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thought you were a good agnostic。'
'Mr。 Jones;' said Somerset; 'it is in vain to argue。 I boast
myself a total disbeliever; not only in revealed religion;
but in the data; method; and conclusions of the whole of
ethics。 Well! what matters it? what signifies a form of
words? I regard you as a reptile; whom I would rejoice; whom
I long; to stamp under my heel。 You would blow up others?
Well then; understand: I want; with every circumstance of
infamy and agony; to blow up you!'
'Somerset; Somerset!' said Zero; turning very pale; 'this is
wrong; this is very wrong。 You pain; you wound me;
Somerset。'
'Give me a match!' cried Somerset wildly。 'Let me set fire
to this incomparable monster! Let me perish with him in his
fall!'
'For God's sake;' cried Zero; clutching hold of the young
man; 'for God's sake command yourself! We stand upon the
brink; death yawns around us; a man … a stranger in this
foreign land … one whom you have called your friend … '
'Silence!' cried Somerset; 'you are no friend; no friend of
mine。 I look on you with loathing; like a toad: my flesh
creeps with physical repulsion; my soul revolts against the
sight of you。'
Zero burst into tears。 'Alas!' he sobbed; 'this snaps the
last link that bound me to humanity。 My friend disowns … he
insults me。 I am indeed accurst。'
Somerset stood for an instant staggered by this sudden change
of front。 The next moment; with a despairing gesture; he
fled from the room and from the house。 The first dash of his
escape carried him hard upon half…way to the next police…
office: but presently began to droop; and before he reached
the house of lawful intervention; he fell once more among
doubtful counsels。 Was he an agnostic? had he a right to
act? Away with such nonsense; and let Zero perish! ran his
thoughts。 And then again: had he not promised; had he not
shaken hands and broken bread? and that with open eyes? and
if so how could he take action; and not forfeit honour? But
honour? what was honour? A figment; which; in the hot
pursuit of crime; he ought to dash aside。 Ay; but crime? A
figment; too; which his enfranchised intellect discarded。
All day; he wandered in the parks; a prey to whirling
thoughts; all night; patrolled the city; and at the peep of
day he sat down by the wayside in the neighbourhood of
Peckham and bitterly wept。 His gods had fallen。 He who had
chosen the broad; daylit; unencumbered paths of universal
scepticism; found himself still the bondslave of honour。 He
who had accepted life from a point of view as lofty as the
predatory eagle's; though with no design to prey; he who had
clearly recognised the common moral basis of war; of
commercial competition; and of crime; he who was prepared to
help the escaping murderer or to embrace the impenitent
thief; found; to the overthrow of all his logic; that he
objected to the use of dynamite。 The dawn crept among the
sleeping villas and over the smokeless fields of city; and
still the unfortunate sceptic sobbed over his fall from
consistency。
At length; he rose and took the rising sun to witness。
'There is no question as to fact;' he cried; 'right and wrong
are but figments and the shadow of a word; but for all that;
there are certain things that I cannot do; and there are
certain others that I will not stand。' Thereupon he decided
to return to make one last effort of persuasion; and; if he
could not prevail on Zero to desist from his infernal trade;
throw delicacy to the winds; give the plotter an hour's
start; and denounce him to the police。 Fast as he went;
being winged by this resolution; it was already well on in
the morning when he came in sight of the Superfluous Mansion。
Tripping down the steps; was the young lady of the various
aliases; and he was surprised to see upon her countenance the
marks of anger and concern。
'Madam;' he began; yielding to impulse and with no clear
knowledge of what he was to add。
But at the sound of his voice she seemed to experience a
shock of fear or horror; started back; lowered her veil with
a sudden movement; and fled; without turning; from the
square。
Here then; we step aside a moment from following the fortunes
of Somerset; and proceed to relate the strange and romantic
episode of THE BROWN BOX。
DESBOROUGH'S ADVENTURE: THE BROWN BOX
MR。 HARRY DESBOROUGH lodged in the fine and grave old quarter
of Bloomsbury; roared about on every side by the high tides
of London; but itself rejoicing in romantic silences and city
peace。 It was in Queen Square that he had pitched his tent;
next door to the Children's Hospital; on your left hand as
you go north: Queen Square; sacred to humane and liberal
arts; whence homes were made beautiful; where the poor were
taught; where the sparrows were plentiful and loud; and where
groups of patient little ones would hover all day long before
the hospital; if by chance they might kiss their hand or
speak a word to their sick brother at the window。
Desborough's room was on the first floor and fronted to the
square; but he enjoyed besides; a right by which he often
profited; to sit and smoke upon a terrace at the back; which
looked down upon a fine forest of back gardens; and was in
turn commanded by the windows of an empty room。
On the afternoon of a warm day; Desborough sauntered forth
upon this terrace; somewhat out of hope and heart; for he had
been now some weeks on the vain quest of situations; and
prepared for melancholy and tobacco。 Here; at least; he told
himself that he would be alone; for; like most youths; who
are neither rich; nor witty; nor successful; he rather
shunned than courted the society of other men。 Even as he
expressed the thought; his eye alighted on the window of the
room that looked upon the terrace; and to his surprise and
annoyance; he beheld it curtained with a silken hanging。 It
was like his luck; he thought; his privacy was gone; he could
no longer brood and sigh unwatched; he could no longer suffer
his discouragement to find a vent in words or soothe himself
with sentimental whistling; and in the irritation of the
moment; he struck his pipe upon the rail with unnecessary
force。 It was an old; sweet; seasoned briar…root; glossy and
dark with long employment; and justly dear to his fancy。
What; then; was his chagrin; when the head snapped from the
stem; leaped airily in space; and fell and disappeared among
the lilacs of the garden?
He threw himself savagely into the garden chair; pulled out
the story…paper which he had brought with him to read; tore
off a fragment of the last sheet; which contains only the
answers to correspondents; and set himself to roll a
cigarette。 He was no master of the art; again and again; the
paper broke between his fingers and the tobacco showered upon
the ground; and he was already on the point of angry
resignation; when the window swung slowly inward; the silken
curtain was thrust aside; and a lady; somewhat strangely
attired; stepped forth upon the terrace。
'Senorito;' said she; and there w