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udy downstairs。
His chief task was to finish his two addresses for the confirmation services of the day。 He read over his notes; and threw them aside and remained for a time thinking deeply。 The Greek tags at the end of Likeman's letter came into his thoughts; they assumed a quality of peculiar relevance to this present occasion。 He repeated the words: 〃Epitelesei。 Epiphausei。〃
He took his little Testament to verify them。 After some slight trouble he located the two texts。 The first; from Philippians; ran in the old version; 〃He that hath begun a good work in you will perform it〃; the second was expressed thus: 〃Christ shall give thee light。〃 He was dissatisfied with these renderings and resorted to the revised version; which gave 〃perfect〃 instead of 〃perform;〃 and 〃shall shine upon you〃 for 〃give thee light。〃 He reflected profoundly for a time。
Then suddenly his addresses began to take shape in his mind; and these little points lost any significance。 He began to write rapidly; and as he wrote he felt the Angel stood by his right hand and read and approved what he was writing。 There were moments when his mind seemed to be working entirely beyond his control。 He had a transitory questioning whether this curious intellectual automatism was not perhaps what people meant by 〃inspiration。〃
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The bishop had always been sensitive to the secret fount of pathos that is hidden in the spectacle of youth。 Long years ago when he and Lady Ella had been in Florence he had been moved to tears by the beauty of the fresh…faced eager Tobit who runs beside the great angel in the picture of Botticelli。 And suddenly and almost as uncontrollably; that feeling returned at the sight of the young congregation below him; of all these scores of neophytes who were gathered to make a public acknowledgment of God。 The war has invested all youth now with the shadow of tragedy; before it came many of us were a little envious of youth and a little too assured of its certainty of happiness。 All that has changed。 Fear and a certain tender solicitude mingle in our regard for every child; not a lad we pass in the street but may presently be called to face such pain and stress and danger as no ancient hero ever knew。 The patronage; the insolent condescension of age; has vanished out of the world。 It is dreadful to look upon the young。
He stood surveying the faces of the young people as the rector read the Preface to the confirmation service。 How simple they were; how innocent! Some were a little flushed by the excitement of the occasion; some a little pallid。 But they were all such tender faces; so soft in outline; so fresh and delicate in texture and colour。 They had soft credulous mouths。 Some glanced sideways at one another; some listened with a forced intentness。 The expression of one good…looking boy; sitting in a corner scat; struck the bishop as being curiously defiant。 He stood very erect; he blinked his eyes as though they smarted; his lips were compressed bitterly。 And then it seemed to the bishop that the Angel stood beside him and gave him understanding。
〃He is here;〃 the bishop knew; 〃because he could not avoid coming。 He tried to excuse himself。 His mother wept。 What could he do? But the church's teaching nowadays fails even to grip the minds of boys。〃
The rector came to the end of his Preface: 〃They will evermore endeavour themselves faithfully to observe such things as they by their own confession have assented unto。〃
〃Like a smart solicitor pinning them down;〃 said the bishop to himself; and then roused himself; unrolled the little paper in his hand; leant forward; and straightway began his first address。
Nowadays it is possible to say very unorthodox things indeed in an Anglican pulpit unchallenged。 There remains no alert doctrinal criticism in the church congregations。 It was possible; therefore; for the bishop to say all that follows without either hindrance or disturbance。 The only opposition; indeed; came from within; from a sense of dreamlike incongruity between the place and the occasion and the things that he found himself delivering。
〃All ceremonies;〃 he began; 〃grow old。 All ceremonies are tainted even from the first by things less worthy than their first intention; and you; my dear sons and daughters; who have gathered to…day in this worn and ancient building; beneath these monuments to ancient vanities and these symbols of forgotten or abandoned theories about the mystery of God; will do well to distinguish in your minds between what is essential and what is superfluous and confusing in this dedication you make of yourselves to God our Master and King。 For that is the real thing you seek to do today; to give yourselves to God。 This is your spiritual coming of age; in which you set aside your childish dependence upon teachers and upon taught phrases; upon rote and direction; and stand up to look your Master in the face。 You profess a great brotherhood when you do that; a brotherhood that goes round the earth; that numbers men of every race and nation and country; that aims to bring God into all the affairs of this world and make him not only the king of your individual lives but the kingin place of all the upstarts; usurpers; accidents; and absurdities who bear crowns and sceptres todayof an united mankind。〃
He paused; and in the pause he heard a little rustle as though the congregation before him was sitting up in its places; a sound that always nerves and reassures an experienced preacher。
〃This; my dear children; is the reality of this grave business to…day; as indeed it is the real and practical end of all true religion。 This is your sacrament urn; your soldier's oath。 You salute and give your fealty to the coming Kingdom of God。 And upon that I would have you fix your minds to the exclusion of much that; I know only too well; has been narrow and evil and sectarian in your preparation for this solemn rite。 God is like a precious jewel found among much rubble; you must cast the rubble from you。 The crowning triumph of the human mind is simplicity; the supreme significance of God lies in his unity and universality。 The God you salute to…day is the God of the Jews and Gentiles alike; the God of Islam; the God of the Brahmo Somaj; the unknown God of many a righteous unbeliever。 He is not the God of those felted theologies and inexplicable doctrines with which your teachers may have confused your minds。 I would have it very clear in your minds that having drunken the draught you should not reverence unduly the cracked old vessel that has brought it to your lips。 I should be falling short of my duty if I did not make that and everything I mean by that altogether plain to you。〃
He saw the lad whose face of dull defiance he had marked before; sitting now with a startled interest in his eyes。 The bishop leant over the desk before him; and continued in the persuasive tone of a man who speaks of things too manifest for laboured argument。
〃In all ages religion has come from God through broad…minded creative men; and in all ages it has fallen very quickly into the hands of intense and conservative men。 These lastnarrow; fearful; and suspicioushave sought in every age to save the precious gift of reli