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not matter。 Nothing hurts； except that you may not understand。 The moment I see you； and you see me； you will understand。 So； goodnight； and God bless you； you； my two blessings。 Here is to our own year of 1915； your year and Hope's year； and； because I have you both； my year。 I send you all the love in all the world。 RICHARD。
January 5； 1916。 MY DEAREST ONE：
WHAT PICTURES！ WHAT HAPPINESS！ What a proud Richard！ On top of my writing yesterday that I had had no sketches of yours； and no kodaks of Hope； eight came to…night； and oh！ I am so proud； so homesick。 What a wonderful nurse and mother you are！ Was ever there anything so lovable？ And that she should be ours； to hold and to love； and to make happy。 These last eight days in Paris； in and out； have made me so homesick for those I love； that you will never know what the delays meant。 I felt just the way poor women feel who kidnap babies。 In the parks I know the nurse…maids are afraid of me。 I stick my head under the hoods of the baby carriages； and stop and stand watching them at play。 And tonight when all these beautiful pictures came； I was the happiest father anywhere。
The delay was no one's fault； not mine anyway； nor can I blame anyone。 These people are splendid。 They are willing to do anything for one； but it takes time。 When they are fighting for their lives and have not seen their own babies in a year； that you want to see yours is only natural and to oblige you they can't see why they should upset the whole war。 But now it looks less as though I would have to call it a failure。 And Hope may be proud of me； and you may be proud of me； and I will have enough ammunition to draw on for many articles and letters； and another book。
It has been a cruel time； and when I tell you how I worked to get it over； and to be back with you； you will understand many things。 The most important of all will be how I love you。 Only wait until I can lay eyes on you； you will just take one look and know that it couldn't be helped； that the delay was the work of others； that； all I wanted was my Bessie and my Hope。
How heavy she will be； if she is anything like the picture of her on the coverlet； she is a prize baby。 And if she is anything like as beautiful as in the baby carriage she is an angel straight from God。 I want to sit in the green chair and have you on one knee and her majesty on the other； and have her climb over me； and pull my hair and bang my nose； and in time to know how I love you both。
Goodnight； dear heart； I wish you had had yourself in the picture。 I have three in the summer time with you holding her and that is the way I like to see you； that is the way I think of you。 I love you； and I love her for making you so happy； and I love her for her sake； and because she is OURS： and has tied us tighter and closer even than it has ever been。 I love you so that I can't write about it； and I am going to do nothing all spring but just sit around； and be in everybody's way； watching you together。
How jealous I am of you； and homesick for you。 Of course； she knows 〃mamma〃 is YOU； and to look at you when they ask； 〃Where's mother？〃 Who else could be her mother BUT THE DEAREST WOMAN IN THE WORLD； and the one who loves her so； and in so wonderful a way。 She is beautiful beyond all things human I know。 If ever a woman deserved a beautiful daughter； YOU DO； for you are the best of mothers； and you know how 〃to care greatly。〃
Good…night； my precious； dear one； and God keep you； as He will； and help me to keep you both happy。 What you give me you never will know。
RICHARD。
CHAPTER XX THE LAST DAYS
After a short visit to London； Richard returned to New York in February； 1916。 During his absence his wife and Hope had occupied the Scribner cottage at Mount Kisco； about two miles from Crossroads。 Here my brother finished his second book on the war； and wrote numerous articles and letters urging the immediate necessity for preparedness in this country。 As to Richard's usefulness to his country at this time； I quote in part from two appreciations written after my brother's death by the two most prominent exponents of preparedness。
Theodore Roosevelt said：
〃He was as good an American as ever lived； and his heart flamed against cruelty and injustice。 His writings form a text…book of Americanism which all our people would do well to read at the present time。〃
Major…General Leonard Wood said：
〃The death of Richard Harding Davis was a real loss to the movement for preparedness。 Mr。 Davis had an extensive experience as a military observer； and thoroughly appreciated the need of a general training system like that of Australia or Switzerland and of thorough organization of our industrial resources in； order to establish a condition of reasonable preparedness in this country。 A few days before his death he came to Governors Island for the purpose of ascertaining in what line of work he could be most useful in building up sound public opinion in favor of such preparedness as would give us a real peace insurance。 His mind was bent on devoting his energies and abilities to the work of public education on this vitally important subject； and few men were better qualified to do so； for he had served as a military observer in many campaigns。
〃Throughout the Cuban campaign he was attached to the headquarters of my regiment in Cuba as a military observer。 He was with the advanced party at the opening of the fight at Las Guasiinas； and was distinguished throughout the fight by coolness and good conduct。 He also participated in the battle of San Juan and the siege of Santiago； and as an observer was always where duty called him。 He was a delightful companion； cheerful； resourceful； and thoughtful of the interests and wishes of others。 His reports of the game were valuable and among the best and most accurate。
〃The Plattsburg movement took a very strong hold of him。 He saw in this a great instrument for building up a sound knowledge concerning our military history and policy； also a very practical way of training men for the duties of junior officers。 He realized fully that we should need in case of war tens of thousands of officers with our newly raised troops； and that it would be utterly impossible to prepare them in the hurry and confusion of the onrush of modern war。 His heart was filled with a desire to serve his country to the best of his ability。 His recent experience in Europe pointed out to him the absolute madness of longer disregarding the need of doing those things which reasonable preparedness dictates； the things which cannot be accomplished after trouble is upon us。 He had in mind at the time of his death a series of articles to be written especially to build up interest in universal military training through conveying to our people an understanding of what organization as it exists to…day means； and how vitally important it is for our people to do in time of peace those things which modern war does not permit done once it is under way。
〃Davis was a loyal friend； a thoroughgoing American devoted to the best interests of his country； courageous； sympathetic； and true。 His loss has been a very re