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'If you thought so; why not mention it to me? Oh! sister; what would
you not have spared me!'
'I might have done so if it had appeared that it might lead to his
exculpation; but you were so fully convinced that his whole course
confirmed the suspicions; that a mere vague idea was not worth dwelling
on。 Your general opinion; of him satisfied me。'
'I cannot blame you;' was all his reply; as he sat down again; with his
face averted from the light。
And Mrs。 Henley was doubtful whether he meant that she had been
judicious! She spoke again; unconscious of the agony each word
inflicted。
'Poor youth! we were mistaken in those facts; and of course; all is
forgiven and forgotten now; but he certainly had a tremendous temper。
I shall never forget that exhibition。 Perhaps poor Amabel is saved
much unhappiness。'
'Once for all;' said Philip; sternly; 'let me never hear you speak of
him thus。 We were both blind to a greatness of soul and purity of
heart that we shall never meet again。 Yours was only prejudice; mine I
must call by a darker name。 Remember; that he and his wife are only to
be spoken of with reverence。'
He composed himself to silence; and Margaret; after looking at him for
some moments in wonder; began in a sort of exculpatory tone:
'Of course we owe him a great deal of gratitude。 It was very kind and
proper to come to you when you were ill; and his death must have been a
terrible shock。 He was a fine young man; amiable; very attractive in
manner。'
'No more!' muttered Philip。
'That; you always said of him;' continued she; not hearing; 'but you
have no need to reproach yourself。 You always acted the part of a true
friend; did full justice to his many good qualities; and only sought
his real good。'
'Every word you speak is the bitterest satire on me;' said Philip;
goaded into rousing himself for a moment。 'Say no more; unless you
would drive me distracted!'
Margaret was obliged to be silent; and marvel; while her brother sat
motionless; leaning back in his chair; till Dr。 Henley came in; and
after a few words to him; went on talking to his wife; till dinner was
announced。 Philip went with them into the dining…room; but had
scarcely sat down before he said he could not stay; and returned to the
drawing…room sofa。 He said he only wanted quiet and darkness; and sent
his sister and her husband back to their dinner。
'What has he been doing?' said the Doctor; 'here is his pulse up to a
hundred again。 How can he have raised it?'
'He only came down an hour ago; and has been sitting still ever since。'
'Talking?'
'Yes; and there; perhaps; I was rather imprudent。 I did not know he
could so little bear to hear poor Sir Guy's name mentioned; and;
besides; he did not know; till I told him; that he had so much chance
of Redclyffe。 He did not know the entail excluded daughters。'
'Did he not! That accounts for it。 I should like to see the man who
could hear coolly that he was so near such a property。 This suspense
is unlucky just now; very much against him。 You must turn his thoughts
from it as much as possible。'
All the next day; Mrs。 Henley wondered why her brother's spirits were
so much depressed; resisting every attempt to amuse or cheer them; but;
on the third; she thought some light was thrown on the matter。 She was
at breakfast with the Doctor when the post came in; and there was a
black…edged letter for Captain Morville; evidently from Amabel。 She
took it up at once to his room。 He stretched out his hand for it
eagerly; but laid it down; and would not open it while she was in the
room。 The instant she was gone; however; he broke the seal and read:
'Hollywell; February 20th。
'MY DEAR PHILIP;Thank you much for writing to me。 It was a great
comfort to see your writing again; and to hear of your being safe in
our own country。 We had been very anxious about you; though we did not
hear of your illness till the worst was over。 I am very glad you are
at St。 Mildred's; for I am sure Margaret must be very careful of you;
and Stylehurst air must be good for you。 Every one here is well;
Charles growing almost active; and looking better than I ever saw him。
I wish I could tell you how nice and quiet a winter it has been; it has
been a great blessing to me in every way; so many things have come to
me to enjoy。 Mr。 Ross has come to me every Sunday; and often in the
week; and has been so very kind。 I think talking to him will be a
great pleasure to you when you are here again。 You will like to hear
that Mr。 Shene has sent me the picture; and the pleasure it gives me
increases every day。 Indeed; I am so well off in every way; that you
must not grieve yourself about me; though I thank you very much for
what you say。 Laura reads to me all the evening from dinner to tea。 I
am much better than I was in the winter; and am enjoying the soft
spring air from the open window; making it seem as if it was much later
in the year。
'Good…bye; my dear cousin; may God bless and comfort you。 Remember;
that after all; it was God's will; not your doing; and therefore; as he
said himself; all is as it should be; and so it will surely be。
'Your affectionate cousin;
'AMABEL F。 MORVILLE。'
Childishly simple as this letter might be called; with its set of facts
without comment; and the very commonplace words of consolation; it
spoke volumes to Philip of the spirit in which it was written
resignation; pardon; soothing; and a desire that her farewell; perhaps
her last; should carry with it a token of her perfect forgiveness。
Everything from Amabel did him good; and he was so perceptibly better;
that his sister exclaimed; when she was next alone with Dr。 Henley; 'I
understand it all; poor fellow; I thought long ago; he had some secret
attachment; and now I see it was to Amabel Edmonstone。'
'To Lady Morville?'
'Yes。 You know how constantly he was at Hollywell; my aunt so fond of
him? I don't suppose Amy knew of it; and; of course; she could not be
blamed for accepting such an offer as Sir Guy's; besides; she never had
much opinion of her own。'
'How? No bad speculation for him。 She must have a handsome jointure;
but what are your grounds?'
'Everything。 Don't you remember he would not go to the marriage? He
mentions her almost like a saint; can't hear her name from any one
elsekeeps her letter to open alone; is more revived by it than
anything else。 Ah! depend upon it; it was to avoid her; poor fellow;
that he refused to go to Venice with them。'
'Their going to nurse him is not as if Sir Guy suspected it。'
'I don't suppose he did; nor Amy either。 No one ever had so much power
over himself。'
Philip would not have thanked his sister for her surmise; but it was so
far in his favour that it