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ouraged by her amiable reception； I was not merely unsuspicious of the trap that she had set for meI was actually foolish enough to think that I could improve Michael's position in her estimation （remember that I was in love with him！） by telling his story exactly as I have already told it in these pages。 I spoke with fervor。 Will you believe it？her humor positively changed again！ She flew into a passion with me for the first time in her life。
〃Lies！〃 she cried。 〃Impudent lies on the face of theminvented to appeal to your interest。 How dare you repeat them？ General！ if Mina had not brought it on herself； this man's audacity would justify you in instantly dismissing him。 Don't you agree with me？〃
The General's sense of fair play roused him for once into openly opposing his wife。
〃You are completely mistaken；〃 he said。 〃Mina and I have both had the shawl and the letter in our handsand （what was there besides？） ah； yes； the very linen the child was wrapped in。〃
What there was in those words to check Lady Claudia's anger in its full flow I was quite unable to understand。 If her husband had put a pistol to her head； he could hardly have silenced her more effectually。 She did not appear to be frightened； or ashamed of her outbreak of rageshe sat vacant and speechless； with her eyes on the General and her hands crossed on her lap。 After waiting a moment （wondering as I did what it meant） my uncle rose with his customary resignation and left her。 I followed him。 He was unusually silent and thoughtful； not a word passed between us。 I afterward discovered that he was beginning to fear； poor man； that his wife's mind must be affected in some way； and was meditating a consultation with the physician who helped us in cases of need。
As for myself； I was either too stupid or too innocent to feel any positive forewarning of the truth； so far。 After luncheon； while I was alone in the conservatory； my maid came to me from Michael； asking if I had any commands for him in the afternoon。 I thought this rather odd； but it occurred to me that he might want some hours to himself。 I made the inquiry。
To my astonishment； the maid announced that Lady Claudia had employed Michael to go on an errand for her。 The nature of the errand was to take a letter to her bookseller； and to bring back the books which she had ordered。 With three idle footmen in the house； whose business it was to perform such service as this； why had she taken the groom away from his work？ The question obtained such complete possession of my mind that I actually summoned courage enough to go to my aunt。 I said I had thought of driving out in my pony…carriage that afternoon； and I asked if she objected to sending one of the three indoor servants for her books in Michael's place。
She received me with a strange hard stare； and answered with obstinate self…possession： 〃I wish Michael to go！〃 No explanation followed。 With reason or without it； agreeable to me or not agreeable to me； she wished Michael to go。
I begged her pardon for interfering； and replied that I would give up the idea of driving on that day。 She made no further remark。 I left the room； determining to watch her。 There is no defense for my conduct； it was mean and unbecoming； no doubt。 I was drawn on； by some force in me which I could not even attempt to resist。 Indeed； indeed I am not a mean person by nature！
At first； I thought of speaking to Michael； not with any special motive； but simply because I felt drawn toward him as the guide and helper in whom my heart trusted at this crisis in my life。 A little consideration； however； suggested to me that I might be seen speaking to him； and might so do him an injury。 While I was still hesitating； the thought came to me that my aunt's motive for sending him to her bookseller might be to get him out of her way。
Out of her way in the house？ No： his place was not in the house。 Out of her way in the stable？ The next instant； the idea flashed across my mind of watching the stable door。
The best bedrooms； my room included； were all in front of the house。 I went up to my maid's room； which looked on the courtyard； ready with my excuse； if she happened to be there。 She was not there。 I placed myself at the window； in full view of the stable opposite。
An interval elapsedlong or short； I cannot say which； I was too much excited to look at my watch。 All I know is that I discovered her！ She crossed the yard； after waiting to make sure that no one was there to see her； and she entered the stable by the door which led to that part of the building occupied by Michael。 This time I looked at my watch。
Forty minutes passed before I saw her again。 And then； instead of appearing at the door； she showed herself at the window of Michael's room； throwing it wide open。 I concealed myself behind the window curtain； just in time to escape discovery； as she looked up at the house。 She next appeared in the yard； hurrying back。 I waited a while； trying to compose myself in case I met any one on the stairs。 There was little danger of a meeting at that hour。 The General was at his club； the servants were at their tea。 I reached my own room without being seen by any one； and locked myself in。
What had my aunt been doing for forty minutes in Michael's room？ And why had she opened the window？
I spare you my reflections on these perplexing questions。 A convenient headache saved me from the ordeal of meeting Lady Claudia at the dinner…table。 I passed a restless and miserable night； conscious that I had found my way blindly； as it were； to some terrible secret which might have its influence on my whole future life； and not knowing what to think； or what to do next。 Even then； I shrank instinctively from speaking to my uncle。 This was not wonderful。 But I felt afraid to speak to Michaeland that perplexed and alarmed me。 Consideration for Lady Claudia was certainly not the motive that kept me silent； after what I had seen。
The next morning my pale face abundantly justified the assertion that I was still ill。
My aunt； always doing her maternal duty toward me； came herself to inquire after my health before I was out of my room。 So certain was she of not having been observed on the previous dayor so prodigious was her power of controlling herselfthat she actually advised me to go out riding before lunch； and try what the fresh air and the exercise would do to relieve me！ Feeling that I must end in speaking to Michael； it struck me that this would be the one safe way of consulting him in private。 I accepted her advice； and had another approving pat on the cheek from her plump white fingers。 They no longer struck cold on my skin； the customary vital warmth had returned to them。 Her ladyship's mind had recovered its tranquillity。
IX。
I LEFT the house for my morning ride。
Michael was not in his customary spirits。 With some difficulty； I induced him to tell me the reason。 He had decided on giving notice to leave his situation in the General's employment。 As soon as I could command myself； I asked what had happened to justify this incomprehensible proceeding on his part。 He silently offered me a letter。 It was written by the master whom he had served before he came to u