按键盘上方向键 ← 或 → 可快速上下翻页，按键盘上的 Enter 键可回到本书目录页，按键盘上方向键 ↑ 可回到本页顶部！
————未阅读完？加入书签已便下次继续阅读！
Ben looked at him helplessly。
'You two fellas want to get in that car and hit it out of here；' Parkins said。 'This town will go on without us 。 。 。 for a while。 Then it won't matter。'
Yes； Ben thought。 Why don't we do that？ Mark spoke the reason for both of them。 'Because he's bad； mister。 He's really bad。 That's all。'
'Is that so？' Parkins said。 He nodded and puffed his Pall Mall。 'Well； okay。' He looked up toward the Consolidated High School。 'Piss…poor attendance today； from the Lot； anyway。 Buses runnin' late； kids out sick； office phonin' houses and not gettin' any answer。 The attendance officer called me； and I soothed him some。 He's a funny little bald…headed fella who thinks he knows what he's doing。 Well； the teachers are there； anyway。 They e from out of town； mostly。 They can teach each other。'
Thinking of Matt； Ben said； 'Not all of them are from out of town。'
'It don't matter；' Parkins said。 His eyes dropped to the stakes in Ben's belt。 'You going to try to do that fella up with one of those？'
'Yes。'
'You can have my riot gun if you want it。 That gun； it was Nolly's idear。 Nolly liked to go armed； he did。 Not even a bank in town so's he could hope someone would rob it。 He'll make a good vampire though； once he gets the hang of it。'
Mark was looking at him with rising horror； and Ben knew he had to get him away。 This was the worst of all。
'e on；' he said to Mark。 'He's done。'
'I guess that's it；' Parkins said。 His pale； crinkle…caught eyes surveyed the town。 'Surely is quiet。 I seen Mabel Werts； peekin' out with her glasses； but I don't guess there's much to peek at； today。 There'll be more tonight； likely。'
They went back to the car。 It was almost 5：30。
46
They pulled up in front of St Andrew's at quarter of six。 Lengthening shadows fell from the church across the street to the rectory； covering it like a prophecy。 Ben pulled Jimmy's bag out of the back seat and dumped it out。 He found several small ampoules； and dumped their contents out the window； saving the bottles。
'What are you doing？'
'We're going to put holy water in these；' Ben said。 'e on。'
They went up the walk to the church and climbed the steps。 Mark； about to open the middle door； paused and pointed。 'Look at that。'
The handle was blackened and pulled slightly out of shape； as if a heavy electric charge had been pushed through it。
'Does that mean anything to you？' Ben asked。
'No。 No； but 。 。 。 ' Mark shook his head； pushing an unformed thought away。 He opened the door and they went in。 The church was cool and gray and filled with the endless pregnant pause that all empty altars of faith； white and black； have in mon。
The two ranks of pews were split by a wide central aisle； and flanking this； two plaster angels stood cradling bowls of holy water； their calm and sweetly knowing faces bent； as if to catch their own reflections in the still water。
Ben put the ampoules in his pocket。 'Bathe your face and hands；' he said。
Mark looked at him； troubled。 'That's sac…sacri…'
'Sacrilege？ Not this time。 Go ahead。'
They dunked their hands in the still water and then splashed it over their faces； the way a man who has just wakened will splash cold water into his eyes to shock the world back into them。
Ben took the first ampoule out of his pocket and was filling it when a shrill voice cried； 'Here！ Here now！ What are you doing？'
Ben turned around。 It was Rhoda Curless； Father Callahan's housekeeper； who had been sitting in the first pew and twisting a rosary helplessly between her fingers。 She was wearing a black dress； and her slip hung below the hem。 Her hair was in disarray； she had been pulling her fingers through it。
'Where's the Father？ What are you doing？' Her voice was reedy and thin； close to hysteria。
'Who are you？' Ben asked。
'Mrs Curless。 I'm Father Callahan's housekeeper。 Where's the Father？ What are you doing？' Her hands came together and began to war with each other。
'Father Callahan is gone；' Ben said； as gently as he could。
'Oh。' She closed her eyes。 'Was he getting after whatever ails this town？'
'Yes；' Ben said。
'I knew it；' she said。 'I didn't have to ask。 He's a strong； good man of the cloth。 There were always those who said he'd never be man enough to fill Father Bergeron's shoes； but he filled 'em。 They were too small for him； as it turned out。'
She opened her eyes wide and looked at them。 A tear spilled from her left； and ran down her cheek。 'He won't be back； will he？'
'I don't know；' Ben said。
'They talked about his drinkin'；' she said； as though she hadn't heard。 'Was there ever an Irish priest worth his keep who didn't tip the bottle？ None of that mollycoddlin' wet…nursin' church…bingo…prayer…basket for him。 He was more'n that！' Her voice rose toward the vaulted ceiling in a hoarse； almost challenging cry。 'He was a priest； not some holy alderman！'
Ben and Mark listened without speech or surprise。 There was no surprise left on this dream…struck day； there was not even the capacity for it。 They no longer saw themselves as doers or avengers or saviors； the day had absorbed them。 Helplessly； they were only living。
'Was he strong when last you saw him？' she demanded； peering at them。 The tears magnified the gimlet lack of promise in her eyes。
'Yes；' Mark said； remembering Callahan in his mother's kitchen； holding his cross aloft。
'And are you about his work now？'
'Yes；' Mark said again。
'Then be about it；' she snapped at them。 'What are you waiting for？' And she left them； walking down the center aisle in her black dress； the solitary mourner at a funeral that hadn't been held here。
47
Eva's again…and at the last。 It was ten minutes after six。 The sun hung over the western pines； peering out of the broken clouds like blood。
Ben drove into the parking lot and looked curiously up at his room。 The shade was not drawn and he could see his typewriter standing sentinel； and beside it； his pile of manuscript and the glass globe paperweight on top of it。 It seemed amazing that he could see all those things from here； see them clearly； as if everything in the world was sane and normal and ordered。
He let his eyes drop to the back porch。 The rocking chairs where he and Susan had shared their first kiss stood side by side； unchanged。 The door which gave ingress to the kitchen stood open； as Mark had left it。
'I can't；' Mark muttered。 'I just can't。' His eyes were wide and white。 He had drawn up his knees and was now crouched on the seat。
'It's got to be both of us；' Ben said。 He held out two of the ampoules filled with holy water。 Mark twitched away from them in horror； as if touching them would admit poison through his skin。 'e on；' Ben said。 He had no arguments left。 'e on； e on。'
'No。'
'Mark？'
'No！'
'Mark； I need you。 You and me； that's all that's left。'
'I've done enough！' Mark cried。 'I can't do any more！ 'Can't you understand I can't look at him？'
'Mark； it has to be the two of us。 Don't you know that？'
Mark took the ampoules and curled t