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〃I affect a lot of people that way；〃 I said。 〃Look； when we went to rescue Stephen； you should have called a few people。 Gone into the situation from a position of strength； with three or four lieutenants at your back。 There is a promise between playing Sir Lancelot and being Vlad the Impaler。〃
He sat down on the edge of the bed。 〃Being able to feed power through my blood is a rare talent。 It's impressive； but it won't be enough。 I'd have to have some major scary stuff to get Marcus and Raina to back down。 I'm powerful； Anita； really powerful。〃 He said it like it was simply the truth； no ego； no pride。 〃But it's not that kind of powerful。〃
I sat down beside him。 〃I'll do anything I can； Richard。 Just promise me you won't be careless。〃
He smiled； but it didn't reach his eyes。 〃I won't be careless if you'll kiss me。〃
We kissed。 The taste of him was warm and sure； but underneath it was the sweet salt of blood； and Jason's aftershave。 I drew away from him。
〃What's wrong？〃
I shook my head。 Telling him I could taste other people's blood in his mouth was not going to be helpful。 We were going to work so he didn't have to do things like that。 It wasn't his beast that would steal his humanity； it was a thousand smaller things。
〃Change for me；〃 I said。
〃What？〃
〃Change for me； here； now。〃
He stared at me； as if trying to read something in my face。 〃Why now？〃
〃Let me see all of you； Richard； the whole package。〃
〃If you don't want Jean…Claude sharing the bed； you don't want a wolf in bed with you； either。〃
〃You wouldn't you be trapped in wolf form until morning； you said so earlier。〃
〃No； I wouldn't；〃 he said softly。
〃If you change tonight； and I can accept it； we can make love。 We can start planning the wedding。〃
He laughed。 〃Can I kill Marcus before I have to kill Jean…Claude？〃
〃Jean…Claude promised not to hurt you；〃 I said。
Richard went very still。 〃You've already talked to him about this？〃
I nodded。
〃Why wasn't he angry with me？〃
〃He said he'd step aside if he couldn't win me； so he's stepping aside。〃 I didn't add the part about Jean…Claude loving me。 Save it for later。
〃Call your beast； Richard。〃
He shook his head。 〃It isn't just my beast； Anita。 It's the lukoi； the pack。 You have to see them； too。〃
〃I've seen them。〃
He shook his head。 〃You haven't seen us at the lupanar。 Our place of power。 We're real there； no pretense； not even to ourselves。〃
〃I've just told you that I want to marry you。 Did you pick up on that？〃 I asked。
Richard stood。 〃I want to marry you； Anita； more than almost anything in the world。 I want you so badly my body aches with it。 I don't trust myself to be here tonight。〃
〃We've managed to stay chaste so far；〃 I said。
〃By the skin of our teeth。〃 He picked up his overnight case。 〃The lukoi call sex the killing dance。〃
〃So？〃
〃We use the same phrase for battles of succession。〃
〃I still don't understand the problem。〃
He stared at me。 〃You will。 God help us both。 You will。〃
There was something so sad； so wistful about him suddenly； that I didn't want to let him go。 Tomorrow he'd face Marcus； and just because he'd agreed to kill didn't mean he could。 When the moment came； I didn't trust him not to flinch。 I didn't want to lose him。
〃Stay with me； Richard。 Please。〃
〃It wouldn't be fair to you。〃
〃Don't be such a frigging boy scout。〃
He smiled and gave a very bad Popeye imitation； 〃I am what I am。〃 He closed the door behind him。 I didn't even get to kiss him good…bye。
24
I woke to darkness and someone bending over me。 I couldn't really see； but I felt something in the air above me like a weight。 My hand slid under the pillow and came out with the Firestar。 I shoved the gun into whoever it was； and they were gone like a dream。 I slid off the bed； pressing my back against the wall； making myself as small a target as possible。
A voice came out of the darkness。 I aimed for it； straining my ears for sounds of more intruders。
〃It's Cassandra。 The light switch is above you。 I'll stay right here while you turn on the lights。〃 Her voice was low； even； the sort of voice you used for crazy people； or people who had guns pointed at you。
I swallowed past my pulse and scooted my back up the wall。 I swiped my left hand up the wall until it hit the switch plate； then I knelt back down； fingers touching the switch。 When I was as far down as I could get and still turn on the light； I hit it。 Light flared。 There was a moment of dazzling blindness while I hunkered on the floor； gun pointed blindly。 When I could see； Cassandra stood near the foot of the bed； hands out to either side； staring at me。 Her eyes were a little too wide。 The lace on her Victorian nightgown fluttered with her breath。
Yes； Victorian nightgown。 She looked delicate； doll…like。 I'd asked her last night if Jean…Claude picked out the gown。 No； she'd picked it out。 Each to their own。
She stood on the carpet； frozen； staring。 〃Anita； are you all right？〃 Her tone said she didn't think so。
I took a deep breath and pointed the gun at the ceiling。 〃Yeah； I'm all right。〃
〃Can I move？〃
I stood； holding the gun at my side。 〃Don't try to touch me when I'm in a sound sleep。 Say something first。〃
〃I'll remember that；〃 she said。 〃May I move？〃
〃Sure。 What's up？〃 I asked。
〃Richard and Jean…Claude are outside。〃
I checked my watch。 It was one o'clock in the afternoon。 I'd had nearly six hours of sleep。 Or would have had if Cassandra and I hadn't talked for an hour。 I hadn't had a sleep…over in years； and frankly； girl or no； she was still a lycanthrope that I'd met only that night。 It felt strange to trust her at my back as my bodyguard。 I've never been too fond of sleeping with strangers。 It's not sexual。 It's plain suspicion。 Being deeply asleep is as helpless as most of us get。
〃What do they want？〃
〃Richard said he has a plan。〃
I didn't need to ask what plan。 There was only one thing on his mind the day of the full moon： Marcus。
〃Tell them I'm getting dressed first。〃 I went for my suitcase。 Cassandra padded to the door。 She opened it only a crack； speaking softly。 She closed it firmly behind her and came back to me。 She looked puzzled。 In the nightgown with a puzzled frown on her face； she looked about twelve。
I knelt by the suitcase； clothes in my hands； looking up at her。 〃What now？〃
〃Jean…Claude said not to bother getting dressed。〃
I stared at her for a heartbeat。 〃Yeah； right。 I'm getting dressed。 They can just bloody well wait that long。〃
She nodded and went back to the door。
I went for the bathroom。 I stared at myself in the mirror。 I looked as tired as I felt。 I brushed teeth； took care of necessities； and wished for a shower。 It would have helped wake me up。 I could have run a bath； but I wasn't sure the boys would last that long。 Besides； a bath was something I did to get ready for bed； not for waking up。 I needed something stimulating； not something soothing。
Richard had a plan； but Jean…Claude was with him。 That meant that the vampire had helped e up with the plan。 It was a scary thought。
Tonight Richard would fight Marcus。 He could be dead by tomorrow。 The thought made my chest tigh