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Will have the whole; and not a part;
That is to her; in Nature's plan;
More than ambition is to man;
Her light; her life; her very breath;
With no alternative but death;
Found me a maiden soft and young;
Just from the convent's cloistered school;
And seated on my lowly stool;
Attentive while the minstrels sung。
Gallant; graceful; gentle; tall;
Fairest; noblest; best of all;
Was Walter of the Vogelweid;
And; whatsoever may betide;
Still I think of him with pride!
His song was of the summer…time;
The very birds sang in his rhyme;
The sunshine; the delicious air;
The fragrance of the flowers; were there;
And I grew restless as I heard;
Restless and buoyant as a bird;
Down soft; aerial currents sailing;
O'er blossomed orchards and fields in bloom;
And through the momentary gloom;
Of shadows o'er the landscape trailing;
Yielding and borne I knew not where;
But feeling resistance unavailing。
And thus; unnoticed and apart;
And more by accident than choice;
I listened to that single voice
Until the chambers of my heart
Were filled with it by night and day。
One night;it was a night in May;
Within the garden; unawares;
Under the blossoms in the gloom;
I heard it utter my own name
With protestations and wild prayers;
And it rang through me; and became
Like the archangel's trump of doom;
Which the soul hears; and must obey;
And mine arose as from a tomb。
My former life now seemed to me
Such as hereafter death may be;
When in the great Eternity
We shall awake and find it day。
It was a dream; and would not stay;
A dream; that in a single night
Faded and vanished out of sight。
My father's anger followed fast
This passion; as a freshening blast
Seeks out and fans the fire; whose rage
It may increase; but not assuage。
And he exclaimed: 〃No wandering bard
Shall win thy hand; O Irmingard!
For which Prince Henry of Hoheneck
By messenger and letter sues。〃
Gently; but firmly; I replied:
〃Henry of Hoheneck I discard!
Never the hand of Irmingard
Shall lie in his as the hand of a bride!
This said I; Walter; for thy sake
This said I; for I could not choose。
After a pause; my father spake
In that cold and deliberate tone
Which turns the hearer into stone;
And seems itself the act to be
That follows with such dread certainty
〃This or the cloister and the veil!〃
No other words than these he said;
But they were like a funeral wail;
My life was ended; my heart was dead。
That night from the castle…gate went down
With silent; slow; and stealthy pace;
Two shadows; mounted on shadowy steeds;
Taking the narrow path that leads
Into the forest dense and brown。
In the leafy darkness of the place;
One could not distinguish form nor face;
Only a bulk without a shape;
A darker shadow in the shade;
One scarce could say it moved or stayed。
Thus it was we made our escape!
A foaming brook; with many a bound;
Followed us like a playful hound;
Then leaped before us; and in the hollow
Paused; and waited for us to follow;
And seemed impatient; and afraid
That our tardy flight should be betrayed
By the sound our horses' hoof…beats made。
And when we reached the plain below;
We paused a moment and drew rein
To look back at the castle again;
And we saw the windows all aglow
With lights; that were passing to and fro;
Our hearts with terror ceased to beat;
The brook crept silent to our feet;
We knew what most we feared to know。
Then suddenly horns began to blow;
And we heard a shout; and a heavy tramp;
And our horses snorted in the damp
Night…air of the meadows green and wide;
And in a moment; side by side;
So close; they must have seemed but one;
The shadows across the moonlight run;
And another came; and swept behind;
Like the shadow of clouds before the wind!
How I remember that breathless flight
Across the moors; in the summer night!
How under our feet the long; white road
Backward like a river flowed;
Sweeping with it fences and hedges;
Whilst farther away and overhead;
Paler than I; with fear and dread;
The moon fled with us as we fled
Along the forest's jagged edges!
All this I can remember well;
But of what afterwards befell
I nothing further can recall
Than a blind; desperate; headlong fall;
The rest is a blank and darkness all。
When I awoke out of this swoon;
The sun was shining; not the moon;
Making a cross upon the wall
With the bars of my windows narrow and tall;
And I prayed to it; as I had been wont to pray
From early childhood; day by day;
Each morning; as in bed I lay!
I was lying again in my own room!
And I thanked God; in my fever and pain;
That those shadows on the midnight plain
Were gone; and could not come again!
I struggled no longer with my doom!
This happened many years ago。
I left my father's home to come
Like Catherine to her martyrdom;
For blindly I esteemed it so。
And when I heard the convent door
Behind me close; to ope no more;
I felt it smite me like a blow。
Through all my limbs a shudder ran;
And on my bruised spirit fell
The dampness of my narrow cell
As night…air on a wounded man;
Giving intolerable pain。
But now a better life began。
I felt the agony decrease
By slow degrees; then wholly cease;
Ending in perfect rest and peace!
It was not apathy; nor dulness;
That weighed and pressed upon my brain;
But the same passion I had given
To earth before; now turned to heaven
With all its overflowing fulness。
Alas! the world is full of peril!
The path that runs through the fairest meads;
On the sunniest side of the valley; leads
Into a region bleak and sterile!
Alike in the high…born and the lowly;
The will is feeble; and passion strong。
We cannot sever right from wrong;
Some falsehood mingles with all truth;
Nor is it strange the heart of youth
Should waver and comprehend but slowly
The things that are holy and unholy!
But in this sacred; calm retreat;
We are all well and safely shielded
From winds that blow; and waves that beat;
From the cold; and rain; and blighting heat;
To which the strongest hearts have yielded。
Here we stand as the Virgins Seven;
For our celestial bridegroom yearning;
Our hearts are lamps forever burning;
With a steady and unwavering flame;
Pointing upward; forever the same;
Steadily upward toward the heaven!
The moon is hidden behind a cloud;
A sudden darkness fills the room;
And thy deep eyes; amid the gloom;
Shine like jewels in a shroud。
On the leaves is a sound of falling rain;
A bird; awakened in its nest;
Gives a faint twitter of unrest;
Then smooths its plumes and sleeps again。
No other sounds than these I hear;
The hour of midnight must be near。
Thou art o'erspent with the day's fatigue
Of riding many a dusty league;
Sink; then; gently to thy slumber;
Me so many cares encumber;
So many ghosts; and forms of fright;
Have start