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stead it lit up the whole inquiry with a light of melancholy confirmation。 Neither by night nor by day could the bishop find a proper method of opening a counter attack upon Chasters； who was indisputably an intellectually abler man and a very ruthless beast indeed to assail； and meanwhile the demand that action should be taken increased。
The literature of church history and the controversies arising out of doctrinal development became the employment of the bishop's leisure and a commanding preoccupation。 He would have liked to discuss with some one else the network of perplexities in which he was entangling himself； and more particularly with Canon Bliss； but his own positions were becoming so insecure that he feared to betray them by argument。 He had grown up with a kind of intellectual modesty。 Some things he had never yet talked about； it made his mind blench to think of talking about them。 And his great aching gaps of wakefulness began now； thanks to the green tea； to be interspersed with theological dreams and visions of an extravagant vividness。 He would see Frazer's sacrificial kings butchered picturesquely and terribly amidst strange and grotesque rituals； he would survey long and elaborate processions and ceremonials in which the most remarkable symbols were borne high in the sight of all men； he would cower before a gigantic and threatening Heaven。 These green…tea dreams and visions were not so much phases of sleep as an intensification and vivid furnishing forth of insomnia。 It added greatly to his disturbance thatexceeding the instructions of Brighton…Pomfreyhe had now experimented ignorantly and planlessly with one or two narcotics and sleeping mixtures that friends and acquaintances had mentioned in his hearing。 For the first time in his life he became secretive from his wife。 He knew he ought not to take these things； he knew they were physically and morally evil； but a tormenting craving drove him to them。 Subtly and insensibly his character was being undermined by the growing nervous trouble。
He astonished himself by the cunning and the hypocritical dignity he could display in procuring these drugs。 He arranged to have a tea…making set in his bedroom； and secretly substituted green tea； for which he developed a powerful craving； in the place of the delicate China tea Lady Ella procured him。
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These doctrinal and physical anxieties and distresses were at their worst in the spring and early summer of 1914。 That was a time of great mental and moral disturbance。 There was premonition in the air of those days。 It was like the uneasiness sensitive people experience before a thunderstorm。 The moral atmosphere was sullen and close。 The whole world seemed irritable and mischievous。 The suffragettes became extraordinarily malignant； the democratic movement went rotten with sabotage and with a cant of being 〃rebels〃； the reactionary Tories and a crew of noisy old peeresses set themselves to create incurable confusion again in the healing wounds of Ireland； and feuds and frantic folly broke out at every point of the social and political edifice。 And then a bomb burst at Sarajevo that silenced all this tumult。 The unstable polity of Europe heeled over like a ship that founders。
Through the swiftest； tensest week in history Europe capsized into war。
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The first effect of the war upon the mind of the bishop； as upon most imaginative minds； was to steady and exalt it。 Trivialities and exasperations seemed swept out of existence。 Men lifted up their eyes from disputes that had seemed incurable and wrangling that promised to be interminable； and discovered a plain and tragic issue that involved every one in a common call for devotion。 For a great number of men and women who had been born and bred in security； the August and September of 1914 were the supremely heroic period of their lives。 Myriads of souls were born again to ideas of service and sacrifice in those tremendous days。
Black and evil thing as the war was； it was at any rate a great thing； it did this much for countless minds that for the first time they realized the epic quality of history and their own relationship to the destinies of the race。 The flimsy roof under which we had been living our lives of comedy fell and shattered the floor under our feet； we saw the stars above and the abyss below。 We perceived that life was insecure and adventurous； part of one vast adventure in space and time。。。。
Presently the smoke and dust of battle hid the great distances again； but they could not altogether destroy the memories of this revelation。
For the first two months the bishop's attention was so detached from his immediate surroundings and employments； so absorbed by great events； that his history if it were told in detail would differ scarcely at all from the histories of most comparatively unemployed minds during those first dramatic days； the days when the Germans made their great rush upon Paris and it seemed that France was down； France and the whole fabric of liberal civilization。 He emerged from these stunning apprehensions after the Battle of the Marne； to find himself busy upon a score of dispersed and disconnected war jobs； and trying to get all the new appearances and forces and urgencies of the war into relations with himself。 One thing became very vivid indeed； that he wasn't being used in any real and effective way in the war。 There was a mighty going to and fro upon Red Cross work and various war committees； a vast preparation for wounded men and for the succour of dislocated families； a preparation； that proved to be needless； for catastrophic unemployment。 The war problem and the puzzle of German psychology ousted for a time all other intellectual interests； like every one else the bishop swam deep in Nietzsche； Bernhardi； Houston Stewart Chamberlain； and the like； he preached several sermons upon German materialism and the astonishing decay of the German character。 He also read every newspaper he could lay his hands onlike any secular man。 He signed an address to the Russian Orthodox church； beginning 〃Brethren；〃 and he revised his impressions of the Filioque controversy。 The idea of a reunion of the two great state churches of Russia and England had always attracted him。 But
hitherto it had been a thing quite out of scale； visionary； utopian。 Now in this strange time of altered perspectives it seemed the most practicable of suggestions。 The mayor and corporation and a detachment of the special reserve in uniform came to a great intercession service； and in the palace there were two conferences of local influential people； people of the most various types； people who had never met tolerantly before； expressing now opinions of unprecedented breadth and liberality。
All this sort of thing was fresh and exciting at first； and then it began to fall into a routine and became habitual； and as it became habitual he found that old sense of detachment and futility was creeping back again。 One day he realized that indeed the whole flood and tumult of the war would be going on almost exactly as it was going on now if there had been neither cathedral nor bishop in Princhester。 It came to him that if archbishops were rolled in