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If only it were a presence she could invoke more often。 If only she had a tenth of the magic and the mental powers the superstitious attributed to her。 But magic in Arbonne was a tenuous； very nearly non…existent thing…whatever it might be in those uncharted countries storm…blown mariners had told her lay beyond the deserts to the south。 Magic here was wholly confined to small things； the coinage of hearth and heart。 Control of conception； foreknowledge of a child's sex…and that last not always with certainty。 Knowledge of sorrows； some access to easing them。 A skill with the gifts of the earth： herbs； flowers； fruits； trees。 A certain awareness Beatritz herself had…though only here on the island or the isle in Lake Dierne； and only since her blinding…of inward life； in matters of love and hate。 Some powers of healing； though these as much a matter of herbal and other lore handed down as anything else。
That was the sum of their magic； that was their dangerous power。 It had been useful to have others think there was more； a fear of the clergy of Rian and their night gatherings could be a kind of defence。
Until that fear became so deep and cold a terror that it became the very reason for their peril。 Galbert de Garsenc seemed to have crossed over that line one day or night in his own past。 His fear of the women of Arbonne； his hatred of Rian and all the goddess meant； was the reason there was an army in the mountains in the midst of winter； whipped into a killing frenzy by the High Elder of Corannos。 They would be out of the mountains by now； Beatritz corrected herself； her heart aching； a slow； cold dread moving through her like a poison in the blood。
She didn't know what to do。 That was the worst of it。 She could pray； gather everyone on the island under the temple dome to offer hymns and incantations all day and night； seeking some access to the goddess； invoking her intercession。 Rian could not be pelled； though。 That was the oldest； deepest law； she was capricious and inviolate； and death was a part of her dominion…it was； in fact； one of her incarnations。 She was mother； she was bride； but she was also gatherer of the dead。
It might even be that Rian herself had ordained this scourge as a punishment； a cleansing of the evils of their time。 Beatritz didn't know what their great acts of evil might be； but she was only a servant of the goddess； not privy to divine awareness。 She would have thought…she would have said…that there was no darkness or evil in Arbonne deserving of what had happened to the corans in that watch…tower below the High Pass last autumn； or to the priestesses of the temple of Aubry that same night。
She would have said as much to holy Rian herself。 As if it would matter。 The owl ruffled his feathers； bringing her mind back。 She'd been considering options； responses。 She remembered how her father used to do that； crisply running through possibilities aloud before decisively choosing his path。 It was still difficult for her sometimes to accept that he was dead； that the burdens were her mother's now and her own； with such aid as could be invoked from the bitterly divided nobility of Arbonne。
There was no heir。 That had always been a problem； and Guibor IV of Barbentain had been unable to name one in his last years for fear of tearing the country apart。 He had even tried to make Beatritz leave the sanctuary of the goddess in the year after Aelis died with her child in Miraval。 Guibor had anticipated this trouble in the time that followed the death of his youngest child。 He had always anticipated a great deal； it was a fault of his； to try to make too many things fall right at the same time。 It had been that way with Aelis's marriage to Urté de Miraval in the first place： a powerful duke； one of the mightiest in the country； a choice that could not be impeached； and a man anxious to father children； a son or even a daughter to rule Arbonne when Guibor died。
But Aelis had died first； and so too； almost certainly； had her son。 No one could be absolutely sure； though everyone knew what she had told her husband on her deathbed about the fathering of the child： in doing so she had given dreadful； calamitous life to the feud that had shaped Arbonne ever since。 Urté could not even be approached or spoken to on this issue。 Beatritz had tried once； at the end of the year after Aelis died…and had received the most stinging rebuke of her life。 They would have had to put the duke of Miraval to torture to even try to make him speak。 And he wouldn't have； they all knew that： he wouldn't have said what had happened to the child even then。
Not even Guibor the count had been able to quell or control what Aelis had begun between Talair and Miraval on that night so long ago。 So； searching for alternatives； he had tried to make Beatritz leave the clergy； e back to Barbentain； prepare herself to marry； to have a child of her own。
It was then that she'd had herself blinded； in that small temple in the Gotzland mountains； taking the step no priestess had taken for years upon years； aligning herself irrevocably with Rian。 She had bee High Priestess two years later and had e to the island。
Her father had never truly forgiven her。 That had always hurt； for she had loved him。 Not as her mother did； with an undying passion of the soul； and not even as her sister Aelis had； with something plex and yearning at its core。 Beatritz had known her father's weaknesses and his flaws too well； had seen him too clearly for either of those kinds of love： she understood his pride； how he wished to control and shape far too much in too many different ways； his own guiding hands on the reins of everyone and everything。 Of course she understood such a thing： it was her own besetting vice。 She was Guibor's child。 Her call to Rian had been real； though； the truest thing in her life； and she had known it young。
Her mother had understood； surprisingly。 Signe； beautiful and glittering like an ornamental jewel under torchlight in Barbentain； seemed nonetheless to have understood a great deal； always。 Beatritz ached for her tonight； picturing her in the wintry castle with these brutal tidings newly e and the terrible； crushing knowledge that she might be the ruler of Arbonne in the time it died forever。
The owl grew restive again； a motion of admonition。 Options。 She had been considering her options。 She could start north herself； leaving the island and the seat of any power or foreknowledge she might be given； to lend her purely mortal strength； what wisdom she had； to her mother and those who would be with the countess now。
They didn't need her； she realized with a gnawing helplessness。 She had counsels to offer in times of peace or preparation； of smaller and larger intrigues； the tidings her own network of informants might gather； but what did she know about waging war？
It was； she told herself with bitterness； time for the men now。 The irony was coruscating。 Arbonne was to be destroyed because of its women； because of the goddess who shared in their love and devotion with Corannos in the sky； because it was ruled by a woman now； because of the symbols and the music of the Court of Lov