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seem to have forgotten itbut I dare not hope thatI mean at Henleywhen the beauty of your character； and your goodness； so overpowered me； that a fatal impulse〃
〃What do you mean； sir？〃 said Julia； looking him full in the face； like an offended lion； while； with true feminine and Julian inconsistency her bosom fluttered like a dove。 〃I never exchanged one word with you in my life before to…day； and I never shall again if you pretend the contrary。〃
Alfred stood stupified； and looked at her in piteous amazement。
〃I value your acquaintance highly； Mr。 Hardie； now I have made it； as acquaintances are made； but please to observe； I never saw you beforescarcely； not even in church。〃
〃As you please；〃 said he； recovering his wits in part。 〃What you say I'll swear to。〃
〃Then I say； never remind a lady of what you ought to wish her to forget。〃
〃I was a fool； and you are an angel of tact and goodness。〃
〃Oh； now I am sure it is time to join mamma；〃 said she in the driest； drollest way。 _〃Valsons。_〃
They waltzed down to Mrs。 Dodd； exchanging hearts at every turn； and they took a good many in the space of a round table； for in truth both were equally loth to part。
At two o'clock Mrs。 Dodd resumed common…place views of a daughter's health； and rose to go。
Her fly had played her false； and； being our island home； it rained buckets。 Alfred ran； before they could stop him； and caught a fly。 He was dripping。 Mrs。 Dodd expressed her regrets； he told her it did not matter； for him the ball was now over； the flowers faded； and the lights darkness visible。
〃The extravagance of these children！〃 said Mrs。 Dodd to Julia； with a smile； as soon as he was out of hearing。 Julia made no reply。
Next day she was at evening church： the congregation was very sparse。 The first glance revealed Alfred Hardie standing in the very next pew。 He wore a calm front of conscious rectitude； under which peeped sheep…faced misgivings as to the result of this advance； for； like all true lovers； he was half impudence； half timidity； and both on the grand scale。
Now Julia in a ball…room was one creature； another in church。 After the first surprise； which sent the blood for a moment to her cheek； she found he had come without a prayer…book。 She looked sadly and half reproachfully at him； then put her white hand calmly over the wooden partition； and made him read with her out of her book。 She shared her hymn…book with him； too； and sang her Maker's praise modestly and soberly； but earnestly； and quite undisturbed by her lover's presence。 It seemed as if this pure creature was drawing him to heaven holding by that good book； and by her touching voice。 He felt good all over。 To be like her； be tried to bend his whole mind on the prayers of the church； and for the first time realised how beautiful they are。
After service he followed her to the door。 Island home again； by the pailful； and she had a thick shawl but no umbrella。 He had brought a large one on the chance； he would see her home。
〃Quite unnecessary； it is so near。〃
He insisted； she persisted； and； persisting； yielded。 They said but little； yet they seemed to interchange volumes； and； at each gaslight they passed； they stole a look and treasured it to feed on。
That night was one broad step more towards the great happiness； or great misery； which awaits a noble love。 Such loves； somewhat rare in Nature； have lately become so very rare in Fiction that I have ventured； with many misgivings； to detail the peculiarities of its rise and progress。 But now for a time it advanced on beaten tracks。 Alfred had the right to call at Albion Villa； and he came twice； once when Mrs。 Dodd was out。 This was the time he stayed the two hours。 A Mrs。 James invited Jane and him to tea and exposition。 There he met Julia and Edward； who had just returned。 Edward was taken with Jane Hardie's face and dovelike eyes； eyes that dwelt with a soft and chastened admiration on his masculine face and his model form； and their owner felt she had received 〃a call〃 to watch over his spiritual weal。 So they paired off。
Julia's fluctuating spirits settled now into a calm； demure； complacency。 Her mother； finding this strange remedial virtue in youthful society； gave young parties； inviting Jane and Alfred in their turn。 Jane hesitated； but； as she could no longer keep Julia from knowing her worldly brother； and hoped a way might be opened for her to rescue Edward； she relaxed her general rule； which was to go into no company unless some religious service formed part of the entertainment。 Yet her conscience was ill at ease； and； to set them an example； she took care； when she asked the Dodds in return； to have a clergyman there of her own party； who could pray and expound with unction。
Mrs。 Dodd； not to throw cold water on what seemed to gratify her children； accepted Miss Hardie's invitation； but she never intended to go； and at the last moment wrote to say she was slightly indisposed。 The nature of her _indisposition_ she revealed to Julia alone。 〃That young lady keeps me on thorns。 I never feel secure she will not say or do something extravagant or unusual： she seems to suspect sobriety and good taste of being in league with impiety。 Here I succeed in bridling her a little； but encounter a female enthusiast in her own house？ _merci！_ After all； there must be something good in her； since she is your friend； and you are hers。 But I have something more serious to say before you go there： it is about her brother。 He is a flirt： in fact； a notorious one； more than one lady tells me。〃
Julia was silent； but began to be very uneasy； they were sitting and talking after sunset； yet without candles。 She profited for once by that prodigious gap in the intelligence of 〃the sex。〃
〃I hear he pays you compliments； and I have seen a disposition to single you out。 Now； my love； you have the good sense to know that； whatever a young gentleman of that age says to you； he says to many other ladies； but your experience is not equal to your sense； so profit by mine。 A girl of your age must never be talked of with a person of the other sex： it is fatal； fatal！ but if you permit yourself to be singled out； you will be talked of； and distress those who love you。 It is easy to avoid injudicious duets in society； oblige me by doing so to…night。〃 To show how much she was in earnest； Mrs。 Dodd hinted that； were her admonition neglected； she should regret for once having kept clear of an enthusiast。
Julia had no alternative； she assented in a faint voice。 After a pause she faltered out； 〃And suppose he should esteem me seriously？〃
Mrs。 Dodd replied quickly； 〃Then that would be much worse。 But；〃 said she； 〃I have no apprehensions on that score； you are a child； and he is a precocious boy； and rather a flirt。 But forewarned is forearmed。 So now run away and dress； sweet one： my lecture is quite ended。〃
The sensitive girl went up to her room with a heavy heart。 All the fears she had lulled of late revived。 She saw plainly now that Mrs。 Dodd only accepted Alfred as a pleasant acquaintance： as a son…in…law he was out of the question。 〃Oh； what will she say when she knows all？〃 thought Julia。
Next day； sitting near the wind