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〃It's a brain tumor；〃 Moores said。 〃They got X…ray pictures of it。 They seemed real pleased with their pictures； actually。 One of them said they may be the best ones anyone's ever gotten； at least so far； said they're going to publish them in some biggety medical journal up in New England。 It's the size of a lemon； they said； and way down deep inside； where they can't operate。 They say she'll be dead by Christmas。 I haven't told her。 I can't think how。 I can't think how for the life of me。〃
Then he began to cry； big； gasping sobs that filled me with both pity and a kind of terror … when a man who keeps himself as tightly guarded as Hal Moores finally does lose control； it's frightening to watch。 I stood there for a moment； then went to him and put my arm around his shoulders。 He groped out for me with both of his own arms； like a drowning man； and began to sob against my stomach； all restraint washed away。 Later； after he got himself under control； he apologized。 He did it y eyes； as a man does when he feels he has embarrassed himself dreadfully； maybe so deeply that he can never quite live it down。 A man can end up hating the fellow who has seen him in such a state。 I thought Warden Moores was better than that； but it never crossed my mind to do the business I had originally e for； and when I left Moores's office； I walked over to E Block instead of back to my car。 The aspirin was working by then； and the pain in my midsection was down to a low throb。 I would get through the day somehow； I reckoned； get Wharton settled in； check back with Hal Moores that afternoon； and get my sick…leave for tomorrow。 The worst was pretty much over； I thought； with no slightest idea that the worst of that day's mischief hadn't even begun。
11。
〃We thought he was still doped from the tests；〃 Dean said late that afternoon。 His voice was low； rasping； almost a bark； and there were blackish…purple bruises rising on his neck。 I could see it was hurting him to talk and thought of telling him to let it go； but sometimes it hurts more to be quiet。 I judged that this was one of those times； and kept my own mouth shut。 〃We all thought he was doped； didn't we？〃
Harry Terwilliger nodded。 Even Percy； sitting off by himself in his own sullen little party of one； nodded。
Brutal glanced at me； and for a moment I met his eyes。 We were thinking pretty much that same thing； that this was the way it happened。 You were cruising along； everything going according to Hoyle； you made one mistake； and bang； the sky fell down on you。 They had thought he was doped； it was a reasonable assumption to make； but no one had asked if he was doped。 I thought I saw something else in Brutal's eyes； as well： Harry and Dean would learn from their mistake。 Especially Dean； who could easily have gone home to his family dead。 Percy wouldn't。 Percy maybe couldn't。 All Percy could do was sit in the corner and sulk because he was in the shit again。
There were seven of them that went up to Indianola to take charge of Wild Bill Wharton： Harry； Dean； Percy； two other guards in the back （I have forgotten their names； although I'm sure I knew them once）； plus two up front。 They took what we used to call the stagecoach … a Ford panel…truck which had been steel…reinforced and equipped with supposedly bulletproof glass。 It looked like a cross between a milk…wagon and an armored car。
Harry Terwilliger was technically in charge of the expedition。 He handed his paperwork over to the county sheriff （not Homer Cribus but some other elected yokel like him； I imagine）； who in turn handed over Mr。 William Wharton； hellraiser extraordinaire； as Delacroix might have put it。 A Cold Mountain prison uniform had been sent ahead； but the sheriff and his men hadn't bothered to put Wharton in it； they left that to our boys。 Wharton was dressed in a cotton hospital johnny and cheap felt slippers when they first met him on the second floor of the General Hospital； a scrawny man with a narrow； pimply face and a lot of long； tangly blond hair。 His ass； also narrow and also covered with pimples； stuck out the back of the johnny。 That was the part of him Harry and the others saw first； because Wharton was standing at the window and looking out at the parking lot when they came in。 He didn't turn but just stood there； holding the curtains back with one hand； silent as a doll while Harry bitched at the county sheriff about being too lazy to get Wharton into his prison blues and the county sheriff lectured … as every county official I've ever met seems bound to do … about what was his job and what was not。
When Harry got tired of that part （I doubt it took him long）； he told Wharton to turn around。 Wharton did。 He looked； Dean told us in his raspy bark of a half…choked voice； like any one of a thousand backcountry stampeders who had wound their way through Cold Mountain during our years there。 Boil that look down and what you got was a dullard with a mean steak。 Sometimes you also discovered a yellow streak in them； once their backs were to the wall； but more often there was nothing there but fight and mean and then more fight and more mean。 There are people who see nobility in folks like Billy Wharton； but I am not one of them。 A rat will fight； too； if it is cornered。 This man's face seemed to have no more personality than his acne…studded backside； Dean told us。 His jaw was slack； his eyes distant； his shoulders slumped； his hands dangling。 He looked shot up with morphine； all right； every bit as coo…coo as any dopefiend any of them had ever seen。
At this； Percy gave another of his sullen nods。
〃Put this on；〃 Harry said； indicating the uniform on the foot of the bed … it had been taken out of the brown paper it was wrapped in； but otherwise not touched…it was still folded just as it had been in the prison laundry； with a pair of white cotton boxer shorts poking out of one shirtsleeve and a pair of white socks poking out of the other。
Wharton seemed willing enough to ply； but wasn't able to get very far without help。 He managed the boxers； but when it came to the pants； he kept trying to put both legs into the same hole。 Finally Dean helped him； getting his feet to go where they belonged and then yanking the trousers up； doing the fly； and snapping the waistband。。 Wharton only stood there； not even trying to help once he saw that Dean was doing it for him。 He stared vacantly across the room； hands lax； and it didn't occur to any of them that he was shamming。 Not in hopes of escape （at least I don't believe that was it） but only in hopes of making the maximum amount of trouble when the right time came。
The papers were signed。 William Wharton； who had bee county property when he was arrested； now became the state's property。 He was taken down the back stairs and through the kitchen； surrounded by bluesuits。 He walked with his head down and his long…fingered hands dangling。 The first time his cap fell off； Dean put it back on him。 The second time； he just tucked it into his own back pocket。
He had another chance to make trouble in the back of the stagecoach； when they were shackling him； and didn't。 If he thought （even now I'm not sure if he did； or if he did； how much）； he must have tho