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cheeks; and fell upon the child at her breast。 So hard is it to give
up illusions sanctioned by family feeling; illusions that have grown
with our growth; that Eve had doubted Eugene de Rastignac。 She would
rather hear a true friend's account of her brother。 Lucien had given
them d'Arthez's address in the days when he was full of enthusiasm for
the brotherhood; she wrote a pathetic letter to d'Arthez; and received
the following reply:

  D'Arthez to Mme。 Sechard。

  〃MADAME;You ask me to tell you the truth about the life that
  your brother is leading in Paris; you are anxious for
  enlightenment as to his prospects; and to encourage a frank answer
  on my part; you repeat certain things that M。 de Rastignac has
  told you; asking me if they are true。 With regard to the purely
  personal matter; madame; M。 de Rastignac's confidences must be
  corrected in Lucien's favor。 Your brother wrote a criticism of my
  book; and brought it to me in remorse; telling me that he could
  not bring himself to publish it; although obedience to the orders
  of his party might endanger one who was very dear to him。 Alas!
  madame; a man of letters must needs comprehend all passions; since
  it is his pride to express them; I understood that where a
  mistress and a friend are involved; the friend is inevitably
  sacrificed。 I smoothed your brother's way; I corrected his
  murderous article myself; and gave it my full approval。

  〃You ask whether Lucien has kept my friendship and esteem; to this
  it is difficult to make an answer。 Your brother is on a road that
  leads him to ruin。 At this moment I still feel sorry for him;
  before long I shall have forgotten him; of set purpose; not so
  much on account of what he has done already as for that which he
  inevitably will do。 Your Lucien is not a poet; he has the poetic
  temper; he dreams; he does not think; he spends himself in
  emotion; he does not create。 He is; in factpermit me to say it
  a womanish creature that loves to shine; the Frenchman's great
  failing。 Lucien will always sacrifice his best friend for the
  pleasure of displaying his own wit。 He would not hesitate to sign
  a pact with the Devil to…morrow if so he might secure a few years
  of luxurious and glorious life。 Nay; has he not done worse
  already? He has bartered his future for the short…lived delights
  of living openly with an actress。 So far; he has not seen the
  dangers of his position; the girl's youth and beauty and devotion
  (for she worships him) have closed his eyes to the truth; he
  cannot see that no glory or success or fortune can induce the 
  world to accept the position。 Very well; as it is now; so it will
  be with each new temptationyour brother will not look beyond the
  enjoyment of the moment。 Do not be alarmed: Lucien will never go
  so far as a crime; he has not the strength of character; but he
  would take the fruits of a crime; he would share the benefit but
  not the riska thing that seems abhorrent to the whole world;
  even to scoundrels。 Oh; he would despise himself; he would repent;
  but bring him once more to the test; and he would fail again; for
  he is weak of will; he cannot resist the allurements of pleasure;
  nor forego the least of his ambitions。 He is indolent; like all
  who would fain be poets; he thinks it clever to juggle with the
  difficulties of life instead of facing and overcoming them。 He
  will be brave at one time; cowardly at another; and deserves
  neither credit for his courage; nor blame for his cowardice。
  Lucien is like a harp with strings that are slackened or tightened
  by the atmosphere。 He might write a great book in a glad or angry
  mood; and care nothing for the success that he had desired for so
  long。

  〃When he first came to Paris he fell under the influence of an
  unprincipled young fellow; and was dazzled by his companion's
  adroitness and experience in the difficulties of a literary life。
  This juggler completely bewitched Lucien; he dragged him into a
  life which a man cannot lead and respect himself; and; unluckily
  for Lucien; love shed its magic over the path。 The admiration that
  is given too readily is a sign of want of judgment; a poet ought
  not to be paid in the same coin as a dancer on the tight…rope。 We
  all felt hurt when intrigue and literary rascality were preferred
  to the courage and honor of those who counseled Lucien rather to
  face the battle than to filch success; to spring down into the
  arena rather than become a trumpet in the orchestra。

  〃Society; madame; oddly enough; shows plentiful indulgence to
  young men of Lucien's stamp; they are popular; the world is
  fascinated by their external gifts and good looks。 Nothing is
  asked of them; all their sins are forgiven; they are treated like
  perfect natures; others are blind to their defects; they are the
  world's spoiled children。 And; on the other hand; the world is
  stern beyond measure to strong and complete natures。 Perhaps in
  this apparently flagrant injustice society acts sublimely; taking
  a harlequin at his just worth; asking nothing of him but
  amusement; promptly forgetting him; and asking divine great deeds
  of those before whom she bends the knee。 Everything is judged by
  laws of its being; the diamond must be flawless; the ephemeral
  creation of fashion may be flimsy; bizarre; inconsequent。 So
  Lucien may perhaps succeed to admiration in spite of his mistakes;
  he has only to profit by some happy vein or to be among good
  companions; but if an evil angel crosses his path; he will go to
  the very depths of hell。 'Tis a brilliant assemblage of good
  qualities embroidered upon too slight a tissue; time wears the
  flowers away till nothing but the web is left; and if that is poor
  stuff; you behold a rag at the last。 So long as Lucien is young;
  people will like him; but where will he be as a man of thirty?
  That is the question which those who love him sincerely are bound
  to ask themselves。 If I alone had come to think in this way of
  Lucien; I might perhaps have spared you the pain which my plain
  speaking will give you; but to evade the questions put by your
  anxiety; and to answer a cry of anguish like your letter with
  commonplaces; seemed to me alike unworthy of you and of me; whom
  you esteem too highly; and besides; those of my friends who knew
  Lucien are unanimous in their judgment。 So it appeared to me to be
  a duty to put the truth before you; terrible though it may be。
  Anything may be expected of Lucien; anything good or evil。 That is
  our opinion; and this letter is summed up in that sentence。 If the
  vicissitudes of his present way of life (a very wretched and
  slippery one) should bring the poet back to you; use all your
  influence to keep him among you; for until his character has
  acquired stability; Paris will not be safe for him。 He used to
  speak of you; you and your husband; as his guardian angels; he has
  forgotten you; no doubt; but he will remember you again when
  tossed by tempest; with no refuge left to him but his home。 Keep
  your heart for him; madame; he will need it。
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