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the crusade of the excelsior-第33章

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words。  I will fetch you from yonder slope in time for the evening

refection。〃



Hurlstone bowed his head and turned his irresolute feet towards the

upper extremity of the garden; indicated by the priest; which

seemed to offer more seclusion and security than the avenue of

pear…trees。  He was dazed and benumbed。  The old dogged impulses of

self…destructionrevived by the priest's reproaches; but checked

by the vision of his dead and forgotten father; which the priest's

words had called upgave way; in turn; to his former despair。

With it came a craving for peace and rest so insidious that in some

vague fear of yielding to it he quickened his pace; as if to

increase his distance from the church and its apostle。  He was

almost out of breath when he reached the summit; and turned to look

back upon the Mission buildings and the straggling street of the

pueblo; which now for the first time he saw skirted the wall of the

garden in its descent towards the sea。  He had not known the full

extent of Todos Santos before; when he swam ashore he had landed

under a crumbling outwork of the fort; he gazed now with curious

interest over the hamlet that might have been his home。  He looked

over the red…tiled roofs; and further on to the shining bay; shut

in by the impenetrable rampart of fog。  He might have found rest

and oblivion here but for the intrusion of those fellow…passengers

to share his exile and make it intolerable。  How he hated and

loathed them all!  Yet the next moment he found himself

scrutinizing the street and plaza below him for a glimpse of his

countrywomen; whom he knew were still in the town or vainly

endeavoring to locate their habitation among the red…tiled roofs。

And that frank; clear…eyed girlMiss Keene!she who had seemed to

vaguely pity himshe was somewhere here tooselected by the irony

of fate to be his confederate!  He could not help thinking of her

beauty and kindness now; with a vague curiosity that was half an

uneasiness。  It had not struck him before; but if he were to accept

the ridiculous attitude forced upon him by Todos Santos; its

absurdity; as well as its responsibility; would become less odious

by sharing it with another。  Perhaps it might be to HER advantage

and if so; would he be justified in exposing its absurdity?  He

would have to see her firstand if he did; how would he explain

his real position?  A returning wave of bitterness threw him back

into his old despair。



The twilight had slowly gathered over the view as he gazedor;

rather a luminous concentration above the pueblo and bay had left

the outer circle of fog denser and darker。  Emboldened by the

apparent desertion of the Embarcadero; he began to retrace his

steps down the slope; keeping close to the wall so as to avoid

passing before the church again; or a closer contact with the

gardener among the vines。  In this way he reached the path he had

skirted the night before; and stopped almost under the shadow of

the Alcalde's house。  It was here he had rested and hidden;here

he had tasted the first sweets of isolation and oblivion in the

dreamy garden;here he had looked forward to peace with the

passing of the ship;and now?  The sound of voices and laughter

suddenly grated upon his ear。  He had heard those voices before。

Their distinctness startled him until he became aware that he was

standing before a broken; half…rotting door that permitted a

glimpse of the courtyard of the neighboring house。  He glided

quickly past it without pausing; but in that glimpse beheld Mrs。

Brimmer and Miss Chubb half reclining in the corridorin the

attitude he had often seen them on the deck of the shiptalking

and laughing with a group of Mexican gallants。  A feeling of

inconceivable loathing and aversion took possession of him。  Was it

to THIS he was returning after his despairing search for oblivion?

Their empty; idle laughter seemed to ring mockingly in his ears as

he hurried on; scarce knowing whither; until he paused before the

broken cactus hedge and crumbling wall that faced the Embarcadero。

A glance over the hedge showed him that the strip of beach was

deserted。  He looked up the narrow street; it was empty。  A few

rapid strides across it gained him the shadow of the sea…wall of

the Presidio; unchecked and unhindered。  The ebbing tide had left a

foot or two of narrow shingle between the sea and the wall。  He

crept along this until; a hundred yards distant; the sea…wall

reentered inland around a bastion at the entrance of a moat half

filled at high tide by the waters of the bay; but now a ditch of

shallow pools; sand; and debris。  He leaned against the bastion;

and looked over the softly darkening water。



How quiet it looked; and; under that vaporous veil; how profound

and inscrutable!  How easy to slip into its all…embracing arms; and

sink into its yielding bosom; leaving behind no stain; trace; or

record!  A surer oblivion than the Church; which could not absolve

memory; grant forgetfulness; nor even hide the ghastly footprints

of its occupants。  Here was obliteration。  But was he sure of that?

He thought of the body of the murdered Peruvian; laid out at the

feet of the Council by this same fickle and uncertain sea; he

thought of his own distorted face subjected to the cold curiosity

of these aliens or the contemptuous pity of his countrymen。  But

that could be avoided。  It was easy for hima good swimmerto

reach a point far enough out in the channel for the ebbing tides to

carry him past that barrier of fog into the open and obliterating

ocean。  And then; at least; it might seem as if he had attempted to

ESCAPEindeed; if he cared; he might be able to keep afloat until

he was picked up by some passing vessel; bound to a distant land!

The self…delusion pleased him; and seemed to add the clinching

argument to his resolution。  It was not suicide; it was escape

certainly no more than escapehe intended!  And this miserable

sophism of self…apology; the last flashes of expiring conscience;

helped to light up his pale; determined face with satisfaction。  He

began coolly to divest himself of his coat。



What was that?the sound of some dislodged stones splashing in one

of the pools further up!  He glanced hurriedly round the wall of

the bastion。  A figure crouching against the side of the ditch; as

if concealing itself from observation on the glacis above; was

slowly approaching the sea。  Suddenly; when within a hundred yards

of Hurlstone; it turned; crossed the ditch; rapidly mounted its

crumbling sides; and disappeared over the crest。  But in that

hurried glimpse he had recognized Captain Bunker!



The sudden and mysterious apparition of this man produced on

Hurlstone an effect that the most violent opposition could not have

created。  Without a thought of the terrible purpose it had

interrupted; and obeying some stronger instinct that had seized

him; he dashed down into the ditch and up to the crest again after

Captain Bunker。  But he had c
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