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Going about as of old； and stopping to gossip together；
And； at the end of the street； the village church； with the ivy
Climbing the old gray tower； and the quiet graves in the
churchyard。
Kind are the people I live with； and dear to me my religion；
Still my heart is so sad； that I wish myself back in Old England。
You will say it is wrong； but I cannot help it： I almost
Wish myself back in Old England； I feel so lonely and wretched。〃
Thereupon answered the youth：〃Indeed I do not condemn you；
Stouter hearts than a woman's have quailed in this terrible
winter。
Yours is tender and trusting； and needs a stronger to lean on；
So I have come to you now； with an offer and proffer of marriage
Made by a good man and true； Miles Standish the Captain of
Plymouth！〃
Thus he delivered his message； the dexterous writer of
letters；
Did not embellish the theme； nor array it in beautiful phrases；
But came straight to the point； and blurted it out like a
schoolboy；
Even the Captain himself could hardly have said it more bluntly。
Mute with amazement and sorrow； Priscilla the Puritan maiden
Looked into Alden's face； her eyes dilated with wonder；
Feeling his words like a blow； that stunned her and rendered her
speechless；
Till at length she exclaimed； interrupting the ominous silence：
〃If the great Captain of Plymouth is so very eager to wed me；
Why does he not come himself； and take the trouble to woo me？
If I am not worth the wooing； I surely am not worth the winning！〃
Then John Alden began explaining and smoothing the matter；
Making it worse as he went； by saying the Captain was busy；
Had no time for such things；such things！ the words grating
harshly
Fell on the ear of Priscilla； and swift as a flash she made
answer：
〃Has he no time for such things； as you call it； before he is
married；
Would he be likely to find it； or make it； after the wedding？
That is the way with you men； you don't understand us； you
cannot。
When you have made up your minds； after thinking of this one and
that one；
Choosing； selecting； rejecting； comparing one with another；
Then you make known your desire； with abrupt and sudden avowal；
And are offended and hurt； and indignant perhaps； that a woman
Does not respond at once to a love that she never suspected；
Does not attain at a bound the height to which you have been
climbing。
This is not right nor just： for surely a woman's affection
Is not a thing to be asked for； and had for only the asking。
When one is truly in love； one not only says it； but shows it。
Had he but waited awhile； had he only showed that he loved me；
Even this Captain of yourswho knows？at last might have won
me；
Old and rough as he is； but now it never can happen。〃
Still John Alden went on； unheeding the words of Priscilla；
Urging the suit of his friend； explaining； persuading； expanding；
Spoke of his courage and skill； and of all his battles in
Flanders；
How with the people of God he had chosen to suffer affliction；
How； in return for his zeal； they had made him Captain of
Plymouth；
He was a gentleman born； could trace his pedigree plainly
Back to Hugh Standish of Duxbury Hall； in Lancashire； England；
Who was the son of Ralph； and the grandson of Thurston de
Standish；
Heir unto vast estates； of which he was basely defrauded；
Still bore the family arms； and had for his crest a cock argent
Combed and wattled gules； and all the rest of the blazon。
He was a man of honor； of noble and generous nature；
Though he was rough； he was kindly； she knew how during the
winter
He had attended the sick； with a hand as gentle as woman's；
Somewhat hasty and hot； he could not deny it； and headstrong；
Stern as a soldier might be； but hearty； and placable always；
Not to be laughed at and scorned； because he was little of
stature；
For he was great of heart； magnanimous； courtly； courageous；
Any woman in Plymouth； nay； any woman in England；
Might be happy and proud to be called the wife of Miles Standish！
But as he warmed and glowed； in his simple and eloquent
language；
Quite forgetful of self； and full of the praise of his rival；
Archly the maiden smiled； and； with eyes over…running with
laughter；
Said； in a tremulous voice； 〃Why don't you speak for yourself；
John？〃
IV
JOHN ALDEN
Into the open air John Alden； perplexed and bewildered；
Rushed like a man insane； and wandered alone by the sea…side；
Paced up and down the sands； and bared his head to the east…wind；
Cooling his heated brow； and the fire and fever within him。
Slowly as out of the heavens； with apocalyptical splendors；
Sank the City of God； in the vision of John the Apostle；
So； with its cloudy walls of chrysolite； jasper； and sapphire；
Sank the broad red sun； and over its turrets uplifted
Glimmered the golden reed of the angel who measured the city。
〃Welcome； O wind of the East！〃 he exclaimed in his wild
exultation；
〃Welcome； O wind of the East； from the caves of the misty
Atlantic！
Blowing o'er fields of dulse； and measureless meadows of
sea…grass；
Blowing o'er rocky wastes； and the grottos and gardens of ocean！
Lay thy cold； moist hand on my burning forehead； and wrap me
Close in thy garments of mist； to allay the fever within me！〃
Like an awakened conscience； the sea was moaning and tossing；
Beating remorseful and loud the mutable sands of the sea…shore。
Fierce in his soul was the struggle and tumult of passions
contending；
Love triumphant and crowned； and friendship wounded and bleeding；
Passionate cries of desire； and importunate pleadings of duty！
〃Is it my fault；〃 he said； 〃that the maiden has chosen between
us？
Is it my fault that he failed；my fault that I am the victor？〃
Then within him there thundered a voice； like the voice of the
Prophet：
〃It hath displeased the Lord！〃and he thought of David's
transgression；
Bathsheba's beautiful face； and his friend in the front of the
battle！
Shame and confusion of guilt； and abasement and
self…condemnation；
Overwhelmed him at once； and he cried in the deepest contrition：
〃It hath displeased the Lord！ It is the temptation of Satan！〃
Then； uplifting his head； he looked at the sea； and beheld
there
Dimly the shadowy form of the Mayflower riding at anchor；
Rocked on the rising tide； and ready to sail on the morrow；
Heard the voices of men through the mist； the rattle of cordage
Thrown on the deck； the shouts of the mate； and the sailors' 〃Ay；
ay； Sir！〃
Clear and distinct； but not loud； in the dripping air of the
twilight。
Still for a moment he stood； and listened； and stared at the
vessel；
Then went hurriedly on； as one who； seeing a phantom；
Stops； then quickens his pace； and follows the beckoning shadow。
〃Yes； it is plain to me now；〃 he murmured； 〃the hand of the Lord
is
Leading me out of the land of darkness； the bondage of error；
Through the sea； that shall lift the walls of its waters aroun