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ghts framed； and no actions performed。 I knew I was in a small room and in a narrow bed。 To that bed I seemed to have grown； I lay on it motionless as a stone； and to have torn me from it would have been almost to kill me。 I took no note of the lapse of time—of the change from morning to noon； from noon to evening。 I observed when any one entered or left the apartment： I could even tell who they were； I could understand what was said when the speaker stood near to me； but I could not answer； to open my lips or move my limbs possible。 Hannah； the servant； ing disturbed me。 I had a feeling that she wished me away： that she did not understand me or my circumstances； that she was prejudiced against me。 Diana and Mary appeared in the chamber once or twice a day。 They would whisper sentences of this sort at my bedside—
“It is very well we took her in。”
“Yes； she would certainly have been found dead at the door in the morning had she been left out all night。 I wonder what she has gone through？”
“Strange hardships； I imagine—poor； emaciated； pallid wanderer？”
“She is not an uneducated person； I should think； by her manner of speaking； her accent was quite pure； and the clothes she took off； though splashed and wet； were little worn and fine。”
“She has a peculiar face； fleshless and haggard as it is； I rather like it； and when in good health and animated； I can fancy her physiognomy would be agreeable。”
Never once in their dialogues did I hear a syllable of regret at the hospitality they had extended to me； or of suspicion of； or aversion to； myself。 I was forted。
Mr。 St。 John came but once： he looked at me； and said my state of lethargy was the result of reaction from excessive and protracted fatigue。 He pronounced it needless to send for a doctor： nature； he was sure； would manage best； left to herself。 He said every nerve had been overstrained in some way； and the whole system must sleep torpid a while。 There was no disease。 He imagined my recovery would be rapid enough when once menced。 These opinions he delivered in a few words； in a quiet； low voice； and added； after a pause； in the tone of a man little accustomed to expansive ment； “Rather an unusual physiognomy； certainly； not indicative of vulgarity or degradation。”
“Far otherwise；” responded Diana。 “To speak truth； St。 John； my heart rather warms to the poor little soul。 I wish we may be able to benefit her permanently。”
“That is hardly likely；” was the reply。 “You will find she is some young lady who has had a misunderstanding with her friends； and has probably injudiciously left them。 We may； perhaps； succeed in restoring her to them； if she is not obstinate： but I trace lines of force in her face which make me sceptical of her tractability。” He stood considering me some minutes； then added； “She looks sensible； but not at all handsome。”
“She is so ill； St。 John。”
“Ill or well； she would always be plain。 The grace and harmony of beauty are quite wanting in those features。”
On the third day I was better； on the fourth； I could speak； move； rise in bed； and turn。 Hannah had brought me some gruel and dry toast； about； as I supposed； the dinner…hour。 I had eaten with relish： the food was good—void of the feverish flavour which had hitherto poisoned what I had swallowed。 When she left me； I felt paratively strong and revived： ere long satiety of repose and desire for action stirred me。 I wished to rise； but what could I put on？ Only my damp and bemired apparel； in which I had slept on the ground and fallen in the marsh。 I felt ashamed to appear before my benefactors so clad。 I was spared the humiliation。
On a chair by the bedside were all my own things； clean and dry。 My black silk frock hung against the wall。 The traces of the bog were removed from it； the creases left by the wet smoothed out： it y very shoes and stockings were purified and rendered presentable。 There were the means of washing in the room； and a b and brush to smooth my hair。 After a weary process； and resting every five minutes； I succeeded in dressing myself。 My clothes hung loose on me； for I was much wasted； but I covered deficiencies with a shawl； and once more； clean and respectable looking—no speck of the dirt； no trace of the disorder I so hated； and which seemed so to degrade me； left—I crept down a stone staircase with the aid of the banisters； to a narrow low passage； and found my way presently to the kitchen。
It was full of the fragrance of new bread and the warmth of a generous fire。 Hannah was baking。 Prejudices； it is well known； are most difficult to eradicate from the heart whose soil has never been loosened or fertilised by education： they grow there； firm as weeds among stones。 Hannah had been cold and stiff； indeed； at the first： latterly she had begun to relent a little； and when she saw me e in tidy and well…dressed； she even smiled。
“What； you have got up！” she said。 “You are better； then。 You may sit you down in my chair on the hearthstone； if you will。”
She pointed to the rocking…chair： I took it。 She bustled about； examining me every now and then with the corner of her eye。 Turning to me； as she took some loaves from the oven； she asked bluntly—
“Did you ever go a…begging afore you came here？”
I was indignant for a moment； but remembering that anger was out of the question； and that I had indeed appeared as a beggar to her； I answered quietly； but still not without a certain marked firmness—
“You are mistaken in supposing me a beggar。 I am no beggar； any more than yourself or your young ladies。”
After a pause she said； “I dunnut understand that： you’ve like no house； nor no brass； I guess？”
“The want of house or brass （by which I suppose you mean money） does not make a beggar in your sense of the word。”
“Are you book…learned？” she inquired presently。
“Yes； very。”
“But you’ve never been to a boarding…school？”
“I was at a boarding…school eight years。”
She opened her eyes wide。 “Whatever cannot ye keep yourself for； then？”
“I have kept myself； and； I trust； shall keep myself again。 What are you going to do with these gooseberries？” I inquired； as she brought out a basket of the fruit。
“Mak’ ‘em into pies。”
“Give them to me and I’ll pick them。”
“Nay； I dunnut want ye to do nought。”
“But I must do something。 Let me have them。”
She consented； and she even brought me a clean towel to spread over my dress； “lest；” as she said； “I should mucky it。”
“Ye’ve not been used to sarvant’s wark； I see by your hands；” she remarked。 “Happen ye’ve been a dressmaker？”
“No； you are wrong。 And now； never mind what I have been： don’t trouble your head further about me； but tell me the name of the house where we are。”
“Some calls it Marsh End； and some calls it Moor House。”
“And the gentleman who lives here is called Mr。 St。 John？”
“Nay； he doesn’t live here： he is only staying a while。 When he is at home； he is in his own parish at Morton。”
“That village a few miles off？
“Aye。”
“And what is he？”
“He is a parson。”
I remembered the answer of the old housekeeper at the parsonage； when I had asked to see the clergyman。 “This； then； was his father’s residence？”
“Aye； old Mr。