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a way of leaping a hundred miles in a day。 Siuan had been traveling as Mara； Leane as Amaena； and Logain had taken the name Dalyn； after Siuan convinced him Guaire was a fool's choice。 Min still did not think anyone would recognize her own name； but Siuan insisted on calling her Serenla。 Even Logain did not know their true names。
The real trouble was that Siuan was not going to give up。 Weeks of utter failure； and now this； yet any mention of heading for Tear； which was sensible； set off a tempest that quailed even Logain。 The longer they had searched without finding what Siuan sought； the more temper she had developed。 Not that she couldn't crack rocks with it before。 Min was wise enough to keep that particular thought to herself。
Leane finally finished with her dress and tugged it on over her head； doubling her arms behind her to do up the buttons。 Min could not see why she had gone to the trouble； she herself hated needlework of any sort。 The neckline was a little lower now； showing a bit of Leane's bosom； and it fit in a snugger way there and perhaps around the hips。 But what was the point； here？ No one was going to ask her to dance in this roasting shed。
Digging into Min's saddlebags； Leane pulled out the wooden box of paints； and powders and whatnots that Laras had forced on Min before they set out。 Min had kept meaning to throw it away； but somehow she had never gotten around to it。 There was a small mirror inside the hinged lid of the box； and in moments Leane was at work on her face with small rabbit…fur brushes。 She had never shown any particular interest in the things before。 Now she appeared vexed that there was only a blackwood hairbrush and a small ivory b to use on her hair。 She even muttered about the lack of a way to heat the curling iron！ Her dark hair had grown since they began Siuan's search； but it still came well short of her shoulders。
After watching a bit； Min asked； 〃What are you up to； Le…Amaena？〃 She avoided looking at Siuan。 She could guard her tongue； it was just being cooped up and baked alive； that on top of the ing trial。 A hanging or a public strapping。 What a choice！ 〃Have you decided to take up flirting？〃 It was meant for a joke … Leane was all business and efficiency … something to lighten the moment； but the other woman surprised her。
〃Yes；〃 Leane said briskly； peering wide…eyed into the mirror while she carefully did something to her eyelashes。 〃And if I flirt with the right man； perhaps we will not need to worry about strappings or anything else。 At the least； I might get us lighter sentences。〃
Hand half…raised to wipe her face again； Min gasped … it was like an owl announcing it meant to bee a hummingbird … but Siuan merely sat up facing Leane with a level 〃What brought this on？〃
Had Siuan directed that gaze at her； Min suspected she would have confessed to things she had forgotten。 When Siuan concentrated on you like that； you found yourself curtsying and leaping to do as you were told before you realized it。 Even Logain did； most of the time。 Except for the curtsy。
Leane calmly stroked a tiny brush along her cheekbones and examined the result in the small mirror。 She did glance at Siuan； but whatever she saw； she answered in the same crisp tones she always used。 〃My mother was a merchant； you know； in furs and timber mainly。 I once saw her fog a Saldaean lord's mind till he consigned his entire year's timber harvest to her for half the amount he wanted； and I doubt he realized what had happened until he was nearly back home。 If then。 He sent her a moonstone bracelet； later。 Domani women don't deserve the whole reputation they have … stiff…necked prigs going by hearsay built most of it … but we have earned some。 My mother and my aunts taught me along with my sisters and cousins； of course。〃
Looking down at herself； she shook her head； then returned to her ministrations with a sigh。 〃But I fear I was as tall as I am today on my fourteenth naming day。 All knees and elbows； like a colt that grew too fast。 And not long after I could walk across a room without tripping twice； I learned …〃 She drew a deep breath。 〃… learned my life would take me another way than being a merchant。 And now that is gone； too。 About time I put to use what I was taught all those years ago。 Under the circumstances； I can't think of a better time or place。〃
Siuan studied her shrewdly a moment more。 〃That isn't the reason。 Not the whole reason。 Out with it。〃
Hurling a small brush into the box； Leane blazed up in a fury。 〃The whole reason？ I do not know the whole reason。 I only know I need something in my life to replace … what is gone。 You yourself told me that is the only hope of surviving。 Revenge falls short； for me。 I know your cause is necessary； and perhaps even； right； but the Light help me； that is not enough either； I can't make myself be as involved as you。 Maybe I came too late to it。 I will stay with you； but it isn't enough。〃
Anger faded as she began resealing pots and vials and replacing them； though she used more force than was strictly necessary。 There was the merest hint of rose scent about her。 〃I know flirting isn't something to fill up the emptiness； but it is enough to fill an idle moment。 Maybe being who I was born to be will suffice。 I just do not know。 This isn't a new idea； I always wanted to be like my mother and my aunts； daydreamed of it sometimes after I was grown。〃
Leane's face became pensive； and the last things went into the box more gently。 〃I think perhaps I've always felt I was masquerading as someone else； building up a mask until it became second nature。 There was serious work to be done； more serious than merchanting； and by the time I realized there was another way I could have gone even so； I had the mask on too firmly to take off。 Well； that is done with； now； and the mask is ing off。 I even considered beginning with Logain a week ago； for practice。 But I am out of practice； and I think he is the kind of man who might hear more promises than you meant to offer； and expect to have them fulfilled。〃 A small smile suddenly appeared on her lips。 〃My mother always said if that happened； you had miscalculated badly； if there was no back way out； you had to either abandon dignity and run； or pay the price and consider it a lesson。〃 The smile took on a roguish cast。 〃My Aunt Resara said you paid the price and enjoyed it。〃
Min could only shake her head。 It was as if Leane had bee a different woman。 Talking that way about。。。！ Even hearing it； she could hardly believe。 e to that； Leane actually looked different。 For all of the work with brushes； there was not a hint of paint or powder on her face that Min could see； yet her lips seemed fuller； her cheekbones higher； her eyes larger。 She was a more than pretty woman at any time； but now her beauty was magnified fivefold。
Siuan was not quite finished； though。 〃And if this country lord is one like Logain？〃 she said softly。 〃What will you do then？〃
Leane drew herself up stiff…backed on her knees and swallowed hard before answering； but her voice was perfectly level。 〃Given the alternatives； what choice would you make？〃