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albert savarus-第21章

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  〃But there surely is a moment when Tantalus rebels; crosses his
  arms; and defies hell; throwing up his part of the eternal dupe。
  That is what I shall come to if anything should thwart my plan;
  if; after stooping to the dust of provincial life; prowling like a
  starving tiger round these tradesmen; these electors; to secure
  their votes; if; after wrangling in these squalid cases; and
  giving them my timethe time I might have spent on Lago Maggiore;
  seeing the waters she sees; basking in her gaze; hearing her voice
  if; after all; I failed to scale the tribune and conquer the
  glory that should surround the name that is to succeed to that of
  Argaiolo! Nay; more than this; Leopold; there are days when I feel
  a heady languor; deep disgust surges up from the depths of my
  soul; especially when; abandoned to long day…dreams; I have lost
  myself in anticipation of the joys of blissful love! May it not be
  that our desire has only a certain modicum of power; and that it
  perishes; perhaps; of a too lavish effusion of its essence? For;
  after all; at this present; my life is fair; illuminated by faith;
  work; and love。

  〃Farewell; my friend; I send love to your children; and beg you to
  remember me to your excellent wife。Yours;
〃ALBERT。〃


Rosalie read this letter twice through; and its general purport was
stamped on her heart。 She suddenly saw the whole of Albert's previous
existence; for her quick intelligence threw light on all the details;
and enabled her to take it all in。 By adding this information to the
little novel published in the /Review/; she now fully understood
Albert。 Of course; she exaggerated the greatness; remarkable as it
was; of this lofty soul and potent will; and her love for Albert
thenceforth became a passion; its violence enhanced by all the
strength of her youth; the weariness of her solitude; and the unspent
energy of her character。 Love is in a young girl the effect of a
natural law; but when her craving for affection is centered in an
exceptional man; it is mingled with the enthusiasm which overflows in
a youthful heart。 Thus Mademoiselle de Watteville had in a few days
reached a morbid and very dangerous stage of enamored infatuation。 The
Baroness was much pleased with her daughter; who; being under the
spell of her absorbing thoughts; never resisted her will; seemed to be
devoted to feminine occupations; and realized her mother's ideal of a
docile daughter。

The lawyer was now engaged in Court two or three times a week。 Though
he was overwhelmed with business; he found time to attend the trials;
call on the litigious merchants; and conduct the /Review/; keeping up
his personal mystery; from the conviction that the more covert and
hidden was his influence; the more real it would be。 But he neglected
no means of success; reading up the list of electors of Besancon; and
finding out their interests; their characters; their various
friendships and antipathies。 Did ever a Cardinal hoping to be made
Pope give himself more trouble?

One evening Mariette; on coming to dress Rosalie for an evening party;
handed to her; not without many groans over this treachery; a letter
of which the address made Mademoiselle de Watteville shiver and redden
and turn pale again as she read the address:

  To Madame la Duchesse d'Argaiolo
  (nee Princesse Soderini)
    At Belgirate;
      Lago Maggiore; Italy。

In her eyes this direction blazed as the words /Mene/; /Tekel/;
/Upharsin/; did in the eyes of Belshazzar。 After concealing the
letter; Rosalie went downstairs to accompany her mother to Madame de
Chavoncourt's; and as long as the endless evening lasted; she was
tormented by remorse and scruples。 She had already felt shame at
having violated the secrecy of Albert's letter to Leopold; she had
several times asked herself whether; if he knew of her crime; infamous
inasmuch as it necessarily goes unpunished; the high…minded Albert
could esteem her。 Her conscience answered an uncompromising 〃No。〃

She had expiated her sin by self…imposed penances; she fasted; she
mortified herself by remaining on her knees; her arms outstretched for
hours; and repeating prayers all the time。 She had compelled Mariette
to similar sets of repentance; her passion was mingled with genuine
asceticism; and was all the more dangerous。

〃Shall I read that letter; shall I not?〃 she asked herself; while
listening to the Chavoncourt girls。 One was sixteen; the other
seventeen and a half。 Rosalie looked upon her two friends as mere
children because they were not secretly in love。〃If I read it;〃 she
finally decided; after hesitating for an hour between Yes and No; 〃it
shall; at any rate; be the last。 Since I have gone so far as to see
what he wrote to his friend; why should I not know what he says to
/her/? If it is a horrible crime; is it not a proof of love? Oh;
Albert! am I not your wife?〃

When Rosalie was in bed she opened the letter; dated from day to day;
so as to give the Duchess a faithful picture of Albert's life and
feelings。

〃25th。

  〃My dear Soul; all is well。 To my other conquests I have just
  added an invaluable one: I have done a service to one of the most
  influential men who work the elections。 Like the critics; who make
  other men's reputations but can never make their own; he makes
  deputies though he never can become one。 The worthy man wanted to
  show his gratitude without loosening his purse…strings by saying
  to me; 'Would you care to sit in the Chamber? I can get you
  returned as deputy。'

  〃 'If I ever make up my mind to enter on a political career;'
  replied I hypocritically; 'it would be to devote myself to the
  Comte; which I love; and where I am appreciated。'

  〃 'Well;' he said; 'we will persuade you; and through you we shall
  have weight in the Chamber; for you will distinguish yourself
  there。'

  〃And so; my beloved angel; say what you will; my perseverance will
  be rewarded。 Ere long I shall; from the high place of the French
  Tribune; come before my country; before Europe。 My name will be
  flung to you by the hundred voices of the French press。

  〃Yes; as you tell me; I was old when I came to Besancon; and
  Besancon has aged me more; but; like Sixtus V。; I shall be young
  again the day after my election。 I shall enter on my true life; my
  own sphere。 Shall we not then stand in the same line? Count
  Savaron de Savarus; Ambassador I know not where; may surely marry
  a Princess Soderini; the widow of the Duc d'Argaiolo! Triumph
  restores the youth of men who have been preserved by incessant
  struggles。 Oh; my Life! with what gladness did I fly from my
  library to my private room; to tell your portrait of this progress
  before writing to you! Yes; the votes I can command; those of the
  Vicar…General; of the persons I can oblige; and of this client;
  make my election already sure。


〃26th。

  〃We have entered on the twelfth year since that blest evening
  when; by a look; the beautiful Duchess sealed the promises made by
  the exile Francesca。 You; dear; are thirty…two; I am thirty…five;
  the dear Duke is seventy…seventhat is to say; ten y
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