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She watched my movements with a look of annoyance in her wide…open eyes;
without appearing either astonished or pleased at my forethought。
〃Here is all that you require;〃 I then said; 〃I will tell you when supper
is ready。〃
When I returned to the sitting…room I found that Paul had shut himself in
the other room; so I sat down to wait。
A waiter went to and fro; bringing plates and glasses。 He laid the table
slowly; then put a cold chicken on it; and told me that all was ready。
I knocked gently at Mademoiselle Rondoli's door。 〃Come in;〃 she said;
and when I did so I was struck by a strong; heavy smell of perfumes; as
if I were in a hairdresser's shop。
The Italian was sitting on her trunk in an attitude either of thoughtful
discontent or absent…mindedness。 The towel was still folded over the
waterjug that was full of water; and the soap; untouched and dry; was
lying beside the empty basin; but one would have thought that the young
woman had used half the contents of the bottles of perfume。 The eau de
cologne; however; had been spared; as only about a third of it had gone;
but to make up for that she had used a surprising amount of lavender…
water and new…mown hay。 A cloud of violet powder; a vague white mist;
seemed still to be floating in the air; from the effects of her over…
powdering her face and neck。 It seemed to cover her eyelashes; eyebrows;
and the hair on her temples like snow; while her cheeks were plastered
with it; and layers of it covered her nostrils; the corners of her eyes;
and her chin。
When she got up she exhaled such a strong odor of perfume that it almost
made me feel faint。
When we sat down to supper; I found that Paul was in a most execrable
temper; and I could get nothing out of him but blame; irritable words;
and disagreeable remarks。
Mademoiselle Francesca ate like an ogre; and as soon as she had finished
her meal she threw herself upon the sofa in the sitting…room。 Sitting
down beside her; I said gallantly; kissing her hand:
〃Shall I have the bed prepared; or will you sleep on the couch?〃
〃It is all the same to me。 'Che mi fa'!〃
Her indifference vexed me。
〃Should you like to retire at once?〃
〃Yes; I am very sleepy。〃
She got up; yawned; gave her hand to Paul; who took it with a furious
look; and I lighted her into the bedroom。 A disquieting feeling haunted
me。 〃Here is all you want;〃 I said again。
The next morning she got up early; like a woman who is accustomed to
work。 She woke me by doing so; and I watched her through my half…closed
eyelids。
She came and went without hurrying herself; as if she were astonished at
having nothing to do。 At length she went to the dressing…table; and in a
moment emptied all my bottles of perfume。 She certainly also used some
water; but very little。
When she was quite dressed; she sat down on her trunk again; and clasping
one knee between her hands; she seemed to be thinking。
At that moment I pretended to first notice her; and said:
〃Good…morning; Francesca。〃
Without seeming in at all a better temper than the previous night; she
murmured; 〃Good…morning!〃
When I asked her whether she had slept well; she nodded her head; and
jumping out of bed; I went and kissed her。
She turned her face toward me like a child who is being kissed against
its will; but I took her tenderly in my arms; and gently pressed my lips
on her eyelids; which she closed with evident distaste under my kisses on
her fresh cheek and full lips; which she turned away。
〃You don't seem to like being kissed;〃 I said to her。
〃Mica!〃 was her only answer。
I sat down on the trunk by her side; and passing my arm through hers; I
said: 〃Mica! mica! mica! in reply to everything。 I shall call you
Mademoiselle Mica; I think。〃
For the first time I fancied that I saw the shadow of a smile on her
lips; but it passed by so quickly that I may have been mistaken。
〃But if you never say anything but Mica; I shall not know what to do to
please you。 Let me see; what shall we do to…day?〃
She hesitated a moment; as if some fancy had flitted through her head;
and then she said carelessly: 〃It is all the same to me; whatever you
like。〃
〃Very well; Mademoiselle Mica; we will have a carriage and go for a
drive。〃
〃As you please;〃 she said。
Paul was waiting for us in the dining…room; looking as bored as third
parties usually do in love affairs。 I assumed a delighted air; and shook
hands with him with triumphant energy。
〃What are you thinking of doing?〃 he asked。
〃First of all; we will go and see a little of the town; and then we might
get a carriage and take a drive in the neighborhood。〃
We breakfasted almost in silence; and then set out。 I dragged Francesca
from palace to palace; and she either looked at nothing or merely glanced
carelessly at the various masterpieces。 Paul followed us; growling all
sorts of disagreeable things。 Then we all three took a drive in silence
into the country and returned to dinner。
The next day it was the same thing and the next day again; and on the
third Paul said to me: 〃Look here; I am going to leave you; I am not
going to stop here for three weeks watching you make love to this
creature。〃
I was perplexed and annoyed; for to my great surprise I had become
singularly attached to Francesca。 A man is but weak and foolish; carried
away by the merest trifle; and a coward every time that his senses are
excited or mastered。 I clung to this unknown girl; silent and
dissatisfied as she always was。 I liked her somewhat ill…tempered face;
the dissatisfied droop of her mouth; the weariness of her look; I liked
her fatigued movements; the contemptuous way in which she let me kiss
her; the very indifference of her caresses。 A secret bond; that
mysterious bond of physical love; which does not satisfy; bound me to
her。 I told Paul so; quite frankly。 He treated me as if I were a fool;
and then said:
〃Very well; take her with you。〃
But she obstinately refused to leave Genoa; without giving any reason。
I besought; I reasoned; I promised; but all was of no avail; and so I
stayed on。
Paul declared that he would go by himself; and went so far as to pack up
his portmanteau; but he remained all the same。
Thus a fortnight passed。 Francesca was always silent and irritable;
lived beside me rather than with me; responded to all my requirements and
all my propositions with her perpetual Che mi fa; or with her no less
perpetual Mica。
My friend became more and more furious; but my only answer was; 〃You can
go if you are tired of staying。 I am not detaining you。〃
Then he called me names; overwhelmed me with reproaches; and exclaimed:
〃Where do you think I can go now? We had three weeks at our disposal;
and here is a fortnight gone! I cannot continue my journey now; and; in
any case; I am not going to Venice; Florence and Rome all by myself。 But
you will pay for it; and more dearly than you think; most likely。 You
are not going to bring a man all the way from Paris in order to shut him
up at a hotel in Genoa with an Italian adventuress。〃
When I told him; very calmly; to return to Paris; he exclaimed that h