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the aspern papers-第13章

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never worried at my keeping her so long away from her aunt。

She talked freely; answering questions and asking them and not

even taking advantage of certain longish pauses with which they

inevitably alternated to say she thought she had better go in。

It was almost as if she were waiting for somethingsomething I

might say to herand intended to give me my opportunity。

I was the more struck by this as she told me that her aunt

had been less well for a good many days and in a way that was

rather new。  She was weaker; at moments it seemed as if she

had no strength at all; yet more than ever before she wished

to be left alone。  That was why she had told her to come out

not even to remain in her own room; which was alongside;

she said her niece irritated her; made her nervous。

She sat still for hours together; as if she were asleep;

she had always done that; musing and dozing; but at such times

formerly she gave at intervals some small sign of life;

of interest; liking her companion to be near her with her work。

Miss Tita confided to me that at present her aunt was so

motionless that she sometimes feared she was dead; moreover she

took hardly any foodone couldn't see what she lived on。

The great thing was that she still on most days got up;

the serious job was to dress her; to wheel her out of her bedroom。

She clung to as many of her old habits as possible and she

had always; little company as they had received for years;

made a point of sitting in the parlor。



I scarcely knew what to think of all thisof Miss Tita's

sudden conversion to sociability and of the strange

circumstance that the more the old lady appeared to decline

toward her end the less she should desire to be looked after。

The story did not hang together; and I even asked myself whether

it were not a trap laid for me; the result of a design to make

me show my hand。  I could not have told why my companions

(as they could only by courtesy be called) should have this purpose

why they should try to trip up so lucrative a lodger。

At any rate I kept on my guard; so that Miss Tita should not

have occasion again to ask me if I had an arriere…pensee。

Poor woman; before we parted for the night my mind was at rest

as to HER capacity for entertaining one。



She told me more about their affairs than I had hoped;

there was no need to be prying; for it evidently drew

her out simply to feel that I listened; that I cared。

She ceased wondering why I cared; and at last; as she spoke of

the brilliant life they had led years before; she almost chattered。

It was Miss Tita who judged it brilliant; she said that when they

first came to live in Venice; years and years before (I saw

that her mind was essentially vague about dates and the order

in which events had occurred); there was scarcely a week

that they had not some visitor or did not make some delightful

passeggio in the city。  They had seen all the curiosities;

they had even been to the Lido in a boat (she spoke as if I might

think there was a way on foot); they had had a collation there;

brought in three baskets and spread out on the grass。

I asked her what people they had known and she said; Oh! very

nice onesthe Cavaliere Bombicci and the Contessa Altemura;

with whom they had had a great friendship。  Also English people

the Churtons and the Goldies and Mrs。 Stock…Stock; whom

they had loved dearly; she was dead and gone; poor dear。

That was the case with most of their pleasant circle

(this expression was Miss Tita's own); though a few were left;

which was a wonder considering how they had neglected them。

She mentioned the names of two or three Venetian old women; of a

certain doctor; very clever; who was so kindhe came as a friend;

he had really given up practice; of the avvocato Pochintesta;

who wrote beautiful poems and had addressed one to her aunt。

These people came to see them without fail every year;

usually at the capo d'anno; and of old her aunt used

to make them some little presenther aunt and she together:

small things that she; Miss Tita; made herself; like paper

lampshades or mats for the decanters of wine at dinner or those

woolen things that in cold weather were worn on the wrists。

The last few years there had not been many presents;

she could not think what to make; and her aunt had lost her

interest and never suggested。  But the people came all the same;

if the Venetians liked you once they liked you forever。



There was something affecting in the good faith of this

sketch of former social glories; the picnic at the Lido had

remained vivid through the ages; and poor Miss Tita evidently

was of the impression that she had had a brilliant youth。

She had in fact had a glimpse of the Venetian world in

its gossiping; home…keeping; parsimonious; professional walks;

for I observed for the first time that she had acquired

by contact something of the trick of the familiar;

soft…sounding; almost infantile speech of the place。

I judged that she had imbibed this invertebrate dialect

from the natural way the names of things and people

mostly purely localrose to her lips。  If she knew little

of what they represented she knew still less of anything else。

Her aunt had drawn inher failing interest in the table mats

and lampshades was a sign of thatand she had not been able

to mingle in society or to entertain it alone; so that the matter

of her reminiscences struck one as an old world altogether。

If she had not been so decent her references would have seemed

to carry one back to the queer rococo Venice of Casanova。

I found myself falling into the error of thinking of her too

as one of Jeffrey Aspern's contemporaries; this came from her

having so little in common with my own。  It was possible;

I said to myself; that she had not even heard of him;

it might very well be that Juliana had not cared to lift even

for her the veil that covered the temple of her youth。  In this

case she perhaps would not know of the existence of the papers;

and I welcomed that presumptionit made me feel more safe with her

until I remembered that we had believed the letter of disavowal

received by Cumnor to be in the handwriting of the niece。

If it had been dictated to her she had of course to know what it

was about; yet after all the effect of it was to repudiate

the idea of any connection with the poet。  I held it probable

at all events that Miss Tita had not read a word of his poetry。

Moreover if; with her companion; she had always escaped

the interviewer there was little occasion for her having

got it into her head that people were 〃after〃 the letters。

People had not been after them; inasmuch as they had not

heard of them; and Cumnor's fruitless feeler would have been

a solitary accident。



When midnight sounded Miss Tita got up; but she stopped at the door

of the house only after she had wandered two or three times

with me round the garden。  〃When shall I see you again?〃

I asked before she went in; to which she 
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