with took home another （Roadrunner yellow）。 I got the green stuff。
As it happened； all three of us turned out to be real writersa coincidence almost too large to be termed mere coincidence in a society where literally tens of thousands （maybe hundreds of thousands） of college students aspire to the writer's trade and where bare hundreds actually break through。 I've gone on to publish half a dozen novels or so； my wife has published one （Small World） and is hard at work on an even better one； and the fellow she was going with back then； David Lyons； has developed into a fine poet and the founder of Lynx Press in Massachusetts。
Maybe it was the paper； folks。 Maybe it was magic paper。 You know； like in a Stephen King novel。
Anyway； all of you out there reading this may not understand how fraught with possibility those five hundred sheets of blank paper seemed to be； although I'd guess there are plenty of you who are nodding in perfect understanding right now。 Publishing writers can； of course； have all the blank paper they want； it is their stock…in…trade。 It's even tax deductible。 They can have so much； in fact； that all of those blank sheets can actually begin to cast a malign spell better writers than I have talked about the mute challenge of all that white space； and God knows some of them have been intimidated into silence by it。
The other side of the coin； particularly to a young writer； is almost unholy exhilaration all that blank paper can bring on； you feel like an alcoholic contemplating a fifth of whiskey with the seal unbroken。
I was at that time living in a scuzzy riverside cabin not far from the University； and I was living all by myself the first third of the foregoing tale was written in a ghastly； unbroken silence which I now； with a houseful of rioting children； two secretaries； and a housekeeper who always thinks I look ill； find hard to remember。 The three roommates with whom I had begun the year had all flunked out By March； when the ice went out of the river； I felt like the last of Agatha Christie's ten little Indians。
Those two factors； the challenge of that blank green paper； and the utter silence （except for the trickle of the melting snow as it ran downhill and into the Stillwater）； were more responsible than anything else for the opening lay of The Dark Tower。 There was a third factor； but without the first two； I don't believe the story ever would have been written。
That third element was a poem I'd been assigned two years earlier； in a sophomore course covering the earlier romantic poets （and what better time to study romantic poetry than in one's sophomore year？）。 Most of the other poems had fallen out of my consciousness in the period between； but that one； gorgeous and rich and inexplicable； remained。。； and it remains still。 That poem was 〃Childe Roland；〃 by Robert Browning。
I had played with the idea of trying a long romantic novel embodying the feel； if not the exact sense； of the Browning poem。 Play was as far as things had gone because I had too many other things to write poems of my own； short stories； newspaper columns； God knows what。
But during that spring semester； a sort of hush fell over my previously busy creative life not a writer's block； but a sense that it was time to stop goofing around with a pick and shovel and get behind the controls of one big great God a' mighty steam shovel； a sense that it was time to try and dig something big out of the sand； even if the effort turned out to be an abysmal failure。
And so； one night in March of 1970； I found myself sitting at my old office…model Underwood with the chipped 'm' and the flying capital 'O' and w