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as surely a demon； and very likely an oracle as well。 A demon with no shape； only a kind of unformed sexual glare with the eye of prophecy。 He wondered sardonically if it might not be the soul of Sylvia Pittston； the giant woman whose religious huckstering had led to the final showdown in Tull。。。 but knew it was not。 The stones in the circle had been ancient； this particular demon's territory staked out long before the earliest shade of pre…history。 But the gunslinger knew the forms of speaking quite well and did not think the boy would h
The gunslinger opened his tobacco poke and pawed through it； pushing the dry strands of leaf aside until he came to a minuscule object wrapped in a fragment of white paper。 He hefted it in his hand； looking absently up at the sky。 Then he unwrapped it and held the contents a tiny white pill with edges that had been much worn with traveling in his hand。
Jake looked at it curiously。 〃What's that？〃
The gunslinger uttered a short laugh。 〃The philosopher's stone；〃 he said。 〃The story that Cort used to tell us was that the Old Gods pissed over the desert and made mescaline。〃
Jake only looked puzzled。
〃A drug；〃 the gunslinger said。 〃But not one that puts you to sleep。 One that wakes you up all the way for a little while。〃
〃Like LSD；〃 the boy agreed instantly and then looked puzzled。
〃What's that？〃
〃I don't know；〃 Jake said。 〃It just popped out I think it came from。。。 you know； before。〃
The gunslinger nodded； but he was doubtful。 He had never heard of mescaline referred to as LSD； not even in Marten's old books。
〃Will it hurt you？〃 Jake asked。
〃It never has；〃 the gunslinger said； conscious of the evasion。
〃I don't like it〃
〃Never mind。〃
The gunslinger squatted in front of the waterskin； took a mouthful； and swallowed the pill。 As always； he felt an immediate reaction in his mouth； it seemed overloaded with saliva。 He sat down before the dead fire。
〃When does something happen to you？〃 Jake asked。
〃Not for a little while。 Be quiet。〃
So Jake was quiet； watching with open suspicion as the gunslinger went calmly about the ritual of cleaning his guns。
He reholstered them and said； 〃Your shirt； Jake。 Take it off and give it to me。〃
Jake pulled his faded shirt reluctantly over his head and gave it to the gunslinger。
The gunslinger produced a needle that had been threaded into the side…seam of his jeans； and thread from an empty cartridge…loop in his gunbelt He began to sew up a long rip in one of the sleeves of the boy's shirt。 As he finished and handed the shirt back； he felt the mesc beginning to take hold there was a tightening in his stomach and a feeling that all the muscles in his body were being cranked up a notch。
〃I have to go；〃 he said； getting up。
The boy half rose； his face a shadow of concern； and then he settled back。 〃Be careful；〃 he said。 〃Please。〃
〃Remember the jawbone；〃 the gunslinger said。 He put his hand on Jake's head as he went by and touseled the corn…colored hair。 The gesture startled him into a short laugh。 Jake watched after him with a troubled smile until he was gone into the willow jungle。
The gunslinger walked deliberately toward the circle of stones； pausing once to get a cool drink from the spring。 He could see his own reflection in a tiny pool edged with moss and lilypads； and he looked at himself for a moment； as fascinated as Narcissus。 The mind…reaction was beginning to settle in； slowing down his chain of thought by seeming to increase the connotations of every idea and every bit of sensory input。 Things began to take on weight and thickness that had been heretofore invisible。 He paused； getting to his feet again； and looked through the tangled snarl of willows。 Sunlight slanted through in a golden； dusty bar； and he watched the interplay of motes and tiny flying things for a moment before going on。
The drug often had disturbed him： his ego was too strong （or perhaps just too simple） to enjoy being eclipsed and peeled back； made a target for more sensitive emotions
they tickled at him like a cat's whiskers。 But this time he felt fairly calm。 That was good。
He stepped into the clearing and walked straight into the circle。 He stood； letting his mind run free。 Yes； it was ing harder now； faster。 The grass screamed green at him； it seemed that if he bent over and rubbed his hands in it he would stand up with green paint all over his fingers and palms。 He resisted a puckish urge to try the experiment
But there was no voice from the oracle。 No sexual stirring。
He went to the altar； stood beside it for a moment coherent thought was now almost impossible。 His teeth felt strange in his head。 The world held too much light。 He climbed up on the altar and lay back。 His mind was being a jungle full of strange thought…plants that he had never seen or suspected before； a willow…jungle that had grown up around a mescaline spring。 The sky was water and he hung suspended over it The thought gave him a vertigo that seemed faraway and unimportant。
A line of old poetry occurred to him； not a nursery verse now； no； his mother had feared the drugs and the necessity of them （as she had feared Cort and the necessity for this beater of boys）； this verse came from one of the Dens to the north of the desert； where men still lived among the machines that usually didn't work。。。 and which sometimes ate the men when they did。 The lines played again and again； reminding him （in an unconnected way that was typical of the mescaline rush） of snow falling in a globe he had owned as a child； mystic and half fantastical：
Beyond the reach of human range
A drop of hell； a touch of strange。。。
The trees which overhung the altar contained faces。 He watched them with abstracted fascination： Here was a dragon； green and twitching。 Here a wood…nymph with beckoning branch arms。 Here a living skull overgrown with slime。 Faces。 Faces。
The grasses of the clearing suddenly whipped and bent
I e。
I e。
Vague stirrings within his flesh。 How far I have e； he thought From couching with Susan in sweet hay to this。 She pressed over him； a body made of the wind； a breast of sudden fragrant jasmine； rose； and honeysuckle。
〃Make your prophecy；〃 he said。 His mouth felt full of metal。
A sigh。 A faint sound of weeping。 The gunslinger's genitals felt drawn and hard。 Over him and beyond the faces in the leaves； he could see the mountains hard and brutal and full of teeth。
The body moved against him； struggled with him。 He felt his hands curl into fists。 She had sent him a vision of Susan。 It was Susan above him； lovely Susan at the window； waiting for him with her hair spilled down her back and over her shoulders。 He tossed his head； but her face followed。
Jasmine； rose； honeysuckle； old hay。。； the smell of love。 Love me。
〃Speak prophecy；〃 he said。
Please； the oracle wept。 Don't be cold。 It is always so cold here Hands slipping over his flesh； manipulating； lighting him on fire。 Pulling him。 Drawing。 A black crevice。 The ultimate wanton。 Wet and warm No。 Dry。 Cold。 Sterile。
Have a touch of mercy； gunslinger。 Ah； please； I beg your favor！ Mercy！
Would you have mercy on the boy？
What boy？ I know no boy。 It's not boys I need。 O please。 Jasmine； rose； honeysuckle。 Dry hay with its ghost of summer