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d he wouldn't let it。 Let's not go there； as the kids said。 As if memory was a destination。 No more ghost…cologne； no more memories of Duddits。 No more no bounce； no more no play。 He had enough on his plate already。
He threw the wood onto the fire one branch at a time； sidearming the pieces awkwardly； wincing at the pain in his knee but enjoying the way the sparks rose in a cloud； whirling beneath the lean…to's canted tin ceiling like crazy fireflies before winking out。
Henry would be back soon。 That was the thing to hold onto。 Just watch the fire blaze up and hold that thought。
No； he won't。 Because things have gone wrong back at Hole in the Wall。 Something to do with…
'Rick；' he said； watching the flames taste the new wood。 Soon they would feed and grow tall。
He stripped off his gloves； using his teeth； and held his hands up to the warmth of the fire。 The cut on the pad of his right hand； where the busted bottle had gotten him； was long and deep。 Was going to leave a scar； but so what？ What was a scar or two between friends？ And they were friends； weren't they？ Yeah。 The old Kansas Street Gang； the Crimson Pirates with their plastic swords and battery…powered Star Wars ray…guns。 Once they had done something heroic … twice； if you counted the Rinkenhauer girl。 They had even gotten their pictures in the paper that time； and so what if he had a few scars？ And so what if they had once maybe …just maybe … killed a guy？ Because if ever there was a guy who deserved killing…
But he wasn't going to go there； either。 No way； baby。
He saw the line； though。 Like it or not； he saw the line； more clearly than he'd seen it in years。 Primarily he saw Beaver 。 。 。 and heard him； too。 Right in the center of his head。
Jonesy？ You there； man？
'Don't get up； Beav；' Pete said； watching the flames crackle and climb。 The fire was hot now； beating warmth against his face； making him feel sleepy。 'You stay right where you are。 Just 。 。 。 you know； just sit tight。'
What； exactly； was all this about？ What's all this jobba…nobba？ as the Beav himself had sometimes said when they were kids； a phrase that meant nothing but still cracked them up。 Pete sensed he could know if he wanted to； the line was that bright。 He got a glimpse of blue tiles； a filmy blue shower curtain； a bright orange cap … Rick's cap； McCarthy's cap； old Mr I…Stand…at…the…Door's cap … and sensed he could have all the rest if he wanted it。 He didn't know if this was the future； the past； or what was happening right this minute； but he could have it if he wanted it； if he…
'I don't；' he said； and pushed the whole thing away。
There were a few sticks and twigs left on the ground。 Pete fed them to the fire； then looked at the woman。 Her open eye had no menace in it now。 It was dusty； the way a deer's eyes got dusty after you shot it。 All that blood around her 。 。 。 he supposed she'd hemorrhaged。 Something inside had gone bust。 Hell of a tough break。 He supposed maybe she'd known it was ing and had sat down in the road because she wanted to be sure of being seen if someone came along。 Someone had； but look how it had turned out。 Poor bitch。 Poor unlucky bitch。
Pete shifted to the left； slowly； until he could snag the tarp； then began to move forward again。 It had been her makeshift sled； now it could be her makeshift shroud。 'I'm sorry；' he said。 'Becky or whatever your name is； I'm really sorry。 But I couldn't have helped you by staying； you know； I'm not a doctor； I'm a fucking car salesman。 You were…'
…fucked from the start was how he'd meant to finish； but the words dried up in his throat as he saw the back of her。 That part hadn't been visible until he got close； because she had died facing the fire。 The seat of her jeans was blown out； as if she'd finally finished farting fumes and had gotten down to the dynamite。 Tom rags of denim fluttered in the breeze。 Also fluttering were fragments of the garments she had been wearing beneath； at least two pairs of longjohns … one heavy white cotton； the other pink silk。 And something was growing on both the legs of the jeans and the back of her parka。 It looked like mildew or some kind of fungus。 Red…gold； or maybe that was just reflected firelight。
Something had e out of her。 Something…
Yes。 Something。 And it's watching me right now。
Pete looked into the woods。 Nothing。 The flood of animals had dried up。 He was alone。
Except I'm not。
No； he wasn't。 Something was out there； something that didn't do well in the cold； something that preferred warm； wet places。 Except…
Except it got too big。 And it ran out of food。
'Are you out there？'
Pete thought that calling out like that would make him feel foolish； but it didn't。 What it made him feel was more frightened than ever。
His eye fastened on a sketchy track of that mildewy stuff。 It stretched away from Becky … yeah； she was a Becky； all right； as Becky as Becky could be … and around the er of the lean…to。 A moment later Pete heard a scaly scraping sound as something slithered on the tin roof He craned up； following the sound with his eyes。
'Go away；' he whispered。 'Go away and leave me alone。 I 。 。 。 I'm fucked up。'
There was another brief slither as the thing moved farther up the tin。 Yes； he was fucked up。 Unfortunately； he was also food。 The thing up there slithered again。 Pete didn't think it would wait long； maybe couldn't wait long； not up there； it would be like a gecko in a refrigerator。 What it was going to do was drop on him。 And now he realized a terrible thing： he had gotten so fixated on the beer that he had forgotten the fucking guns。
His first impulse was to crawl deeper into the lean…to； but that might be a mistake； like running into a blind alley。 He grabbed the jutting end of one of the fresh branches he'd just put on the fire instead。 He didn't take it out； not yet； just made a loose fist around it。 The other end was burning briskly。 'e on；' he said to the tin roof ' You like it hot？ I've got something hot for you。 e on and get it。 Yum…fuckin…yum。'
Nothing。 Not from the roof； anyway。 There was a soft flump of snow falling from one of the pines behind him as the lower branches shed their burden。 Pete's hand tightened on his makeshift torch； half…lifting it from the fire。 Then he let it settle back in a little swirl of sparks。 'e on； motherfucker。 I'm hot； I'm tasty； and I'm waiting。' Nothing。 But it was up there。 It couldn't wait long； he was sure of it。 Soon it would e。
3
Time passed。 Pete wasn't sure how much； his watch had given up entirely。 Sometimes his thoughts seemed to intensify； as they sometimes had when he and the others were hanging with Duddits （although as they grew older and Duddits stayed the same； there had been less of that … it was as though their changing brains and bodies had lost the knack of picking up Duddits's strange signals）。 This was like that； but not exactly like that。 Something new； maybe。 Maybe even something to do with the lights in the sky。 He was aware that Beaver was dead and that something terrible might have happened to Jonesy； but he didn't know what。
Whatever had happened； Pete thought Henry knew abou