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further than my father's door; the rest were bridle…tracks
impassable in winter; and we thus dwelt in a solitude
inconceivable to the European。 Our only neighbour was Dr。
Grierson。 To my young eyes; after the hair…oiled; chin…
bearded elders of the city; and the ill…favoured and mentally
stunted women of their harems; there was something agreeable
in the correct manner; the fine bearing; the thin white hair
and beard; and the piercing looks of the old doctor。 Yet;
though he was almost our only visitor; I never wholly
overcame a sense of fear in his presence; and this
disquietude was rather fed by the awful solitude in which he
lived and the obscurity that hung about his occupations。 His
house was but a mile or two from ours; but very differently
placed。 It stood overlooking the road on the summit of a
steep slope; and planted close against a range of overhanging
bluffs。 Nature; you would say; had here desired to imitate
the works of man; for the slope was even; like the glacis of
a fort; and the cliffs of a constant height; like the
ramparts of a city。 Not even spring could change one feature
of that desolate scene; and the windows looked down across a
plain; snowy with alkali; to ranges of cold stone sierras on
the north。 Twice or thrice I remember passing within view of
this forbidding residence; and seeing it always shuttered;
smokeless; and deserted; I remarked to my parents that some
day it would certainly be robbed。
'Ah; no;' said my father; 'never robbed;' and I observed a
strange conviction in his tone。
At last; and not long before the blow fell on my unhappy
family; I chanced to see the doctor's house in a new light。
My father was ill; my mother confined to his bedside; and I
was suffered to go; under the charge of our driver; to the
lonely house some twenty miles away; where our packages were
left for us。 The horse cast a shoe; night overtook us
halfway home; and it was well on for three in the morning
when the driver and I; alone in a light waggon; came to that
part of the road which ran below the doctor's house。 The
moon swam clear; the cliffs and mountains in this strong
light lay utterly deserted; but the house; from its station
on the top of the long slope and close under the bluff; not
only shone abroad from every window like a place of festival;
but from the great chimney at the west end poured forth a
coil of smoke so thick and so voluminous; that it hung for
miles along the windless night air; and its shadow lay far
abroad in the moonlight upon the glittering alkali。 As we
continued to draw near; besides; a regular and panting throb
began to divide the silence。 First it seemed to me like the
beating of a heart; and next it put into my mind the thought
of some giant; smothered under mountains and still; with
incalculable effort; fetching breath。 I had heard of the
railway; though I had not seen it; and I turned to ask the
driver if this resembled it。 But some look in his eye; some
pallor; whether of fear or moonlight on his face; caused the
words to die upon my lips。 We continued; therefore; to
advance in silence; till we were close below the lighted
house; when suddenly; without one premonitory rustle; there
burst forth a report of such a bigness that it shook the
earth and set the echoes of the mountains thundering from
cliff to cliff。 A pillar of amber flame leaped from the
chimney…top and fell in multitudes of sparks; and at the same
time the lights in the windows turned for one instant ruby
red and then expired。 The driver had checked his horse
instinctively; and the echoes were still rumbling farther off
among the mountains; when there broke from the now darkened
interior a series of yells … whether of man or woman it was
impossible to guess … the door flew open; and there ran forth
into the moonlight; at the top of the long slope; a figure
clad in white; which began to dance and leap and throw itself
down; and roll as if in agony; before the house。 I could no
more restrain my cries; the driver laid his lash about the
horse's flank; and we fled up the rough track at the peril of
our lives; and did not draw rein till; turning the corner of
the mountain; we beheld my father's ranch and deep; green
groves and gardens; sleeping in the tranquil light。
This was the one adventure of my life; until my father had
climbed to the very topmost point of material prosperity; and
I myself had reached the age of seventeen。 I was still
innocent and merry like a child; tended my garden or ran upon
the hills in glad simplicity; gave not a thought to coquetry
or to material cares; and if my eye rested on my own image in
a mirror or some sylvan spring; it was to seek and recognise
the features of my parents。 But the fears which had long
pressed on others were now to be laid on my youth。 I had
thrown myself; one sultry; cloudy afternoon; on a divan; the
windows stood open on the verandah; where my mother sat with
her embroidery; and when my father joined her from the
garden; their conversation; clearly audible to me; was of so
startling a nature that it held me enthralled where I lay。
'The blow has come;' my father said; after a long pause。
I could hear my mother start and turn; but in words she made
no reply。
'Yes;' continued my father; 'I have received to…day a list of
all that I possess; of all; I say; of what I have lent
privately to men whose lips are sealed with terror; of what I
have buried with my own hand on the bare mountain; when there
was not a bird in heaven。 Does the air; then; carry secrets?
Are the hills of glass? Do the stones we tread upon preserve
the footprint to betray us? Oh; Lucy; Lucy; that we should
have come to such a country!'
'But this;' returned my mother; 'is no very new or very
threatening event。 You are accused of some concealment。 You
will pay more taxes in the future; and be mulcted in a fine。
It is disquieting; indeed; to find our acts so spied upon;
and the most private known。 But is this new? Have we not
long feared and suspected every blade of grass?'
'Ay; and our shadows!' cried my father。 'But all this is
nothing。 Here is the letter that accompanied the list。'
I heard my mother turn the pages; and she was some time
silent。
'I see;' she said at last; and then; with the tone of one
reading: '〃From a believer so largely blessed by Providence
with this world's goods;〃' she continued; '〃the Church awaits
in confidence some signal mark of piety。〃 There lies the
sting。 Am I not right? These are the words you fear?'
'These are the words;' replied my father。 'Lucy; you
remember Priestley? Two days before he disappeared; he
carried me to the summit of an isolated butte; we could see
around us for ten miles; sure; if in any quarter of this land
a man were safe from spies; it were in such a station; but it
was in the very ague…fit of terror that he told me; and that
I heard; his story。 He had received a letter such as this;
and he submitted to my approval an answer; in which he
offered to resign a third of his poss