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the whole island in an eye…blink and racing out to sea。 I glared at them； then went on my way。 Once they made me jump； another couple of them； a couple of years ago。 They came in illegally low after bombing practice on the range just down the firth； blasting over the island so suddenly that I jumped while in the delicate manoeuvre of teasing a wasp into a jar from the old tree stump near the ruined sheep…pen at the north end of the island。 The wasp stung me。
I went into town that day； bought an extra plastic model of a Jaguar； made the kit up that afternoon and ceremonially blew it to pieces on the roof of the Bunker with a small pipe…bomb。 Two weeks later a Jaguar crashed into the sea off Nairn； though the pilot ejected in time。 I'd like to think the Power was working then； but I suspect it was coincidence； high…performance jets crash so often it was no real surprise my symbolic and their real destruction came within a fortnight of each other。
I sat on the earth banking that looks out over the Muddy Creek and ate an apple。 I leaned back on the young tree that as a sapling had been the Killer。 It was grown now； and a good bit taller than me； but when I was young and we were the same size it had been my static catapult defending the southerly approaches to the island。 Then； as now； it looked out over the broad creek and the gunmetal…coloured mud with the eaten…looking wreck of an old fishing boat sticking out of it。
After the Tale of Old Saul I put the catapult to another use； and it became the Killer； scourge of hamsters； mice and gerbils。
I remember that it could whack a fist…sized stone well over the creek and twenty metres or more into the undulating ground on the mainland； and once I got keyed into its natural rhythm I could send off a shot every two seconds。 I could place them anywhere within a sixty…degree angle by varying the direction in which I pulled the sapling over and down。 I didn't use a little animal every two seconds； they were expended at a few a week。 For six months I was the best customer the Porteneil Pet Shop had； going in every Saturday to get a couple of beasts； and about every month buying a tube of badminton shuttlecocks from the toyshop as well。 I doubt anybody ever put the two together； apart from me。
It was all for a purpose； of course； little that I do is not； one way or another。 I was looking for Old Saul's skull。
I threw the core of the apple over the creek； it plopped into the mud on the far bank with a satisfying slurp。 I decided it was time to look into the Bunker properly； and set off along the bank at a jog； swinging round the southernmost dune towards the old pillbox。 I stopped to look at the shore。 There didn't seem to be anything interesting there； but I remembered the lesson of the day before； when I had stopped to sniff the air and everything had seemed fine； then ten minutes later I was wrestling with a kamikaze rabbit； so I trotted down off the side of the dune and down to the line of debris thrown up by the sea。
There was one bottle。 A very minor enemy； and empty。 I went down to the water…line and threw the bottle out。 It bobbed； head up； ten metres out。 The tide hadn't covered the pebbles yet； so I took up a handful and lobbed them at the bottle。 It was close enough to use the under…arm style； and the pebbles I'd selected were all of roughly the same size； so my fire was very accurate： four shots within splashing distance and a fifth which smashed the neck off the bottle。 A small victory really； because the decisive defeat of the bottles had e about long ago； shortly after I learned to throw； when I first realised the sea was an enemy。 It still tried me out now and again； though； and I was in no mood to allow even the slightest encroachment on my territory。
The bottle sunk； I returned to the dunes； went to the top of the one the Bunker lay half…buried in； and had a look round with my binoculars。 The coast was clear； even if the weather wasn't。 I went down to the Bunker。
I repaired the steel door years ago； loosening the rusted hinges and straightening the guides for the bolt。 I took out the key to the padlock and opened the door。 Inside there was the familiar waxy； burned smell。 I closed the door and propped a piece of wood against it； then stood for a while； letting my eyes adjust to the gloom and my mind to the feel of the place。
After a while I could see dimly by the light filtering through the sacking hung over the two narrow slits which are the Bunker's only windows。 I took off my shoulder bag and binoculars and hung them on nails hammered into the slightly crumbling concrete。 I took up the tin with the matches in it and lit the candles； they burned yellowly and I knelt； clenching my fists and thinking。 I'd found the candle…making kit in the cupboard under the stairs five or six years ago； and experimented with the colours and consistencies for months before hitting on the idea of using the wax as a wasp…prison。 I looked up then and saw the head of a wasp poking up from the top of a candle on the altar。 The newly lit candle； blood red and as thick as my wrist； contained the still flame and the tiny head within its caldera of wax like pieces of an alien game。 As I watched； the flame； a centimetre behind the wasp's wax…gummed head； freed the antennae from the grease and they came upright for a while before they frazzled。 The head started to smoke as the wax dribbled off it； then the fumes caught light； and the wasp body； a second flame within the crater； flickered and crackled as the fire incinerated the insect from its head down。
I lit the candle inside the skull of Old Saul。 That orb of bone； holed and yellowing； was what killed all those little creatures who met their death in the mud on the far side of the creek。 I watched the smoky flame waver inside the place where the dog's brains used to be and I closed my eyes。 I saw the Rabbit Grounds again； and the flaming bodies as they jumped and sped。 I saw again the one that escaped the Grounds and died just before it made it to the stream。 I saw the Black Destroyer； and remembered its demise。 I thought of Eric； and wondered what the Factory's warning was about。
I saw myself； Frank L。 Cauldhame； and I saw myself as I might have been： a tall slim man； strong and determined and making his way in the world； assured and purposeful。 I opened my eyes and gulped； breathing deeply。 A fetid light blazed from Old Saul's sockets。 The candles on either side of the altar flickered with the skull…flame in a draught。
I looked round the Bunker。 The severed heads of gulls； rabbits； crows； mice； owls； moles and small lizards looked down on me。 They hung drying on short loops of black thread suspended from lengths of string stretched across the walls from corner to corner； and dim shadows turned slowly on the walls behind them。 Around the foot of the walls； on plinths of wood or stone； or on bottles and cans the sea had surrendered； my collection of skulls watched me。 The yellow brain…bones of horses； dogs； birds； fish and horned sheep faced in towards Old Saul； some with beaks and jaws open； some shut； the teeth