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my husband； of course。 My dear Mrs。 Vivian； of course I ought to bring you some pretty message from Gordon that he is dying to come and see you； only that he had nineteen letters to write and that he could n't possibly stir from his fireside。 I suppose a good wife ought to invent excuses for her husband ought to throw herself into the breach； is n't that what they call it？ But I am afraid I am not a good wife。 Do you think I am a good wife； Mr。 Longueville？ You once stayed three months with us； and you had a chance to see。 I don't ask you that seriously； because you never tell the truth。 I always do； so I will say I am not a good wife。 And then the breach is too big； and I am too little。 Oh； I am too little； Mrs。 Vivian； I know I am too little。 I am the smallest woman living； Gordon can scarcely see me with a microscope； and I believe he has the most powerful one in America。 He is going to get another here； that is one of the things he came abroad for； perhaps it will do better。 I do tell the truth； don't I； Mrs。 Vivian？ I have that merit； if I have n't any other。 You once told me so at Baden； you said you could say one thing for me； at any rate that I did n't tell fibs。 You were very nice to me at Baden；〃 Blanche went on； with her little intent smile； laying her hand in that of her hostess。 〃You see； I have never forgotten it。 So； to keep up my reputation； I must tell the truth about Gordon。 He simply said he would n't comevoila！ He gave no reason and he did n't send you any pretty message。 He simply declined； and he went out somewhere else。 So you see he is n't writing letters。 I don't know where he can have gone； perhaps he has gone to the theatre。 I know it is n't proper to go to the theatre on Sunday evening； but they say charity begins at home； and as Gordon's does n't begin at home； perhaps it does n't begin anywhere。 I told him that if he would n't come with me I would come alone； and he said I might do as I chosethat he was not in a humor for making visits。 I wanted to come to you very much； I had been thinking about it all day； and I am so fond of a visit like this in the evening； without being invited。 Then I thought perhaps you had a salon does n't every one in Paris have a salon？ I tried to have a salon in New York； only Gordon said it would n't do。 He said it was n't in our manners。 Is this a salon to…night； Mrs。 Vivian？ Oh； do say it is； I should like so much to see Captain Lovelock in a salon！ By good fortune he happened to have been dining with us； so I told him he must bring me here。 I told you I would explain； Captain Lovelock；〃 she added； 〃and I hope you think I have made it clear。〃
The Captain had turned very red during this wandering discourse。 He sat pulling his beard and shifting the position which； with his stalwart person； he had taken up on a little gilded chaira piece of furniture which every now and then gave a delicate creak。
〃I always understand you well enough till you begin to explain；〃 he rejoined； with a candid； even if embarrassed； laugh。 〃Then； by Jove； I 'm quite in the woods。 You see such a lot more in things than most people。 Does n't she； Miss Vivian？〃
〃Blanche has a fine imagination；〃 said Angela； smiling frankly at the charming visitor。
When Blanche was fairly adrift upon the current of her articulate reflections； it was the habit of her companionsindeed； it was a sort of tacit agreement among themsimply to make a circle and admire。 They sat about and looked at heryawning； perhaps； a little at times； but on the whole very well entertained； and often exchanging a smiling commentary with each other。 She looked at them； smiled at them each； in succession。 Every one had his turn； and this always helped to give Blanche an audience。 Incoherent and aimless as much of her talk was； she never looked prettier than in the attitude of improvisation or rather； I should say； than in the hundred attitudes which she assumed at such a time。 Perpetually moving； she was yet constantly graceful； and while she twisted her body and turned her head； with charming hands that never ceased to gesticulate； and little； conscious； brilliant eyes that looked everywhere at onceeyes that seemed to chatter even faster than her lips she made you forget the nonsense she poured forth； or think of it only as a part of her personal picturesqueness。 The thing was a regular performance； the practice of unlimited chatter had made her perfect。 She rested upon her audience and held it together； and the sight of half a dozen pairs of amused and fascinated faces led her from one piece of folly to another。 On this occasion； her audience was far from failing her； for they were all greatly interested。 Captain Lovelock's interest； as we know； was chronic； and our three other friends were much occupied with a matter with which Blanche was intimately connected。 Bernard； as he listened to her； smiling mechanically； was not encouraged。 He remembered what Mrs。 Vivian had said shortly before she came in； and it was not pleasant to him to think that Gordon had been occupied half the day in contrasting the finest girl in the world with this magnified butterfly。 The contrast was sufficiently striking as Angela sat there near her； very still； bending her handsome head a little； with her hands crossed in her lap； and on her lips a kind but inscrutable smile。 Mrs。 Vivian was on the sofa next to Blanche； one of whose hands； when it was not otherwise occupied； she occasionally took into her own。
〃Dear little Blanche！〃 she softly murmured； at intervals。
These few remarks represent a longer pause than Mrs。 Gordon often suffered to occur。 She continued to deliver herself upon a hundred topics； and it hardly matters where we take her up。
〃I have n't the least idea what we are going to do。 I have nothing to say about it whatever。 Gordon tells me every day I must decide； and then I ask Captain Lovelock what he thinks； because； you see； he always thinks a great deal。 Captain Lovelock says he does n't care a figthat he will go wherever I go。 So you see that does n't carry us very far。 I want to settle on some place where Captain Lovelock won't go； but he won't help me at all。 I think it will look better for him not to follow us； don't you think it will look better； Mrs。 Vivian？ Not that I care in the least where we go or whether Captain Lovelock follows us； either。 I don't take any interest in anything； Mrs。 Vivian； don't you think that is very sad？ Gordon may go anywhere he likesto St。 Petersburg； or to Bombay。〃
〃You might go to a worse place than Bombay；〃 said Captain Lovelock； speaking with the authority of an Anglo…Indian rich in reminiscences。
Blanche gave him a little stare。
〃Ah well； that 's knocked on the head！ From the way you speak of it； I think you would come after us； and the more I think of that； the more I see it would n't do。 But we have got to go to some southern place； because I am very unwell。 I have n't the least idea what 's the matter with me； and neither has any one else； but that does n't make any difference。 It 's settled that I am out of health。 One might as well be out of it as in it； for all the advantage it is。 If you are out of health； at any rate you can co