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have heard。 I don't ask you；〃 Lovelock continued〃I don't care a damn whether she has or not。 She 's a devilish charming girl； and I don't mind telling you I 'm hit。 I stand no chanceI know I stand no chance。 Mrs。 Vivian 's down on me； and； by Jove； Mrs。 Vivian 's right。 I 'm not the husband to pick out for a young woman of expensive habits and no expectations。 Gordon Wright's the sort of young man that 's wanted； and； hang me； if Mrs。 Vivian did n't want him so much for her own daughter； I believe she 'd try and bag him for the little one。 Gad； I believe that to keep me off she would like to cut him in two and give half to each of them！ I 'm afraid of that little woman。 She has got a little voice like a screw…driver。 But for all that； if I could get away from this cursed place； I would keep the girl in sight hang me if I would n't！ I 'd cut the racesdash me if I would n't！ But I 'm in pawn； if you know what that means。 I owe a beastly lot of money at the inn； and that impudent little beggar of a landlord won't let me out of his sight。 The luck 's dead against me at those filthy tables； I have n't won a farthing in three weeks。 I wrote to my brother the other day； and this morning I got an answer from him a cursed； canting letter of good advice； remarking that he had already paid my debts seven times。 It does n't happen to be seven； it 's only six； or six and a half！ Does he expect me to spend the rest of my life at the Hotel de Hollande？ Perhaps he would like me to engage as a waiter there and pay it off by serving at the table d'hote。 It would be convenient for him the next time he comes abroad with his seven daughters and two governesses。 I hate the smell of their beastly table d'hote！ You 're sorry I 'm hard up？ I 'm sure I 'm much obliged to you。 Can you be of any service？ My dear fellow； if you are bent on throwing your money about the place I 'm not the man to stop you。〃 Bernard's winnings of the previous night were burning a hole； as the phrase is； in his pocket。 Ten thousand francs had never before seemed to him so heavy a load to carry； and to lighten the weight of his good luck by lending fifty pounds to a less fortunate fellow…player was an operation that not only gratified his good…nature but strongly commended itself to his conscience。 His conscience； however； made its conditions。 〃My dear Longueville；〃 Lovelock went on； 〃I have always gone in for family feeling； early associations； and all that sort of thing。 That 's what made me confide my difficulties to Dovedale。 But； upon my honor； you remind me of the good Samaritan； or that sort of person； you are fonder of me than my own brother！ I 'll take fifty pounds with pleasure； thank you； and you shall have them again at the earliest opportunity。 My earliest convenience will that do？ Damn it； it is a convenience； is n't it？ You make your conditions。 My dear fellow； I accept them in advance。 That I 'm not to follow up Miss Eversis that what you mean？ Have you been commissioned by the family to buy me off？ It 's devilish cruel to take advantage of my poverty！ Though I 'm poor； I 'm honest。 But I am honest； my dear Longueville； that 's the point。 I 'll give you my word； and I 'll keep it。 I won't go near that girl againI won't think of her till I 've got rid of your fifty pounds。 It 's a dreadful encouragement to extravagance； but that 's your lookout。 I 'll stop for their beastly races and the young lady shall be sacred。〃
Longueville called the next morning at Mrs。 Vivian's； and learned that the three ladies had left Baden by the early train； a couple of hours before。 This fact produced in his mind a variety of emotionssurprise； annoyance； embarrassment。 In spite of his effort to think it natural they should go； he found something precipitate and inexplicable in the manner of their going； and he declared to himself that one of the party； at least； had been unkind and ungracious in not giving him a chance to say good…bye。 He took refuge by anticipation； as it were； in this reflection； whenever； for the next three or four days； he foresaw himself stopping short； as he had done before； and asking himself whether he had done an injury to Angela Vivian。 This was an idle and unpractical question； inasmuch as the answer was not forthcoming； whereas it was quite simple and conclusive to say； without the note of interrogation； that she was； in spite of many attractive points； an abrupt and capricious young woman。 During the three or four days in question； Bernard lingered on at Baden； uncertain what to do or where to go； feeling as if he had received a sudden check a sort of spiritual snubwhich arrested the accumulation of motive。 Lovelock； also； whom Bernard saw every day； appeared to think that destiny had given him a slap in the face； for he had not enjoyed the satisfaction of a last interview with Miss Evers。
〃I thought she might have written me a note；〃 said the Captain； 〃but it appears she does n't write。 Some girls don't write； you know。〃
Bernard remarked that it was possible Lovelock would still have news of Miss Blanche； and before he left Baden he learned that she had addressed her forsaken swain a charming little note from Lausanne； where the three ladies had paused in their flight from Baden； and where Mrs。 Vivian had decreed that for the present they should remain。
〃I 'm devilish glad she writes；〃 said Captain Lovelock； 〃some girls do write； you know。〃
Blanche found Lausanne most horrid after Baden； for whose delights she languished。 The delights of Baden； however； were not obvious just now to her correspondent； who had taken Bernard's fifty pounds into the Kursaal and left them there。 Bernard； on learning his misfortune； lent him another fifty； with which he performed a second series of unsuccessful experiments； and our hero was not at his ease until he had passed over to his luckless friend the whole amount of his own winnings； every penny of which found its way through Captain Lovelock's fingers back into the bank。 When this operation was completed； Bernard left Baden； the Captain gloomily accompanying him to the station。
I have said that there had come over Bernard a singular sense of freedom。 One of the uses he made of his freedom was to undertake a long journey。 He went to the East and remained absent from Europe for upward of two years a period of his life of which it is not proposed to offer a complete history。 The East is a wonderful region； and Bernard； investigating the mysteries of Asia； saw a great many curious and beautiful things。 He had moments of keen enjoyment； he laid up a great store of impressions and even a considerable sum of knowledge。 But； nevertheless； he was not destined to look back upon this episode with any particular complacency。 It was less delightful than it was supposed to be； it was less successful than it might have been。 By what unnatural element the cup of pleasure was adulterated； he would have been very much at a loss to say； but it was an incontestable fact that at times he sipped it as a medicine； rather than quaffed it as a nectar。 When people congratulated him on his opportunity of seeing the world； and said they envied him the privilege of seeing it so well； he felt even m