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〃Yeah； but the others were easy。 Light the fuse； hit the door； and wait a few minutes。 I kept thinking about that cute little secretary in Kramer's office； the one who'd shown me to the rest room。 The same one who later testified at trial。 And I kept thinking about the other people who worked in his office because when I went in that day I saw people everywhere。 It was almost eight o'clock； and I knew the place opened in a few minutes。 I knew a lot of people were about to get killed。 My mind stopped working。 I remember standing beside a phone booth a block away； staring at my watch； then staring at the phone； telling myself that I had to make the call。 I finally stepped inside and looked up the number； but by the time I closed the book I'd forgotten it。 So I looked it up again； and I started to dial when I remembered I didn't have a dime。 So I made up my mind to go into the barbershop to get some change。 My legs were heavy and I was sweatin' like hell。 I walked to the barbershop； and I stopped at the plate glass window and looked in。 It was packed。 They were lined up against the wall； talking and reading papers； and there was a row of chairs； all filled with men talking at the same time。 I remember a couple of them looked at me； then one or two more began to stare； so I walked away。〃
〃Where did you go？〃
〃I'm not sure。 There was an office next door to Kramer's； and I remember seeing a car park in front of it。 I thought maybe it was a secretary or someone about to go into Kramer's； and I think I was walking toward the car when the bomb went off。〃
〃So you were across the street？〃
〃I think so。 I remember rocking on my hands and knees in the street as glass and debris fell all around me。 But I don't remember much after that。〃
There was a slight knock on the door from the outside； then Sergeant Packer appeared with a large Styrofoam cup； a paper napkin； a stir stick； and creamer。 〃Thought you might need a little coffee。 Sorry to butt in。〃 He placed the cup and accessories on the counter。
〃Thanks；〃 Adam said。
Packer quickly turned and headed for the door。
〃I'll take two sugars； one cream；〃 Sam said from the other side。
〃Yes sir；〃 Packer snapped without slowing。 He was gone。
〃Good service around here；〃 Adam said。
〃Wonderful； just wonderful。〃
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AM； of course； was not served coffee。 He knew this immediately； but Adam did not。 And so after waiting a few minutes； Sam said； 〃Drink it。〃 He himself lit another cigarette； and paced around a bit behind his chair while Adam stirred the sugar with the plastic stick。 It was almost eleven； and Sam had missed his hour out； and he had no confidence that Packer would find the time to make it up。 He paced and squatted a few times； performed a half dozen deep bends； knees cracking and joints popping as he rose and sank unsteadily。 During the first few months of his first year on the Row； he had grown quite disciplined with his exercise。 At one point； he was doing a hundred push…ups and a hundred sit…ups in his cell each day； every day。 His weight fell to a perfect one hundred and sixty pounds as the low…fat diet took its course。 His stomach was flat and hard。 He had never been so healthy。
Not long afterward； however； came the realization that the Row would be his final home； and that the state would one day kill him here。 What's the benefit of good health and tight biceps when one is locked up twenty…three hours a day waiting to die？ The exercise slowly stopped。 The smoking intensified。 Among his rades； Sam was considered a lucky man； primarily because he had outside money。 A younger brother； Donnie； lived in North Carolina and once a month shipped to Sam a cardboard box packed neatly with ten cartons of Montclair cigarettes。 Sam averaged between three and four packs a day。 He wanted to kill himself before the state got around to it。 And he preferred to go by way of some protracted illness or affliction； some disease that would require expensive treatment which the State of Mississippi would be constitutionally bound to provide。
It looked as though he would lose the race。
The federal judge who had assumed control of Parchman through a prisoners' rights suit had issued sweeping orders overhauling fundamental correction procedures。 He had carefully defined the rights of prisoners。 And he had set forth minor details； such as the square footage of each cell on the Row and the amount of money each inmate could possess。 Twenty dollars was the maximum。 It was referred to as ‘dust'； and it always came from the outside。 Death row inmates were not allowed to work and earn money。 The lucky ones received a few dollars a month from relatives and friends。 They could spend it in a canteen located in the middle of MSU。 Soft drinks were known as ‘bottle…ups'。 Candy and snacks were ‘zu…zus' and ‘wham…whams'。 Real cigarettes in packages were ‘tight…legs' and ‘ready…rolls'。
The majority of the inmates received nothing from the outside。 They traded； swapped； and bartered； and gathered enough coins to purchase loose leaf tobacco which they rolled into thin papers and smoked slowly。 Sam was indeed a lucky man。
He took his seat and lit another one。
〃Why didn't you testify at trial？〃 his lawyer asked through the screen。
〃Which trial？〃
〃Good point。 The first two trials。〃
〃Didn't need to。 Brazelton picked good juries； all white； good sympathetic people who understood things。 I knew I wouldn't be convicted by those people。 There was no need to testify。〃
〃And the last trial？〃
〃That's a little more plicated。 Keyes and I discussed it many times。 He at first thought it might help； because I could explain to the jury what my intentions were。 Nobody was supposed to get hurt； etc。 The bomb was supposed to go off at 5 A。m。 But we knew the cross…examination would be brutal。 The judge had already ruled that the other bombings could be discussed to show certain things。 I would be forced to admit that I did in fact plant the bomb； all fifteen sticks； which of course was more than enough to kill people。〃
〃So why didn't you testify？〃
〃Dogan。 That lying bastard told the jury that our plan was to kill the Jew。 He was a very effective witness。 I mean； think about it； here was the former Imperial Wizard of the Mississippi Klan testifying for the prosecution against one of his own men。 It was stout stuff。 The jury ate it up。〃
〃Why did Dogan lie？〃
〃Jerry Dogan went crazy； Adam。 I mean； really crazy。 The Feds pursued him for fifteen years … bugged his phones； followed his wife around town； harassed his kinfolks； threatened his children； knocked on his door at all hours of the night。 His life was miserable。 Someone was always watching and listening。 Then； he got sloppy； and the IRS stepped in。 They； along with the FBI； told him he was looking at thirty years。 Dogan cracked under the pressure。 After my trial； I heard he was sent away for a while。 You know； to an institution。 He got some treatment； returned home； and died not long after。〃
〃Dogan's dead？〃
Sam froze in mid…puff。 Smoke leaked from his mouth and curled upward past his nose and in front of his eyes； which at the moment were staring in disbelief through the opening and into those of his gra