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e mental eyes of hers； and he had let her suppose something that could n't fail to rankle in her mind and torment it。 'You have let her suppose；' I said； 'that you were thinking of me； and the poor girl has been jealous of me。 I know it； but from nothing she herself has said。 She has said nothing； she has been too proud and too considerate。 If you don't think that 's to her honor； I do。 She has had a chance every day for a week； but she has treated me without a grain of spite。 I have appreciated it； I have understood it； and it has touched me very much。 It ought to touch you； Mr。 Wright。 When she heard I was engaged to Mr。 Longueville； it gave her an immense relief。 And yet； at the same moment you were protesting； and denouncing； and saying those horrible things about her！ I know how she appears she likes admiration。 But the admiration in the world which she would most delight in just now would be yours。 She plays with Captain Lovelock as a child does with a wooden harlequin； she pulls a string and he throws up his arms and legs。 She has about as much intention of eloping with him as a little girl might have of eloping with a pasteboard Jim Crow。 If you were to have a frank explanation with her； Blanche would very soon throw Jim Crow out of the window。 I very humbly entreat you to cease thinking of me。 I don't know what wrong you have ever done me； or what kindness I have ever done you； that you should feel obliged to trouble your head about me。 You see all I amI tell you now。 I am nothing in the least remarkable。 As for your thinking ill of me at Baden； I never knew it nor cared about it。 If it had been so； you see how I should have got over it。 Dear Mr。 Wright； we might be such good friends； if you would only believe me。 She 's so pretty； so charming； so universally admired。 You said just now you had bored me； but it 's nothingin spite of all the compliments you have paid me to the way I have bored you。 If she could only know it that I have bored you！ Let her see for half an hour that I am out of your mindthe rest will take care of itself。 She might so easily have made a quarrel with me。 The way she has behaved to me is one of the prettiest things I have ever seen； and you shall see the way I shall always behave to her！ Don't think it necessary to say out of politeness that I have not bored you； it is not in the least necessary。 You know perfectly well that you are disappointed in the charm of my society。 And I have done my best； too。 I can honestly affirm that！' For some time he said nothing； and then he remarked that I was very clever； but he did n't see a word of sense in what I said。 'It only proves；' I said； 'that the merit of my conversation is smaller than you had taken it into your head to fancy。 But I have done you good； all the same。 Don't contradict me； you don't know yet； and it 's too late for us to argue about it。 You will tell me to…morrow。'〃
CHAPTER XXX
Some three evenings after he received this last report of the progress of affairs in Paris； Bernard； upon whom the burden of exile sat none the more lightly as the days went on； turned out of the Strand into one of the theatres。 He had been gloomily pushing his way through the various London densities the November fog； the nocturnal darkness； the jostling crowd。 He was too restless to do anything but walk； and he had been saying to himself； for the thousandth time； that if he had been guilty of a misdemeanor in succumbing to the attractions of the admirable girl who showed to such advantage in letters of twelve pages； his fault was richly expiated by these days of impatience and bereavement。 He gave little heed to the play； his thoughts were elsewhere； and； while they rambled； his eyes wandered round the house。 Suddenly； on the other side of it； he beheld Captain Lovelock； seated squarely in his orchestra…stall； but； if Bernard was not mistaken； paying as little attention to the stage as he himself had done。 The Captain's eyes； it is true； were fixed upon the scene； his head was bent a little； his magnificent beard rippled over the expanse of his shirt…front。 But Bernard was not slow to see that his gaze was heavy and opaque； and that； though he was staring at the actresses； their charms were lost upon him。 He saw that； like himself； poor Lovelock had matter for reflection in his manly breast； and he concluded that Blanche's ponderous swain was also suffering from a sense of disjunction。 Lovelock sat in the same posture all the evening； and that his imagination had not projected itself into the play was proved by the fact that during the entractes he gazed with the same dull fixedness at the curtain。 Bernard forebore to interrupt him； we know that he was not at this moment socially inclined； and he judged that the Captain was as little so； inasmuch as causes even more imperious than those which had operated in his own case must have been at the bottom of his sudden appearance in London。 On leaving the theatre； however； Bernard found himself detained with the crowd in the vestibule near the door； which； wide open to the street； was a scene of agitation and confusion。 It had come on to rain； and the raw dampness mingled itself with the dusky uproar of the Strand。 At last； among the press of people； as he was passing out； our hero became aware that he had been brought into contact with Lovelock； who was walking just beside him。 At the same moment Lovelock noticed him looked at him for an instant； and then looked away。 But he looked back again the next instant； and the two men then uttered that inarticulate and inexpressive exclamation which passes for a sign of greeting among gentlemen of the Anglo…Saxon race； in their moments of more acute self…consciousness。
〃Oh； are you here？〃 said Bernard。 〃I thought you were in Paris。〃
〃No； I ain't in Paris；〃 Lovelock answered with some dryness。 〃Tired of the beastly hole！〃
〃Oh； I see；〃 said Bernard。 〃Excuse me while I put up my umbrella。〃
He put up his umbrella； and from under it； the next moment； he saw the Captain waving two fingers at him out of the front of a hansom。 When he returned to his hotel he found on his table a letter superscribed in Gordon Wright's hand。 This communication ran as follows：
〃I believe you are making a fool of me。 In Heaven's name； come back to Paris！ G。 W。〃
Bernard hardly knew whether to regard these few words as a further declaration of war； or as an overture to peace； but he lost no time in complying with the summons they conveyed。 He started for Paris the next morning； and in the evening； after he had removed the dust of his journey and swallowed a hasty dinner； he rang at Mrs。 Vivian's door。 This lady and her daughter gave him a welcome whichI will not say satisfied him； but which； at least； did something toward soothing the still unhealed wounds of separation。
〃And what is the news of Gordon？〃 he presently asked。
〃We have not seen him in three days；〃 said Angela。
〃He is cured； dear Bernard； he must be。 Angela has been wonderful；〃 Mrs。 Vivian declared。
〃You should have seen mamma with Blanche；〃 her daughter said； smiling。 〃It was most remarkable。〃
Mrs。 Vivian smiled； too； very gently。
〃Dear little Blanche！ Ca