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of all your creatures； the most helpless； the most miserable； is the
creature who can't see！〃
I never heard anything in all my life so pitiable and so dreadful as the
frantic suspicion and misery which tore their way out from her； in those
words。 She cut me to the heart。 I had spoken rashlyI had behaved
badlybut had I deserved this？ No！ no！ no！ I had _not_ deserved it。 I
threw myself into a chair； and burst out crying。 My tears scalded me； my
sobs choked me。 If I had had poison in my hand； I would have drunk itI
was so furious and so wretched： so hurt in my honor； so wounded at my
heart。
The only voice that answered her was Nugent's。 Reckless what the
consequences might bespeaking； in his own proper person； from the
opposite end of the roomhe asked the all…important question which no
human being had ever put to her yet。
〃Are you sure； Lucilla； that you are blind for life？〃
A dead silence followed the utterance of those words。
I brushed away the tears from my eyes； and looked up。
Oscar had beenas I supposedholding her in his arms； silently soothing
her； when his brother spoke。 At the moment when I saw her； she had just
detached herself from him。 She advanced a step； towards the part of the
room in which Nugent stoodand stopped； with her face turned towards
him。 Every faculty in her seemed to be suspended by the silent passage
into her mind of the new idea that he had called up。 Through childhood；
girlhood； womanhoodnever once； waking or dreaming； had the prospect of
restoration to sight presented itself within her range of contemplation；
until now。 Not a trace was left in her countenance of the indignation
which Nugent had roused in her； hardly more than a moment since。 Not a
sign appeared indicating a return of the nervous suffering which the
sense of his presence had inflicted on her； earlier in the day。 The one
emotion in possession of her was astonishmentastonishment that had
struck her dumb； astonishment that waited； helplessly and mechanically；
to hear more。
I observed Oscar； next。 His eyes were fixed on Lucillaabsorbed in
watching her。 He spoke to Nugent； without looking at him； animated； as it
seemed； by a vague fear for Lucilla； which was slowly developing into a
vague fear for himself
〃Mind what you are doing！〃 he said。 〃Look at her； Nugentlook at her。〃
Nugent approached his brother； circuitously； so as to place Oscar between
Lucilla and himself。
〃Have I offended you？〃 he asked。
Oscar looked at him in surprise。 〃Offended with you；〃 he answered； 〃after
what you have forgiven； and what you have suffered； for my sake？〃
〃Still；〃 persisted the other； 〃there is something wrong。〃
〃I am startled； Nugent。〃
〃Startledby what？〃
〃By the question you have just put to Lucilla。〃
〃You will understand me； and she will understand me； directly。〃
While those words were passing between the brothers； my attention
remained fixed on Lucilla。 Her head had turned slowly towards the new
position which Nugent occupied when he spoke to Oscar。 With this
exception； no other movement had escaped her。 No sense of what the two
men were saying to each other seemed to have entered her mind。 To all
appearance she had heard nothing； since Nugent had started the first
doubt in her whether she was blind for life。
〃Speak to her；〃 I said。 〃For God's sake； don't keep her in suspense；
_now！_〃
Nugent spoke。
〃You have had reason to be offended with me； Lucilla。 Let me； if I can；
give you reason to be grateful to me； before I have done。 When I was in
New York； I became acquainted with a German surgeon； who had made a
reputation and a fortune in America by his skill in treating diseases of
the eye。 He had been especially successful in curing cases of blindness
given up as hopeless by other surgeons。 I mentioned your case to him。 He
could say nothing positively （as a matter of course） without examining
you。 All he could do was to place his services at my disposal； when he
came to England。 I for one； Lucilla； decline to consider you blind for
life； until this skillful man sees no more hope for you than the English
surgeons have seen。 If there is the faintest chance still left of
restoring your sight； his is； I firmly believe； the one hand that can do
it。 He is now in England。 Say the wordand I will bring him to
Dimchurch。〃
She slowly lifted her hands to her head； and held it as if she was
holding her reason in its place。 Her color changed from pale to redfrom
red to pale once more。 She drew a long； deep； heavy breathand dropped
her hands again； recovering from the shock。 The change that followed；
held us all three breathless。 It was beautiful to see her。 It was awful
to see her。 A mute ecstasy of hope transfigured her face； a heavenly
smile played serenely on her lips。 She was among us； and yet apart from
us。 In the still light of evening； shining in on her from the window； she
stood absorbed in her own rapturethe silent creature of another sphere！
There was a moment when she overcame me with admiration； and another
moment when she overcame me with fear。 Both the men felt it。 Both signed
to me to speak to her first。
I advanced a few steps。 I tried to consider with myself what I should
say。 It was useless。 I could neither think nor speak。 I could only look
at her。 I could only say； nervously
〃Lucilla！〃
She came back to the worldshe came back to _us_with a little start；
and a faint flush of color in her cheeks。 She turned herself towards the
place from which I had spoken； and whispered
〃Come！〃
In a moment； my arms were round her。 Her head sank on my bosom。 We were
reconciled without a word。 We were friends again； sisters again； in an
instant。
〃Have I been fainting？ have I been sleeping？〃 she said to me in low；
bewildered tones。 〃Am I just awake？ Is this Browndown？〃 She suddenly
lifted her head。 〃Nugent！ are you there？〃
〃Yes。〃
She gently withdrew herself from me； and approached Nugent。
〃Did you speak to me just now？ Was it you who put the doubt into my mind；
whether I am really doomed to be blind for life？ Surely； I have not
fancied it？ Surely； you said the man was coming； and the time coming？〃
Her voice suddenly rose。 〃The man who may cure me！ the time when I may
see！〃
〃I said it； Lucilla。 I meant it； Lucilla。〃
〃Oscar！ Oscar！！ Oscar！！！〃
I stepped forward to lead her to him。 Nugent touched me； and pointed to
Oscar； as I took her hand。 He was standing before the glasswith an
expression of despair which I see again while I write these lineshe was
standing close to the glass； looking in silence at the hideous reflection
of his face。 In sheer pity； I hesitated to take her to him。 She stepped
forward； and； stretching out her hand； touched his shoulder。 The
reflection of _her_ charming face appeared behind _his_ face in the
glass。 She raised herself on tiptoe； with both hands on him； and said；
〃The time is coming； my darling； when I may see You！〃
With a cry of joy； she drew his face to her； and kissed him on the
forehead。 His head fell on his breast when she released it： he covered
his face with his hands； and stifled； for the moment； all outward
expression of the pang that wrung him。 I drew her ra