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〃Did you read it？〃 asked Julia； trembling now like an aspen； and fluttering like a bird。
〃No； but I read the address； and the date inside； and I saw the handwriting； and I was offered the letter； but papa told me it was full of abuse of him； so I declined* to read it； however； I will get it for _you。_〃
* This was one of those involuntary inaccuracies which creep into mortal statements。
Mrs。 Dodd thanked her warmly； but asked her if she could not in the meantime give some idea of the contents。
〃Oh yes； Mrs。 Dodd： papa read me out a great deal of it。 He was in Paris； but just starting for London： and he demanded his money and his accounts。 You know papa is one of his trustees。〃
〃Well； but；〃 said Mrs。 Dodd； 〃there was nothingnothing about？〃
〃Oh yes； there was；〃 said Jane； 〃only Iwell then； for dear Julia's sakethe letter said； 'What wonder the son of a sharper should prove a traitor？ _You_ have stolen her money and _I_ her affections； and'oh； I can't； I can't。〃 And Jane Hardie began to cry。
Mrs。 Dodd embraced her like a mother； and entered into her filial feelings： Mrs。 Dodd had never seen her so weak； and； therefore； never thought her so amiable。 Thus occupied they did not at first observe how these tidings were changing Julia。
But presently looking up； they saw her standing at her full height on fire with wrath and insulted pride。
〃Ah； you have brought me comfort；〃 she cried。 〃 Mamma； I shall hate and scorn this man some day； as much as I hate and scorn myself now for every tear I have shed for him。〃
They tried to calm her； but in vain； a new gust of passion possessed the ardent young creature and would have vent。 She reddened from bosom to brow； and the scalding tears ran down her flaming cheeks； and she repeated between her clenched teeth； 〃My veins are not filled with skim…milk； I can tell you： you have seen how I can love； you shall see how I can hate。〃 And with this she went haughtily out of the room； not to expose the passion which overpowered her。
Mrs。 Dodd took advantage of her absence to thank Jane for her kindness； and told her she had also received some letters by this morning's post； and thought it would be neither kind on her part nor just to conceal their purport from her。 She then read her a letter from Mrs。 Beresford； and another from Mr。 Grey； in answer to queries about the L。 14；000。
Sharpe； I may as well observe； was at sea； Bayliss drowned。
Mrs。 Beresford knew nothing about the matter。
Mr。 Grey was positive Captain Dodd； when in command； had several thousand pounds in his cabin； Mrs。 Beresford's Indian servant had been detected trying to steal it； and put in irons： believed the lady had not been told the causeout of delicacy！ and Captain Roberts had liberated him。 As to whether the money had escaped the wreckif on Captain Dodd's person； it might have been saved； but if not； it was certainly lost： for Captain Dodd to his knowledge had run on deck from the passenger's cabin the moment the ship struck； and had remained there till she went to pieces； and everything was washed out of her。
〃Our own opinion；〃 said Mrs。 Dodd； 〃I mean Edward's and mine； is now； that the money was lost in the ship； and you can tell your papa so if you like。〃
Jane thanked her； and said she thought so too： and what a sad thing it was。
Soon after this Julia returned； pale and calm as a statue； and sat down humbly beside Jane。 〃Oh； pray with me；〃 she said： 〃pray that I may not hate； for to hate is to be wicked； and pray that I may not love； for to love is to be miserable。〃
Mrs。 Dodd retired； with her usual tact and self…denial。
Then Jane Hardie； being alone with her friend； and full of sorrow； sympathy； and faith； found words of eloquence almost divine to raise her。
With these pious consolations Julia's pride and self…respect now co…operated。 Relieved of her great terror； she felt her insult to her fingers' ends： 〃I'll never degrade myself so far as to pine for another lady's lover；〃 she said。 〃I'll resume my duties in another sphere； and try to face the world by degrees。 I am not quite alone in it； I have my mother stilland my Redeemer。〃
Some tears forced their way at these brave； gentle words。 Jane gave her time。
Then she said： 〃Begin by putting on your bonnet； and visiting with me。 Come with one who is herself thwarted in the carnal affections； come with her and see how sick some are； and we two in health； how racked with pain some are； and we two at ease； how hungry some； and we have abundance； and； above all； in what spiritual deserts some lie； while we walk in the Gospel light。〃
〃Oh that I had the strength；〃 said Julia； 〃I'll try。〃
She put on her bonnet； and went down with her friend； but at the street door the strange feeling of shame overpowered her； she blushed and trembled； and begged to substitute the garden for the road。 Jane consented； and said everything must have a beginning。
The fresh air； the bursting buds； and all the face of nature； did Julia good； and she felt it。 〃You little angel；〃 said she； with something of her old impetuosity； 〃 you have saved me。 I was making myself worse by shutting myself up in that one miserable room。〃
They walked hand in hand for a good half hour； and then Jane said she must go； papa would miss her。 Julia was sorry to part with her； and almost without thinking； accompanied her through the house to the front gate； and that was another point gained。 〃I never was so sorry to part with you； love；〃 said she。 〃When will you come again？ We leave to…morrow。 I am selfish to detain you； but it seems as if my guardian angel was leaving me。〃
Jane smiled。 〃I must go；〃 said she； 〃but I'll leave better angels than I am behind me。 I leave you this： 'Humble yourself under the mighty hand of God！' When it seems most harsh； then it is most loving。 Pray for faith to say with me； 'Lead us by a way that we know not。'〃
They kissed one another； and Julia stood at the gate and looked lovingly after her； with the tears standing thick in her own violet eyes。
Now Maxley was coming down the road； all grizzly and bloodshot； baited by the boys； who had gradually swelled in number as he drew nearer the town。
Jane was shocked at their heathenish cruelty； and went off the path to remonstrate with them。
On this； Maxley fell upon her； and began beating her about the head and shoulders with his heavy stick。
The miserable boys uttered yells of dismay； but did nothing。
Julia uttered a violent scream； but flew to her friend's aid； and crying； 〃Oh you wretch！ you wretch！〃 actually caught the man by the throat and shook him violently。 He took his hand off Jane Hardie； who instantly sank moaning on the ground； and he cowered like a cur at the voice and the purple gleaming eyes of the excited girl。
The air filled with cries； and Edward ran out of the house to see what was the matter； but on the spot nobody was game enough to come between the furious man and the fiery girl。 The consequence was； her impetuous courage began to flag and her eye to waver； the demented man found this out by some half animal instinct； and instantly caught her by the shoulder and whirled her down on her knees； then raised his staff high to destroy her。
She sc