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confidence-第14章

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Gordon gave a sigh。

〃To say that is to say too much。〃

〃What shall we say; then?〃 his companion asked; kindly。

Gordon stopped again; he stood there looking up at a certain particularly lustrous star which twinkledthe night was cloudy in an open patch of sky; and the vague brightness shone down on his honest and serious visage。

〃I don't understand her;〃 he said。

〃Oh; I 'll say that with you any day!〃 cried Bernard。 〃I can't help you there。〃

〃You must help me;〃 and Gordon Wright deserted his star。 〃You must keep me in good humor。〃

〃Please to walk on; then。  I don't in the least pity you; she is very charming with you。〃

〃True enough; but insisting on that is not the way to keep me in good humor when I feel as I do。〃

〃How is it you feel?〃

〃Puzzled to deathbewildereddepressed!〃

This was but the beginning of Gordon Wright's list; he went on to say that though he 〃thought as highly〃 of Miss Vivian as he had ever done; he felt less at his ease with her than in the first weeks of their acquaintance; and this condition made him uncomfortable and unhappy。

〃I don't know what 's the matter;〃 said poor Gordon。 〃I don't know what has come between us。  It is n't her fault I don't make her responsible for it。  I began to notice it about a fortnight agobefore you came; shortly after that talk I had with her that I have just described to you。 Her manner has n't changed and I have no reason to suppose that she likes me any the less; but she makes a strange impression on meshe makes me uneasy。  It 's only her nature coming out; I supposewhat you might call her originality。 She 's thoroughly originalshe 's a kind of mysterious creature。 I suppose that what I feel is a sort of fascination; but that is just what I don't like。  Hang it; I don't want to be fascinated I object to being fascinated!〃

This little story had taken some time in the telling; so that the two young men had now reached their hotel。

〃Ah; my dear Gordon;〃 said Bernard; 〃we speak a different language。 If you don't want to be fascinated; what is one to say to you? 'Object to being fascinated!'  There 's a man easy to satisfy! Raffine; va!〃

〃Well; see here now;〃 said Gordon; stopping in the door…way of the inn; 〃when it comes to the point; do you like it yourself?〃

〃When it comes to the point?〃  Bernard exclaimed。  〃I assure you I don't wait till then。  I like the beginningI delight in the approach of it I revel in the prospect。〃

〃That's just what I did。  But now that the thing has comeI don't revel。 To be fascinated is to be mystified。  Damn it; I like my liberty I like my judgment!〃

〃So do Ilike yours;〃 said Bernard; laughing; as they took their bedroom candles。






CHAPTER IX

Bernard talked of this matter rather theoretically; inasmuch as to his own sense; he was in a state neither of incipient nor of absorbed fascination。  He got on very easily; however; with Angela Vivian; and felt none of the mysterious discomfort alluded to by his friend。 The element of mystery attached itself rather to the young lady's mother; who gave him the impression that for undiscoverable reasons she avoided his society。  He regretted her evasive deportment; for he found something agreeable in this shy and scrupulous little woman; who struck him as a curious specimen of a society of which he had once been very fond。 He learned that she was of old New England stock; but he had not needed this information to perceive that Mrs。 Vivian was animated by the genius of Boston。  〃She has the Boston temperament;〃 he said; using a phrase with which he had become familiar and which evoked a train of associations。 But then he immediately added that if Mrs。 Vivian was a daughter of the Puritans; the Puritan strain in her disposition had been mingled with another element。  〃It is the Boston temperament sophisticated;〃 he said; 〃perverted a littleperhaps even corrupted。  It is the local east…wind with an infusion from climates less tonic。〃  It seemed to him that Mrs。 Vivian was a Puritan grown worldlya Bostonian relaxed; and this impression; oddly enough; contributed to his wish to know more of her。  He felt like going up to her very politely and saying; 〃Dear lady and most honored compatriot; what in the world have I done to displease you? You don't approve of me; and I am dying to know the reason why。 I should be so happy to exert myself to be agreeable to you。 It 's no use; you give me the cold shoulder。  When I speak to you; you look the other way; it is only when I speak to your daughter that you look at me。  It is true that at those times you look at me very hard; and if I am not greatly mistaken; you are not gratified by what you see。 You count the words I address to your beautiful Angelayou time our harmless little interviews。  You interrupt them indeed whenever you can; you call her awayyou appeal to her; you cut across the conversation。 You are always laying plots to keep us apart。  Why can't you leave me alone? I assure you I am the most innocent of men。  Your beautiful Angela can't possibly be injured by my conversation; and I have no designs whatever upon her peace of mind。  What on earth have I done to offend you?〃

These observations Bernard Longueville was disposed to make; and one afternoon; the opportunity offering; they rose to his lips and came very near passing them。  In fact; however; at the last moment; his eloquence took another turn。 It was the custom of the orchestra at the Kursaal to play in the afternoon; and as the music was often good; a great many people assembled under the trees; at three o'clock; to listen to it。 This was not; as a regular thing; an hour of re…union for the little group in which we are especially interested; Miss Vivian; in particular; unless an excursion of some sort had been agreed upon the day before; was usually not to be seen in the precincts of the Conversation…house until the evening。 Bernard; one afternoon; at three o'clock; directed his steps to this small world…centre of Baden; and; passing along the terrace; soon encountered little Blanche Evers strolling there under a pink parasol and accompanied by Captain Lovelock。  This young lady was always extremely sociable; it was quite in accordance with her habitual geniality that she should stop and say how d' ye do to our hero。


〃Mr。 Longueville is growing very frivolous;〃 she said; 〃coming to the Kursaal at all sorts of hours。〃

〃There is nothing frivolous in coming here with the hope of finding you;〃 the young man answered。  〃That is very serious。〃

〃It would be more serious to lose Miss Evers than to find her;〃 remarked Captain Lovelock; with gallant jocosity。

〃I wish you would lose me!〃 cried the young girl。  〃I think I should like to be lost。  I might have all kinds of adventures。〃

〃I 'guess' so!〃 said Captain Lovelock; hilariously。

〃Oh; I should find my way。  I can take care of myself!〃 Blanche went on。

〃Mrs。 Vivian does n't think so;〃 said Bernard; who had just perceived this lady; seated under a tree with a book; over the top of which she was observing her pretty protege。 Blanche looked toward her and gave her a little nod and a smile。 Then chattering on to the young men

〃She 's awfully careful。  I never saw any one so c
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