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empty of gas； it will be miraculously filled （and the ashtrays emptied）。 If the drink in my hand is getting low； it will be replenished without my requesting it。 When I am hungry； somebody will make food that will be so exquisitely shaped every mouthful is like a little meal unto itself。
In fact； the food was drawing her attention about as much as the famous faces。 She'd never seen such exquisite little confections； and each one had a description； proffered by its server； much of which was so remote from Tammy's experience she didn't understand it。 Slices of rare marinated this on slices of smoked that； drizzled with…
Oh what the hell？ She'd take two。 No make that three。 It was only finger…food； for God's sake； and she was hungry。
To wash it all down she'd accepted a Bellini from a dazzling waiter as soon as she'd stepped inside； and it tasted so sweet and harmless she downed two…thirds of her glass before she realized how potent it was。 In truth； however； it would scarcely have mattered if she'd downed five Bellinis and fallen flat on her face。 She was invisible as far as these people were concerned。 The glacial beauties and their handsome swains； the deal…makers and the word…splitters； none of them wanted to concede her ragged presence in their gilded midst： so they simply looked the other way。 Once or twice she caught the tail of a mystified glance laid upon her； but these were from amateurs at the game。 To the true professionals… which is to say most of the people in this assembly…she was simply a non…presence。 She could have been standing right in their line of vision and somehow their gaze would have slid off her and around her； anything to avoid seeing her。
She caught tight hold of Todd's hand。 So much for the Cinderella fantasy。 It was a nightmare。
Much to her delight Todd clutched her hand in return。 His palm was pouring sweat。
〃They're all looking at me；〃 he said； leaning close to her。
〃No； they're not。〃
〃Hi； Todd。〃
〃Hi； Jodie。 Good to…see that？ They say hi then they move on。 She's gone already。 Hi； Steven！ When are you…？ Too late。 He's off。 It's fucking uncanny。〃
〃Where's Maxine？〃
〃I haven't seen her yet。 She's probably out back。 She likes to sit and hold court at these things。 She says only hostesses circulate。〃
〃And she's not the hostess？〃
〃Fuck； no。 These aren't her guests。 They're her supplicants。〃 Tammy had seen some attractive…looking hors d'oeuvres sailing by。
〃I'll have one of those；〃 she said； tapping the waiter on the shoulder； 〃if you don't ask in this place；〃 she explained； as she took three； 〃you don't get。〃
〃Are they good？〃
〃What do I know？ They're filling a hole。 Very slowly。 Doesn't anybody have any appetite around here？〃
〃Not publicly。〃
To get to the back of the house he had led her into a larger room…which； despite the fact that it was packed with guests…was almost as hushed as a library。 A few people looked round at Todd…a few even attempted tentative smiles…but nobody made any move to break off their whispered exchanges and approach him； for which Tammy was grateful。 The density of famous faces was much the same in here as it had been next door。 This really was the crème de la crème： the people who could get a studio to spend several million dollars developing a script by simply hinting that they might be in it when it was finished； the names above the tide that audiences knew so well they only used an actor's given name when they were talking about the show： Bruce and Demi and Brad and Tom and all the rest。 Next year； some portion of the crowd would have slipped onto the B…list； after a dud or two。 But tonight they were at the top of their game； famous amongst the famous。 Tonight there wasn't an agency in the city that wouldn't have signed them on the spot； or a late…night talk…show that wouldn't have bumped Einstein； Van Gogh and the Pope to have them on。 They were American royalty； the way that Pickford and Fairbanks had been royalty in the early years。 Yes； there were more crowns now； more thrones。 But there were also more fans； in every corner of the world； men and women ready to fawn and obsess。 In short； none of these were people who hurt for want of admiration。 They had a surfeit of it； the way the rest of the world had a surfeit of credit…card debt。
It was harder； in this more densely…populated space； for people not to concede the presence of Todd； who took hold of several unoffered hands and grabbed a couple of shoulders as he crossed the room； determined that nobody get away with pretending they hadn't seen him。 And when a fragment of conversation did spring up； as it occasionally did； Todd very rapidly （and rather gallantly） made certain that Tammy was introduced into the exchange。
〃You don't need to do that；〃 Tammy said； after the third such occasion。
〃Yes； I do；〃 Todd replied。 〃These sonsabitches think they can look the other way and pretend you don't exist。 Well fuck 'em。 I've starred in movies with some of these assholes。 Movies you paid your seven bucks to see。 And they were mostly shit pictures。 So I figure they owe you a seven…buck…handshake。〃
She laughed out loud； thoroughly entertained by his heretical talk。 Whatever happened after this； she thought； （and no fairy…tale lasted forever） she'd at least have this extraordinary memory to treasure： walking arm…in…arm with the only man she'd ever really loved through a crowd of fools； knowing that even if they didn't look at her they still knew she was there。 And when she'd gone she'd be somebody they'd never be able to figure out； which suited her just fine。 Let them wonder。 It would give them something to do when they were studying their reflections in the morning。
〃There's Maxine；〃 Todd said。 〃Didn't I say she'd be holding court？〃
It was a couple of years since Tammy had seen Maxine Frizelle in the flesh。 In that time she had projected upon the woman an aura of power which in truth she didn't possess。 She was smaller and more fretful…looking than Tammy Remembered： the way she was perched in a high…backed chair； her bare feet off the ground； was presumably designed to give off the aura of childlike vulnerability； but in fact suggested just its opposite。 The pose looked awkward and artificial； her gaze was woozy rather than happy； and her smile pletely false。
Todd let go of Tammy's hand。
〃Are you doing this on your own from here？〃 she said to him。
〃I think I ought to。〃
Tammy shrugged。 〃Whatever you want。〃
〃I mean； it's going to be difficult。〃
〃Yeah。。。〃 she said； the observation given credence by the frigid stare they were getting from the patio。
〃She's seen you；〃 Tammy said。
She smiled in Maxine's direction。 The woman was getting up off her chair； her expression more bemused than angry。 She leaned over and whispered something to the young man at her side。 He nodded in response； and left the patio； heading indoors and weaving his way through the party…goers towards Tammy and Todd。
Tammy grabbed hold of Todd's hand again。 〃You know what？〃 she said。
〃What？〃
〃I was wrong。 We're going to do this together。〃
NINE
Out on the street； Katya let the valet open the car door for her； her eyes fi