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〃I am sorry that you e at all；〃 I said。 I turned away from him。 I turned away against the clean cool linen of the pillow。 〃Would you leave me now； my beloved teacher？ I would rather the pany of a priest； and my old nurse if you haven't sent her home。 I have loved you with my whole heart； but I don't want to die in your superior pany。〃
Through a haze I saw the shape of him as he grew nearer to me。 I felt his hands cup my face and turn it towards him。 I saw the glimmer of his blue eyes； wintry flames； indistinct yet burning fiercely。
〃Very well； beautiful one。 This is the moment。 Would you e with me； and be like me？〃 His voice was rich and soothing； though it was full of pain。
〃Yes； always and forever yours。〃
〃Forever to thrive in secret on the blood of the evildoer； as I thrive； and to abide with these secrets until the end of the world； if need be。〃
〃I shall。 I want it。〃
〃To learn from me all the lessons I can give。〃
〃Yes； all of them。〃
He picked me up from the bed。 I tumbled against him； my head spinning and the pain in it so sharp； I cried out softly。
〃Only a little while； my love； my young and tender love；〃 he said in my ear。
I was lowered into the warm water of the bath； my clothes softly stripped away； my head laid back against the tiled edge ever so carefully。 I let my arms float in the water。 I felt it lap around my shoulders。
He broke up handfuls of water to bathe me。 He bathed first my face and then all of me。 His hard satiny fingertips moved over my face。
〃Not a vagrant hair yet of your beard； and yet you have the nether endowments of a man； and must now rise above the pleasures you have so loved。〃
〃I do； I will；〃 I whispered。 A terrible burning lashed my cheek。 The cut was spread wide。 I struggled to touch it。 But he held my hand。 It was only his blood fallen into the festering wound。 And as the flesh tingled and burnt I felt it closing。 He did the same with the scratch on my arm； and then with the small scratch on the back of my hand。 With my eyes closed； I surrendered to the eerie paralyzing pleasure of it。
His hand touched me again； running smoothly down my chest； past my private parts； examining first one leg and then the other； searching out the smallest break or flaw in the skin； perhaps。 Again the rich throbbing chills of pleasure overcame me。
I felt myself lifted from the water； warmly wrapped； and then there came that shock of moving air that meant he carried me； that he moved more swiftly than any spying eye could see。 I felt the marble floor before my bare feet； and in my fever； this jolting cold was very good to me。
We stood in the studio。 We had our backs to the painting on which he'd worked only nights ago； and faced another masterly canvas of immense size； on which beneath a brilliant sun and cobalt sky a great copse of trees surrounded two rushing windblown figures。
The woman was Daphne； her upstretched arms changing into the branches of the laurel； already thick with leaves； her feet grown into roots that sought the deep brown earth beneath her。 And behind her； the desperate and beautiful god Apollo； a champion of golden hair and finely muscled limbs； e too late to stop her frantic magical escape from his threatening arms； her fatal metamorphosis。
〃See the indifferent clouds above；〃 my Master whispered in my ear。 He pointed to the great streaks of sun he had painted with more skill than the men who daily beheld them。
He spoke words I confided to Lestat so long ago when I told him my story； words that he salvaged so mercifully from the few images of these times which I was able to give him。
I hear Marius's voice when I repeat these words； the last I was ever to hear as a mortal child：
〃This is the only sun that you will ever see again。 But a millennium of nights will be yours to see light as no mortal has ever seen it； to snatch from the distant stars； as if you were Prometheus； an endless illumination by which to understand all things。〃
And I； who had beheld a far more wondrous celestial light in that realm from which I'd been turned away； longed only for him to eclipse it now forever。
8
THE MASTER'S PRIVATE SALONS： a string of rooms in which he had covered the walls with flawless copies of the works of those mortal painters he so admired … Giotto； Fra Angelico； Bellini。
We stood in the room of Benozzo Gozzoli's great work； from the Medici Chapel in Florence： The Procession of the Magi。
In the middle of the century； Gozzoli had created this vision； wrapping it around three walls of that small sacred chamber。
But my Master； with his supernatural memory and skill； had spread out the great work； rendering the whole flat from end to end on one great side of this immense and broad gallery。
Perfect as Gozzoli's original it loomed； with its hordes of beautifully dressed young Florentines； each pale face a study in thoughtful innocence； astride a cavalry of gorgeous horses following the exquisite figure of the young Lorenzo de' Medici himself； a youth with soft curling brownish…blond hair to his shoulders； and a carnal blush in his white cheeks。 With a tranquil expression he appeared to gaze indifferently at the viewer of the painting as he sat； regal in his fur…trimmed gold jacket with its long slashed sleeves； on a beautifully caparisoned white horse。 No detail of the painting was unworthy of another。 Even the horse's bridle and fittings were of beautifully worked gold and velvet； a match for the tight sleeves of Lorenzo's tunic and his red velvet knee…high boots。
But the enchantment of the painting arose most powerfully from the faces of the youths； as well as the few old men who made up the immense crowded procession； all with small quiet mouths and eyes drifting to the sides as if a forward glance would have broken the spell。
On and on they came past castles and mountains； winding their way to Bethlehem。
To illuminate this masterpiece； dozens of silver branching candelabra had been lighted up and down both sides of the room。 The thick white candles of the purest beeswax gave off a luxurious illumination。 High above a glorious wilderness of painted clouds surrounded an oval of floating saints who touched each other's outstretched hands as they looked down benevolently and contentedly upon us。
No furniture covered the rosy Carrara marble tiles of the highly polished floor。 A wandering border pattern of green leafy vine marked off in great squares these tiles； but the floor was otherwise plain and deeply lustrous； and silken smooth to bare feet。
I found myself staring with the fascination of a feverish brain into this hall of glorious surfaces。 The Procession of the Magi； rising as it did to fill the entire wall to the right of me； seemed to give off a soft plethora of real sounds 。。。 the muted crunch of the hoofs of the horses； the shuffling steps of those who walked beside them； the rustling of the red…flowered shrubbery beyond them and even the distant cries of the hunters who； with their lean hounds； streaked along the mountain paths beyond。
My Master stood in the v