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〃Mamma!〃 cried Julia; embracing her; 〃what do poor girls do who have lost their mother?〃
〃Look abroad and see;〃 was the grave reply。
Mrs。 Dodd then begged her to go to sleep; like a good child; for her health's sake; all would be well; and with this was about to return to her own room; but a white hand and arm darted out of the bed and caught her。 〃What! Hope has come to me by night in the form of an angel; and shall I let her go back to her own room? Never! never! never! never! never!〃 And she patted the bed expressively; and with the prettiest impatience。
〃Well; let Hope take off her earrings first;〃 suggested Mrs。 Dodd。
〃No; no; come here directly; earrings and all。〃
〃No; thank you; or I shall have _them_ wounding you next。〃
Mrs。 Hope quietly removed her earrings; and the tender pair passed the rest of the night in one another's arms。 The young girl's tears were dried; and hope revived; and life bloomed again: only; henceforth her longing eyes looked out to sea for her father; homeward bound。
Next day; as they were seated together in the drawing…room; Julia came from the window with a rush; and kneeled at Mrs。 Dodd's knees; with bright imploring face upturned。
〃He is there; andI am to speak to him? Is that it?〃
〃Dear; dear; dear mamma!〃 was the somewhat oblique reply。
〃Well; then; bring me my things。〃
She was ten minutes putting them on: Julia tried to expedite her and retarded her。 She had her pace; and could not go beyond it。
Now by this time Alfred Hardie was thoroughly miserable。 Unable to move his father; shunned by Julia; sickened by what he had heard; and indeed seen; of her gaiety and indifference to their separation; stung by jealousy and fretted by impatience; he was drinking nearly all the bitters of that sweet passion; Love。 But as you are aware; he ascribed Julia's inconstancy; lightness; and cruelty all to Mrs。 Dodd。 He hated her cordially; and dreaded her into the bargain; he played the sentinel about her door all the more because she had asked him not to do it 〃Always do what your enemy particularly objects to;〃 said he; applying to his own case the wisdom of a Greek philosopher; one of his teachers。
So; when the gate suddenly opened; and instead of Julia; this very Mrs。 Dodd walked towards him; his feelings were anything but enviable。 He wished himself away; heartily; but was too proud to retreat。 He stood his ground。 She came up to him; a charming smile broke out over her features。 〃Ah! Mr。 Hardie;〃 said she; 〃if you have nothing better to do; will you give me a minute?〃 He assented with surprise and an ill grace。
〃May I take your arm?〃
He offered it with a worse。
She laid her hand lightly on it; and it shuddered at her touch。 He felt like walking with a velvet tigress。
By some instinct she divined his sentiment; and found her task more difficult than she had thought; she took some steps in silence。 At last; as he was no dissembler; he burst out passionately; 〃Why are you my enemy?〃
〃I am not your enemy;〃 said she quietly。
〃Not openly; but all the more dangerous。 You keep us apart; you bid her be gay and forget me; you are a cruel; hard…hearted lady。〃
〃No; I am not; sir;〃 said Mrs。 Dodd simply。
〃Oh! I believe you are good and kind to all the rest of the world; but you know you have a heart of iron for me。〃
〃I am my daughter's friend; but not your enemy; it is you who are too inexperienced to know how delicate; how difficult; my duties are。 It is only since last night I see my way clear; and; look; I come at once to you with friendly intentions。 Suppose I were as impetuous as you are? I should; perhaps; be calling you ungrateful。〃
He retorted bitterly。 〃Give me something to be grateful for; and you shall see whether that baseness is in my nature。〃
〃I have a great mind to put you to the proof;〃 said she archly。 〃Let us walk down this lane; then you can be as unjust to me _as you think proper;_ without attracting public attention。〃
In the lane she told him quietly she knew the nature of his father's objections to the alliance he had so much at heart; and they were objections which her husband; on his return; would remove。 On this he changed his tone a little; and implored her piteously not to deceive him。
〃I will not;〃 said she; 〃upon my honour。 If you are as constant as my daughter is in her esteem for younotwithstanding her threadbare gaiety worn over loyal regret; and to check a parcel of idle ladies' tonguesyou have nothing to fear from me; and everything to expect。 Come; _Alfred_may I take that liberty with you?let us understand one another。 We only want that to be friends。〃
This was hard to resist and at his age。 His lip trembled; he hesitated; but at last gave her his hand。 She walked two hours with him; and laid herself out to enlighten; soothe; and comfort his sore heart His hopes and happiness revived under her magic; as Julia's had。 In the midst of it all; the wise woman quietly made terms。 He was not to come to the house but on her invitation; unless indeed he had news of the _Agra_ to communicate; but he might write once a week to her; and enclose a few lines to Julia。 On this concession he proceeded to mumble her white wrist; and call her his best; dearest; loveliest friend; his mother。 〃Oh; remember;〃 said he; with a relic of distrust; 〃you are the only mother I can ever hope to have。〃
That touched her。 Hitherto; he had been to her but a thing her daughter loved。
Her eyes filled。 〃My poor; warm…hearted; motherless boy;〃 she said; 〃pray for my husband's safe return。 For on that your happiness depends; and hers; and mine。〃
So now two more bright eyes looked longingly seaward for the _Agra_ homeward bound。
CHAPTER VII
NORTH latitude 23。5; longitude east 113; the time March of this same year; the wind southerly; the port Whampoa; in the Canton river。 Ships at anchor reared their tall masts here and there; and the broad stream was enlivened and coloured by junks and boats of all sizes and vivid hues; propelled on the screw principle by a great scull at the stern; with projecting handles; for the crew to work; and at times a gorgeous mandarin boat; with two great glaring eyes set in the bows; came flying; rowed with forty paddles by an armed crew; whose shields hung on the gunwale and flashed fire in the sunbeams: the mandarin; in conical and buttoned hat; sitting on the top of his cabin calmly smoking Paradise; _alias_ opium; while his gong boomed and his boat flew fourteen miles an hour; and all things scuttled out of his celestial way。 And there; looking majestically down on all these water…ants; the huge _Agra;_ cynosure of so many loving eyes and loving hearts in England; lay at her moorings; homeward bound。
Her tea not being yet on board; the ship's hull floated high as a castle; and to the subtle; intellectual; doll…faced; bolus…eyed people that sculled to and fro busy as bees; though looking forked mushrooms; she sounded like a vast musical shell: for a lusty harmony of many mellow voices vibrated in her great cavities; and made the air ring cheerily around her。 The vocalists were the Cyclops; to judge by the tremendous thumps that kept clean time to their sturdy tune。 Yet i