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Once again； I retreated into my deepest mental hiding place。 I had no body anymore。 I lay in the Monastery； in the earth； unfeeling of my body。 I put my mind at work on the tone of the voices near me； such sweet and pitiable voices。 I picked out the boys by name and slowly made a count of them。 Over half our little pany； our splendid cherubic pany； was in this abominable prison。
I did not hear Riccardo。 But then； when our captors had finished their abuse for a while； I did hear Riccardo。
He intoned a litany in Latin； in a raw and desperate whisper。 〃Blessed be God。〃 The others were quick to answer。 〃Blessed be His Holy Name。〃 And so on it went； the prayers； the voice gradually being weak in the silence until Riccardo alone prayed。
I did not give the responses。
Yet on he went； now that his charges mercifully slept； praying to fort himself； or perhaps merely for the glory of God。 He moved from the litany into the Pater Noster； and from then into the forting age…old words of the Ave which he said over and over； as if making a rosary； all alone； as he lay imprisoned in the bottom of the ship。
I spoke no words to him。 I did not even let him know that I was there。 I couldn't save him。 I couldn't fort him。 I couldn't even explain this terrible fate which had befallen us。 I couldn't above all reveal what I had seen： the Master perishing； the great one gone into the simple and eternal agony of fire。
I had slipped into a shock near to despair。 I let my mind recover the sight of Marius burning； Marius a living torch； turning and twisting in the fire； his fine fingers reaching heavenward like spiders in the orange flame。 Marius was dead； Marius was burned。 There had been too many of them for Marius。 I knew what he would have said if he had e to me a forting specter。 〃There were simply too many of them； Amadeo； too many。 I couldn't stop them； though I tried。〃
I slipped into tormented dreams。 The ship bore on through the night； carrying me away from Venice； away from the ruin of all that I believed in； all that I held dear。
I awoke to the sounds of singing and to the smell of the earth； but it was not Russian earth。
We were no longer at sea。 We were imprisoned on land。
Still bound in the net； I listened to hollow preternatural voices chanting with a villainous gusto the awful hymn； Dies Irae； or Day of Wrath。
A low drum carried on the zesty rhythm as if it were a song for dancing rather than a terrible lament of the Final Days。 On and on went the Latin words speaking of the day when all the world would be turned to ashes； when the great trumpets of the Lord would blast to signal the opening of all graves。 Death itself and nature would both shudder。 All souls would be brought together； no soul able anymore to hide anything from the Lord。 Out of His book； every sin would be read aloud。 Vengeance would fall upon everyone。 Who was there to defend us； but the Judge Himself； Our Majestic Lord？ Our only hope was the pity of Our God； the God who had suffered the Cross for us； who would not let His sacrifice be in vain。
Yes； beautiful old words； but they issued from an evil mouth； the mouth of one who did not even know their meaning； who tapped at his eager drum as if ready for a feast。
A night had passed。 We were entombed and now being released from our prison； as the dreaded little voice sang on to its spirited little drum。
I heard the whispers of the older boys； seeking to give the young ones fort； and the steady voice of Riccardo assuring all of them that surely they would soon discover what these creatures wanted； and perhaps be allowed to go free。
Only I heard the rustling； impish laughter everywhere。 Only I knew how many preternatural monsters lurked about us； as we were brought into a light of a monstrous fire。
The net was torn from me。 I rolled over； clutching at the grass。 I looked up and saw that we were in a great clearing beneath high and indifferent bright stars。 It was the summery air； and great towering green trees surrounded us。 But the blast of the raging bonfire distorted everything。 The boys； chained together； their clothes torn； their faces scratched and streaked with blood； cried out frantically when they saw me； yet I was snatched away from them and held； a bevy of little hooded demons fastened to both my hands。
〃I can't help you！〃 I cried。 It was selfish and terrible。 It came from my pride。 It made only panic among them。
I saw Riccardo； as badly beaten as the rest； turn from right to left； trying to quiet them； his hands bound before him； his doublet almost torn off his back。
He turned his glance to me； and then together we looked around us at the great wreath of dark…dressed figures that enclosed us。 Could he see the whiteness of their faces and hands？ Did he； on an instinctive level； know what they were？
〃Be quick if you mean to kill us！〃 he called out。 〃We've done nothing。 We don't know who you are or why you've taken us。 We are innocent； to a one。〃
I was touched by his bravery； and I pulled my thoughts together。 I must stop shrinking in horror from my last memory of the Master； but imagine him living； and think what he would tell me to do。
We were outnumbered； that was obvious； and I could now detect smiles on the faces of the hooded figures； who though they draped their eyes in shadow； revealed their long twisted mouths。
〃Where is the leader here？〃 I demanded； raising my voice above the level of human power。 〃Surely you see these boys are nothing but mortals！ Your argument must be with me！〃
The long string of surrounding black…robed figures caved in to whispering and murmuring amongst themselves at this。 Those clustered about the band of enchained boys tightened their ranks。 And as others whom I could scarce see threw more and more wood and pitch onto the great fire； it seemed the enemy prepared for action。
Two couples placed themselves before the apprentices who seemed not in their wailing and crying to realize what this meant。
I realized it at once。
〃No； you must speak with me； reason with me！〃 I shouted； straining against those who held me。 To my horror； they only laughed。
Suddenly drums began again； some one…hundredfold louder than before； as if an entire circle of drummers surrounded us and the hissing； spitting fire。
They took up that steady beat of the Dies Irae hymn； and suddenly the wreath of figures all to a one straightened and locked hands。 They began to sing the words in Latin of the terrible day of woe。 Each figure began to rock playfully； lifting knees in playful march as a hundred voices spit out the words to the obvious rhythm of a dance。 It made an ugly mockery of the piteous words。
The drums were joined by the shrill squeal of pipes； and the repeated slam of tambourines； and suddenly the entire wreath of dancers； still hand in hand； was moving； bodies swaying side to side from the waist up； heads bobbing； mouths grinning。 〃Dee…eees… … …a… … …ray； dee…ees… …eee… … …raw！〃 they sang。
I panicked。 But I couldn't shake loose of my captors。 I screamed。
The first pair of robed beings befo