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and; as for all the rest; there was nothing to regret
for half an instant。 Maria's intelligence concluded
with a tender effusion of pity for her sister Anne;
whom she represented as insupportably cross; from being
excluded the party。
〃She will never forgive me; I am sure; but; you know;
how could I help it? John would have me go; for he vowed he
would not drive her; because she had such thick ankles。
I dare say she will not be in good humour again this month;
but I am determined I will not be cross; it is not a little
matter that puts me out of temper。〃
Isabella now entered the room with so eager a step;
and a look of such happy importance; as engaged all her
friend's notice。 Maria was without ceremony sent away;
and Isabella; embracing Catherine; thus began: 〃Yes;
my dear Catherine; it is so indeed; your penetration has
not deceived you。 Oh! That arch eye of yours! It sees
through everything。〃
Catherine replied only by a look of wondering ignorance。
〃Nay; my beloved; sweetest friend;〃 continued the other;
〃compose yourself。 I am amazingly agitated; as you perceive。
Let us sit down and talk in comfort。 Well; and so you
guessed it the moment you had my note? Sly creature!
Oh! My dear Catherine; you alone; who know my heart;
can judge of my present happiness。 Your brother is the most
charming of men。 I only wish I were more worthy of him。
But what will your excellent father and mother say? Oh!
Heavens! When I think of them I am so agitated!〃
Catherine's understanding began to awake: an idea
of the truth suddenly darted into her mind; and; with the
natural blush of so new an emotion; she cried out;
〃Good heaven! My dear Isabella; what do you mean? Can
youcan you really be in love with James?〃
This bold surmise; however; she soon learnt
comprehended but half the fact。 The anxious affection;
which she was accused of having continually watched
in Isabella's every look and action; had; in the course
of their yesterday's party; received the delightful
confession of an equal love。 Her heart and faith were
alike engaged to James。 Never had Catherine listened
to anything so full of interest; wonder; and joy。
Her brother and her friend engaged! New to such circumstances;
the importance of it appeared unspeakably great; and she
contemplated it as one of those grand events; of which
the ordinary course of life can hardly afford a return。
The strength of her feelings she could not express;
the nature of them; however; contented her friend。
The happiness of having such a sister was their first effusion;
and the fair ladies mingled in embraces and tears of joy。
Delighting; however; as Catherine sincerely did
in the prospect of the connection; it must be acknowledged
that Isabella far surpassed her in tender anticipations。
〃You will be so infinitely dearer to me; my Catherine;
than either Anne or Maria: I feel that I shall be so much
more attached to my dear Morland's family than to my own。〃
This was a pitch of friendship beyond Catherine。
〃You are so like your dear brother;〃 continued Isabella;
〃that I quite doted on you the first moment I saw you。
But so it always is with me; the first moment
settles everything。 The very first day that Morland came
to us last Christmasthe very first moment I beheld
himmy heart was irrecoverably gone。 I remember I wore
my yellow gown; with my hair done up in braids; and when I
came into the drawing…room; and John introduced him;
I thought I never saw anybody so handsome before。〃
Here Catherine secretly acknowledged the power
of love; for; though exceedingly fond of her brother;
and partial to all his endowments; she had never in her
life thought him handsome。
〃I remember too; Miss Andrews drank tea with us
that evening; and wore her puce…coloured sarsenet;
and she looked so heavenly that I thought your brother
must certainly fall in love with her; I could not sleep
a wink all right for thinking of it。 Oh! Catherine;
the many sleepless nights I have had on your brother's
account! I would not have you suffer half what I have done!
I am grown wretchedly thin; I know; but I will not pain
you by describing my anxiety; you have seen enough of it。
I feel that I have betrayed myself perpetuallyso unguarded
in speaking of my partiality for the church! But my secret
I was always sure would be safe with you。〃
Catherine felt that nothing could have been safer;
but ashamed of an ignorance little expected; she dared
no longer contest the point; nor refuse to have been
as full of arch penetration and affectionate sympathy
as Isabella chose to consider her。 Her brother; she found;
was preparing to set off with all speed to Fullerton;
to make known his situation and ask consent; and here was
a source of some real agitation to the mind of Isabella。
Catherine endeavoured to persuade her; as she was
herself persuaded; that her father and mother would
never oppose their son's wishes。 〃It is impossible;〃
said she; 〃for parents to be more kind; or more desirous
of their children's happiness; I have no doubt of their
consenting immediately。〃
〃Morland says exactly the same;〃 replied Isabella;
〃and yet I dare not expect it; my fortune will be so small;
they never can consent to it。 Your brother; who might
marry anybody!〃
Here Catherine again discerned the force of love。
〃Indeed; Isabella; you are too humble。 The difference
of fortune can be nothing to signify。〃
〃Oh! My sweet Catherine; in your generous heart I
know it would signify nothing; but we must not expect
such disinterestedness in many。 As for myself; I am sure
I only wish our situations were reversed。 Had I the
command of millions; were I mistress of the whole world;
your brother would be my only choice。〃
This charming sentiment; recommended as much by sense
as novelty; gave Catherine a most pleasing remembrance of all
the heroines of her acquaintance; and she thought her friend
never looked more lovely than in uttering the grand idea。
〃I am sure they will consent;〃 was her frequent declaration;
〃I am sure they will be delighted with you。〃
〃For my own part;〃 said Isabella; 〃my wishes are so moderate
that the smallest income in nature would be enough for me。
Where people are really attached; poverty itself is weal