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ed High School class ring。 The initials engraved on the inner curve were MCR
Michael Corey Ryerson。
For the moment； in the dark； she believed。 She believed it all。 A scream rose in her throat and she choked it unvoiced； but the ring tumbled from her fingers and lay on the floor below the window； glinting in the moonlight that rode the autumn dark。
Chapter Ten
THE LOT （III）
1
The town knew about darkness。
It knew about the darkness that es on the land when rotation hides the land from the sun； and about the darkness of the human soul。 The town is an accumulation of three parts which； in sum； are greater than the sections。 The town is the people who live there； the buildings which they have erected to den or do business in； and it is the land。 The people are Scotch…English and French。 There are others； of course…a smattering； like a fistful of pepper thrown in a pot of salt； but not many。 This melting pot never melted very much。 The buildings are nearly all constructed of honest wood。 Many of the older houses are saltboxes and most of the stores are false…fronted； although no one could have said why。 The people know there is nothing behind those false fa？ades just as most of them know that Loretta Starcher wears falsies。 The land is granite…bodied and covered with a thin； easily ruptured skin of topsoil。 Farming it is a thankless； sweaty； miserable； crazy business。 The harrow turns up great chunks of the granite underlayer and breaks on them… in may you take out your truck as soon as the ground is dry enough to support it； and you and your boys fill it up with rocks perhaps a dozen times before harrowing and dump them in the great weed…choked pile where you have dumped them since 1955； when you first took this tiger by the balls 。 And when you have picked them until the dirt won't e out from under your nails when you wash and your fingers feel huge and numb and oddly large…pored； you hitch your harrow to your tractor and before you've broken two rows you bust one of the blades on a rock you missed。 And putting on a new blade； getting your oldest boy to hold up the hitch so you can get at it； the lirst mosquito of the new season buzzes blood…thirstily past your ear with that eye…watering hum that always makes you think it's the sound loonies must hear just before they kill all their kids or close their eyes on the Interstate and put the gas pedal to the floor or tighten their toe on the trigger of the 。30…。30 they just jammed into their quackers； and then your boy's sweat…slicked fingers slip and one of the other round harrow blades scrapes skin from your arm and looking around in that kind of despairing； heartless flicker of time； when it seems you could just give it all over and take up drinking or go down to the bank that holds your mortgage and declare bankruptcy； at that moment of hating the land and the soft suck of gravity that holds you to it； you also love it and understand how it knows darkness and has always known it。 The land has got you； locked up solid got you； and the house； and the woman you fell in love with when you started high school （only she was a girl then； and you didn't know for shit about girls except you got one and hung on to her and she wrote your name all over her book covers and first you broke her in and then she broke you in and then neither one of you had to worry about that mess anymore）； and the kids have got you； the kids that were started in the creaky double bed with the splintered headboard。 You and she made the kids after the darkness fell…six kids； or seven； or ten。 The bank has you； and the car dealership； and the Sears store in Lewiston； and John Deere in Brunswick。 But most of all the town has you because you know it the way you know the shape of your wife's breast。 You know who will be hanging around Crossen's store in the daytime because Knapp Shoe laid him off and you know who is having woman trouble even before he knows it； the way Reggie Sawyer is having it； with that phone…pany kid dipping his wick in Bonnie Sawyer's barrel； you know where the roads go and where； on Friday afternoon； you and Hank and Nolly Gardener can go and park and drink a couple of six…packs or a couple of cases。 You know how the ground lies and you know how to get through the Marshes in April without getting the tops of your boots wet。 You know it all。 And it knows you； bow your crotch aches from the tractor saddle when the day's harrowing is done and how the Jump on your back was just a cyst and nothing to worry about like the doctor said at first it might be； and how your mind works over the bills that e in during the last week of the month。 It sees through your lies； even the ones you tell yourself； like how you are going to take the wife and the kids to Disneyland next year or the year after that； like how you can afford the payments on a new color TV if you cut cordwood next fall； like how everything is going to e out all right。 Being in the town is a daily act of utter intercourse； so plete that it makes what you and your wife do in the squeaky bed look like a handshake。 Being in the town is prosaic； sensuous； alcoholic。 And in the dark； the town is yours and you are the town's and together you sleep like the dead； like the very stones in your north field。 There is no life here but the slow death of days； and so when the evil falls on the town； its ing seems almost preordained； sweet and morphic。 It is almost as though the town knows the evil was ing and the shape it would take。
The town has its secrets； and keeps them well。 The people don't know them all…They know old Albie Crane's wife ran off with a traveling man from New York City or they think they know it。 But Albie cracked her skull open after the traveling man had left her cold and then he tied a block on her feet and tumbled her down the old well and twenty years later Albie died peacefully in his bed of a heart attack； just as his son Joe will die later in this story； and perhaps someday a kid will stumble on the old well where it is hidden by choked blackberry creepers and pull back the whitened； weather…smoothed boards and see that crumbling skeleton staring blankly up from the bottom of that rock…lined pit； the sweet traveling man's necklace still dangling； green and mossy； over her rib cage。
They know that Hubie Marsten killed his wife； but they don't know what he made her do first； or how it was with them in that sun…sticky kitchen in the moments before he blew her head in； with the smell of honeysuckle hanging in the hot air like the gagging sweetness of an uncovered charnel pit。 They don't know that she begged him to do it。
Some of the older women in town…Mabel Werts； Glynis Mayberry； Audrey Hersey… remember that Larry McLeod found some charred papers in the upstairs fireplace； but none of them know that the papers were the accumulation of twelve years' correspondence between Hubert Marsten and an amusingly antique Austrian nobleman named Breichen； or that the correspondence of these two had menced through the offices of a rather peculiar Boston book merchant who died an extremely nasty death in 1933； or that Hubie had burned each and every letter before hanging himself； feedi