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He started to laugh softly； and it heightened my pleasure； that this which I fed upon should laugh beneath these new fangs。
With all my might I sought to tug his heart out of his chest。 I heard him cry out and then laugh in amazement。 I drew and drew on his blood； swallowing with a hoarse disgraceful sound。
〃e on； let me hear you cry out again！〃 I whispered； sucking the blood greedily； widening the gash with my teeth； my sharpened； lengthened teeth； these fang teeth that were now mine and made for this slaughter。 〃e on； beg for mercy； Sir！〃
His laughter was sweet。
I took his blood swallow after swallow； glad and proud at his helpless laughing； at the fact that he had fallen down on his knees in the square and that I had him still； and he must now raise his arm to push me away。
〃I can't drink anymore！〃 I declared。 I lay back on the stones。
The frozen sky was black and studded with the white blazing stars。 I stared at it； deliciously aware of the stone beneath me； of the hardness under my back and my head。 No care now about the soil； the damp； the threat of disease。 No care now whether the crawling things of the night came near。 No care now what men might think who peeped from their windows。 No care now for the lateness of the hour。 Look at me； stars。 Look at me； as I look at you。
Silent and glistering； these tiny eyes of Heaven。
I began to die。 A withering pain menced in my stomach； then moved to my bowels。
〃Now； all that's left of a mortal boy will leave you；〃 my Master said。 〃Don't be afraid。〃
〃No more music？〃 I whispered。 I rolled over and put my arms around my Master； who lay beside me； his head resting on his elbow。 He gathered me to him。
〃Shall I sing to you a lullaby？〃 he said softly。
I moved away from him。 Foul fluid had begun to flow from me。 I felt an instinctive shame； but this quite slowly vanished。 He picked me up； easily as always； and pushed my face into his neck。 The wind rushed around us。
Then I felt the cold water of the Adriatic； and I found myself tumbling on the unmistakable swell of the sea。 The sea was salty and delicious and held no menace。 I turned over and over； and finding myself alone； tried to get my bearings。 I was far out； near to the island of the Lido。 I looked back to the main island； and I could see through the great congregation of ships at anchor the blazing torches of the Palazzo Ducale； with a vision that was awesomely clear。
The mingled voices of the dark port rose； as if I were secretly swimming amongst the ships； though I was not。
What a remarkable power； to hear these voices； to be able to hone in on one particular voice and hear its early…morning mumblings； and then to pitch my hearing to yet another and let other words sink in。
I floated under the sky for a while； until all the pain was gone from me。 I felt cleansed； and I didn't want to be alone。 I turned over and effortlessly swam towards the harbor； moving under the surface of the water when I neared the ships。
What astonished me now was that I could see beneath the water！ There was enough life for my vampiric eyes to see the huge anchors lodged in the mushy bottom of the lagoon； and to see the curved bottoms of the galleys。 It was an entire underwater universe。 I wanted to explore it further； but I heard my Master's voice…not a telepathic voice； as we would call it now； but his audible voice…calling me very softly to return to the piazza where he waited for me。
I peeled off my rank clothes and climbed out of the water naked； hurrying to him in the cold darkness； delighted that the chill itself meant little。 When I saw him I spread out my arms and smiled。
He held a fur cloak in his arms； which he opened now to receive me； rubbing my hair dry with it and winding it around me。
〃You feel your new freedom。 Your bare feet are not hurt by the deep cold of the stones。 If you're cut； your resilient skin will heal instantly； and no small crawling creature of the dark will produce revulsion in you。 They can't hurt you。 Disease can't hurt you。〃 He covered me with kisses。 〃The most pestilential blood will only feed you； as your preternatural body cleanses it and absorbs it。 You are a powerful creature； and deep in here？ In your chest； which I touch now with my hand； there is your heart； your human heart。〃
〃Is it really so； Master？〃 I asked。 I was exhilarated； I was playful。 〃Why so human still？〃
〃Amadeo； have you found me inhuman？ Have you found me cruel？〃
My hair had shaken off the water； drying almost instantly。 We walked now； arm in arm； the heavy fur cloak covering me； out of the square。
When I didn't answer； he stopped and embraced me again and began his hungry kisses。
〃You love me；〃 I said； 〃as I am now； even more than before。〃
〃Oh； yes；〃 he said。 He hugged me roughly and kissed my throat all over； and my shoulders； and began to kiss my chest。 〃I can't hurt you now； I can't snuff out your life with an accidental embrace。 You're mine； of my flesh and of my blood。〃
He stopped。 He was crying。 He didn't want me to see。 He turned away when I tried to catch his face with my impertinent hands。
〃Master； I love you；〃 I said。
〃Pay attention；〃 he said brushing me off； obviously impatient with his tears。 He pointed to the sky。 〃You'll always know when morning's ing； if you pay attention。 Do you feel it？ Do you hear the birds？ There are in all parts of the world those birds who sing right before dawn。〃
A thought came to me； dark and horrid； that one of the things I had missed in the deep Monastery of the Caves under Kiev was the sound of birds。 Out in the wild grasses； hunting with my Father； riding from copse to copse of trees； I had loved the song of the birds。 We had never been too long in the miserable riverside hovels of Kiev without those forbidden journeys into the wild lands from which so many didn't return。
But that was gone。 I had all of sweet Italy around me； the sweet Serenissima。 I had my Master； and the great voluptuous magic of this transformation。
〃For this I rode into the wild lands；〃 I whispered。 〃For this he took me out of the Monastery on that last day。〃
My Master looked at me sadly。 〃I hope so；〃 he said。 〃What I know of your past； I learnt from your mind when it was open to me； but it's closed now； closed because I've made you a vampire； the same as I am； and we can never know each other's minds。 We're too close； the blood we share makes a deafening roar in our ears when we try to talk in silence to one another； and so I let go forever of those awful images of that underground Monastery which flashed so brilliantly in your thoughts； but always with agony； always with near despair。〃
〃Yes； despair； and all that is gone like the pages of a book torn loose and thrown into the wind。 Just like that； gone。〃
He hurried me along。 We were not going home。 It was another way through the back alleys。
〃We go now to our cradle；〃 he said； 〃which is our crypt； our bed which is our grave。〃
We entered an old dilapidated palazzo； tenanted only with a few sleeping poor。 I didn't like it。 I had