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〃I'm not Mrs。 Sprague； I'm Ramona Upshaw Cathcart！ You can't tell Martha what I did or she'll leave me！ She said she wants to get her own apartment； and I haven't that much more time left！〃
I turned my back on the spectacle and walked around the living room； wondering what to do。 I looked at the pictures on the walls： generations of kilt…clad Spragues； Cathcarts cutting the ribbons in front of orange groves and vacant lots ripe for development。 There was a fat little girl Ramona wearing a corset that must have strictured her bloody。 Emmett holding a dark…haired child； beaming。 Glassy…eyed Ramona poising Martha's brush hand over a toy easel。 Mack Sennett and Emmett giving each other the cuckold's horns。 At the back of an Edendale group shot I thought I could see a young Georgie Tilden…handsome； no scars on his face。
I felt Ramona behind me； trembling。 I said； 〃Tell me all of it。 Tell me why。〃
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Ramona sat down on a divan and spoke for three hours； her tone sometimes angry； sometimes sad； sometimes brutally detached from what she was saying。 There was a table covered with tiny ceramic figurines beside her； her hands played with them constantly。 I circled the walls； looking at the family pictures； feeling them meld into her story。
She met Emmett and Georgie in 1921； when they were Scottish immigrant boys on the make in Hollywood。 She hated Emmett for treating Georgie like a lackey…and she hated herself for not speaking up about it。 She didn't speak up because Emmett wanted to marry her…for her father's money； she knew…and she was a homely woman with slender husband prospects。
Emmett proposed。 She accepted and settled into married life with the ruthless young contractor and budding real estate tycoon。 Who she gradually grew to hate。 Who she passively fought by gathering information。
Georgie lived in the apartment above the garage the first years they were married。 She learned that he liked to touch dead things； and that Emmett reviled him for it。 She took to poisoning the stray cats who trampled her garden； leaving them on Georgie's doorstep。 When Emmett spurned her desire for him to give her a child； she went to Georgie and seduced him…exulting that she had the power to excite him with something alive…the fat body that Emmett derided and only plundered at odd times。
Their affair was brief； but resulted in a child…Madeleine。 She lived in terror of a resemblance to Georgie asserting itself； and took to doctor…prescribed opiates。 Two years later Martha was born of Emmett。 This felt like a betrayal of Georgie…and she went back to poisoning stray animals for him。 Emmett caught her in the act one day； he beat her for taking part in 〃Georgie 's perversion。〃
When she told Georgie of the beating； he told her of saving the coward Emmett's life in the war…putting the lie to Emmett's version of the story： that he saved Georgie。 She started planning her pageants then…how she would get back at Emmett symbolically in ways so subtle that he would never know he was being thrashed。
Madeleine cleaved to Emmett。 She was the lovely child； and he doted on her。 Martha became her mother's little girl…even though she was Emmett's spitting image。 Emmett and Madeleine disdained Martha as a fatso and a crybaby； Ramona protected her； teaching her to draw； putting her to bed each night with admonishings not to hate her sister and father… even though she did。 Protecting Martha and instructing her in the love of art became her reason for living； her strength in the intolerable marriage。
When Maddy was eleven； Emmett noted her resemblance to Georgie； and slashed her real father's face beyond recognition。 Ramona fell in love with Georgie； he was now even more physically bereft than she…and she felt a parity had been achieved between them。
Georgie rebuffed her persistent advances。 She came across Hugo's The Man Who Laughs then； and was moved by both the prachicos and their disfigured victims。 She bought the Yannantuono painting and kept it hidden； staring at it as a memento of Georgie in her private hours。
When Maddy hit her teens she became promiscuous； sharing the details； with Emmett； cuddling on the bed with him。 Martha drew obscene pictures of the sister she hated； Ramona forced her to draw pastoral landscapes to keep her anger from going haywire。 To get back at Emmett she staged her long…planned pageants； they spoke obliquely of his greed and cowardice。 Toy houses falling down signified Emmett's jerrybuilt shacks crashing in the '33 earthquake； children hiding under store mannequins dressed in ersatz German uniforms portrayed Emmett the yellow。 A number of parents found the pageants disturbing； and forbade their children to play with the Sprague girls。 Around that time Georgie drifted out of their lives； doing his yard work and rubbish hauling； living in Emmett's abandoned houses。
Time passed。 She concentrated on looking after Martha； pressing her to finish high school early； establishing funds at Otis Art Institute so that she would get special treatment。 Martha thrived and excelled at Otis； Ramona lived through her acplishments； on and off sedatives； often thinking of Georgie…missing him； wanting him。
Then； in the fall of '46； Georgie returned。 She overheard him make his blackmail demand of Emmett： 〃Give him〃 the girl in the dirty movie； or risk exposure of a good deal of the family's sordid past and present。
She became frighteningly jealous and hateful of 〃that girl；〃 and when Elizabeth Short showed up at the Sprague house on January 12； 1947； her rage exploded。 〃That girl〃 looked so much like Madeleine that it felt like the cruelest of jokes was being played on her。 When Elizabeth and Georgie left in his truck； she saw that Martha had gone to her room to pack for her Palm Springs trip。 She left a note on her door saying goodbye； that she was sleeping now。 Then she casually asked Emmett where 〃that girl〃 and Georgie were going。
He told her he heard Georgie mention one of his abandoneds up on North Beachwood。 She went out the backdoor； grabbed their spare Packard； sped to Hollywoodland and waited。 Georgie and the girl arrived at the base of the Mount Lee park area a few minutes later。 She followed them on foot to the shack in the woods。 They went inside； she saw a light go on。 It cast shadows over a shiny wood object leaning against a tree trunk…a baseball bat。 When she heard the girl giggle； 〃Did you get those scars in the war？〃 she went in the door； bat first。
Elizabeth Short tried to run。 She knocked her unconscious and made Georgie strip her and gag her and tie her to the mattress。 She promised him parts of the girl to keep forever。 She took a copy of The Man Who Laughs from her purse and read aloud from it； casting occasional glances at the girl spread…eagled。 Then she cut her and burned her and batted her and wrote in the notebook she always carried while the girl was passed out from the pain。 Georgie watched； and together they shouted the chants of the prachicos。 And after two full days of it； she slashed Elizabeth Short ear to ear like Gwynplain； so she wouldn't hate her after she was dead。 Georgie cut the body in two； washed the halves in th