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's thumb； soft as velvet。 Trevor felt something uncoil deep inside him； some unfamiliar warmth seeping like liquor through his innards。 Only it didn't dull his senses； it heightened them； he was aware of every inch of his skin； every hair on his body； every pore and cell。 All of them were straining toward Zach； thirsting for him。
Then they were kissing again； carefully at first； learning the shape and texture of each other's lips； testing the sharpness of the teeth behind them。 Trevor felt Zach's hands sliding down his back and straying beneath the waistband of his sweatpants； cupping his buttocks and squeezing； moving down to the sensitive juncture of his thighs and lightly stroking the downy hairs there。 He had an erection for the first time in as long as he could remember； had almost forgotten what one felt like。 It felt a hell of a lot better snuggled into the warm hollow of someone's hipbone； that was for sure。
It's too fast！ said a panicky voice in his mind。 And too dangerous！ He'll drink your juices； taste your brain； crack your soul open like an egg！
Hell； I think I want him to do all that。
The thought released Trevor； gave him abandon。 He sucked at Zach's tongue and pulled it deep into his mouth。 You became so used to the texture and mass of your own tongue that you seldom noticed it nestling in the cradle of your lower jawbone； pressing against your teeth。 Having another tongue there felt alien at first； like trying to swallow some small slippery animal； a baby eel or perhaps an energetic oyster。
Their hands roamed the planes and hollows of one another's bodies。 Now Zach's clever fingers were teasing Trevor's nipples； plugging into unfamiliar nerve endings； webs of sensation that seemed to radiate from his chest up his spinal cord and into his brain； down through the pit of his stomach to his aching penis。 Never mind when he had last had a boner； he couldn't remember ever having had one that felt like this。
Then Zach's hand slid down to cup it through the soft cloth； and Zach's lips kissed a slow trail down his chin； along the curve of his throat and the hollow of his collarbone； and wrapped hot and wet around his left nipple。 Trevor felt his heart lurch； his mind begin to dissolve in pleasure。 He choked back a throatful of saliva。 〃Don't！〃
Zach's mouth paused but did not go away。 His hand moved to the ridge of Trevor's hipbone and squeezed gently。 〃Why not？〃
Trevor caught his breath； searched for a reply。 〃It hurts；〃 he said at last； though that was not precisely what he meant。
〃You mean it feels too good？〃
Silver motes swarmed in the air above his face； his vision was drowning in red filigree。 Trevor closed his eyes and nodded。
〃Sometimes you just have to ride it。 But we can slow down。〃 Zach shrugged。 〃I'll kiss you all day if that's what you want。〃 He lowered his face to Trevor's； brushed his lips ever so lightly across Trevor's。 Trevor felt tears starting again behind his eyelids for the kindness of this boy。
Do you want to do this？ he thought。 You were finally able to e back to this house； to e home。 You haven't had that damn dream in two nights。 You're on the verge of finding whatever is left here for you to find。 Do you want to add this to the equation？
But he was sick of listening to the voices in his head and the slow settling of empty rooms。 There were other things to hear。 Zach's breathing and heartbeat； the whisper of Zach's hands against the slight stubble on Trevor's face； the liquid sound their mouths made together。 Zach lay half on top of him； holding him loosely； kissing him languorously。 It became impossible to think of anything but tastes and textures。
They kissed dreamily； then searchingly； then with increasing urgency。 Then Zach was nuzzling his neck and chest again； but this time Trevor wasn't scared。 He arched his back； twined his fingers into Zach's thick soft hair。 Zach's fingers strayed again to the band of Trevor's sweatpants； found the drawstring and deftly untied the bow。 His lips moved across the concavity of Trevor's stomach； paused just above the cloth。 Trevor thought his penis might simply explode soon。 He imagined shimmering globules of semen dripping from the ceiling； nestling in Zach's hair like diamonds on blue…black velvet。
Zach looked up at Trevor and suddenly his serious； almost…scared face split into a wide dazzling grin。
〃This feels so good；〃 he said； 〃you won't even believe it。〃
He tugged the cloth away and kissed the tip of Trevor's penis； then took the whole throbbing burning thing into his mouth。 He was right。 All at once there was no more house； no childhood room； no dirty mattress under Trevor's back。 There was only this moment and this boy； only the smooth glide of saliva and fingertips and tongue； only the deep silken tunnel of Zach's throat surrounding him。 It was like nothing else ever。
He felt a stream of pure white energy blazing along his spine； sending twin bolts into his balls and his brain； filling every cell with light。 His scalp and the palms of his hands tingled madly。 He felt his pores open and bead with sweat； heard himself moaning and Zach moaning muffled encouragement back at him。 Does he really want me to e in his mouth？ Trevor wondered。 Can I do that？ … can I… OMIGODThought deserted him again。 He felt like a man made of television static； of a million roaring； hissing silver dots。 Then the stream of energy filled him pletely and husked him out clean。 A year's pain seemed to leave his body as he came； ebbing from his balls； leaking out of his eyes； expelling from his lungs in short harsh gasps。
For several minutes Zach stayed where he was； his mouth and hands still working gently。 Then he crawled up and rested his head next to Trevor's on the pillow。 His lips were swollen； smudged with fresh blood and milky traces of semen。 The light sheen of sweat on his face turned his pale skin nearly opalescent。
Zach took handfuls of Trevor's hair and pulled it over their faces。 The effect was like being inside a sheer tent or a tawny ginger cocoon。 Their foreheads and the tips of their noses touched。 Trevor could taste his own e in Zach's mouth when they kissed； a fresh； faintly bitter organic flavor。 Was that how Zach's would taste too？ He realized he wanted to find out。
He pulled Zach close to him and rolled on top。 The feeling of Zach's body beneath him was exhilarating； this plex； delicious bundle of blood and bones and thoughts and nerves and muscles captive in his arms； willingly so； gladly so。 He laid his head on Zach's chest。 The skin stretched tight over Zach's breastbone and ribs like a drum； milk…white； without hair or blemish。 Tentatively； Trevor let the barest edges of his teeth graze one pale pink nipple。
〃AAH…〃 Zach stretched like a cat。 〃MMMM。 Do that some more。〃
〃Can I bite？〃
〃Hell； yes。〃
Trevor's teeth closed on the defenseless bud of flesh。 He sucked at it； nipped harder and made Zach groan。 He worried at it； gnawed on it。 Surely Zach would yell at him to stop。 But Zach only writhed beneath him and gasped appreciation laced with pain。 If he wanted his nipples sore； Trevor didn't mind obliging him。 They were pliant and tender b