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door open; so as to see and hear all that passed; for they were not fit
to be left absolutely alone together。
Philip sat down; and after a little pause Guy began:
'There were a few things I wanted to say; in case you should be my
successor at Redclyffe。'
A horror came over Philip; but he saw Amy writing at her little table;
and felt obliged to refrain。
'I don't think of directing you;' said Guy; 'You will make a far better
landlord than I; but one or two things I should like。'
'Anything you wish!'
'Old Markham。 He has old…world notions and prejudices; but his soul is
in the family and estate。 His heart will be half broken; for me; and
if he loses his occupation; he will be miserable。 Will you bear with
him; and be patient while he lives; even if he is cross and absurd in
his objections; and jealous of all that is not me?'
'Yesyesif'
'Thank you。 Then there is Coombe Prior。 I took Wellwood's pay on
myself。 Will you? And I should like him to have the living。 Then
there is the school to be built; and I thought of enclosing that bit of
waste; to make gardens for the people; but that you'll do much better。
Well; don't you remember when you were at Redclyffe last year' (Philip
winced) 'telling Markham that bit of green by Sally's gate ought to be
taken into the park? I hope you won't do that; for it is the only
place the people have to turn out their cows and donkeys。 And you
won't cut them off from the steps from the Cove; for it saves the old
people from being late for church? Thank you。 As to the rest; it is
pleasant to think it will be in such hands if'
That 'if' gave Philip some comfort; though it did not mean what he
fancied。 He thought of Guy's recovery; Guy referred to the possibility
of Amabel's guardianship。
'Amy has a list of the old people who have had so much a week; or their
cottages rent…free;' said Guy。 'If it comes to you; you will not let
them feel the difference? And don't turn off the old keeper Brown; he
is of no use; but it would kill him。 And Ben Robinson; who was so
brave in the shipwreck; a little notice now and then would keep him
straight。 Will you tell him I hope he will never forget that morning…
service after the wreck? He may be glad to think of it when he is as I
am now。 You tell him; for he will mind more what comes from a man。'
All this had been spoken with pauses for recollection; and for Philip's
signs of assent。 Amabel came to give him some cordial; and as soon as
she had retreated he went on:
'My poor uncle; I have writtenthat is; caused Arnaud to write to him。
I hope this may sober him; but one great favour I have to ask of you。
I can't leave him money; it would only be a temptation; but will you
keep an eye on him; and let Amy rely on you to tell her when to help
him I can't ask any one else; and she cannot do it for herself; but
you would do it well。 A little kindness might save him; and you don't
know how generous a character it is; run to waste。 Will you undertake
this?'
'To be sure I will!'
'Thank you very much。 You will judge rightly; but he has delicate
feelings。 Yes; really; and take care you don't run against them。'
Another silence followed; after which Guy said; smiling with his
natural playfulness; 'One thing more。 You are the lawyer of the
family; and I want a legal opinion。 I have been making Arnaud write my
will。 I have wished Miss Wellwood of St。 Mildred's to have some money
for a sisterhood she wants to establish。 Now; should I leave it to
herself or name trustees?'
Philip heard as if a flash of light was blinding him; and he
interrupted; with an exclamation:
'Tell me one thing! Was that the thousand pounds?'
'Yes。 I was not at liberty to'
He stopped; for he was unheard。 At the first word Philip had sunk on
his knees; hiding his face on the bed…clothes; in an agony of self…
abasement; before the goodness he had been relentlessly persecuting。
'It was that?' he said; in a sort of stifled sob。 'Oh; can you forgive
me?'
He could not look up; but he felt Guy's hand touch his head; and heard
him say; 'That was done long ago。 Even as you pardoned my fierce rage
against you; which I trust is forgiven above。 It has been repented!'
As he spoke there was a knock at the door; and; with the instinctive
dread of being found in his present posture; Philip sprang to his feet。
Amabel went to the door; and was told that the physician was down…
stairs with two gentlemen; and a card was given her; on which she read
the name of an English clergyman。
'There; again!' said Guy。 'Everything comes to me。 Now it is all
quite right。'
Amabel was to go and speak to them; and Guy would see Mr。 Morris; the
clergyman; as soon as the physician had made his visit。 'You must not
go down;' he then said to Philip。 'You will wait in the sitting…room;
won't you? We shall want you again; you know;' and his calm brightness
was a contrast to Philip's troubled look。 'All is clear between us
now;' he added; as Philip turned away。
Long ago; letters had been written to Venice; begging that if an
English clergyman should travel that way he might be told how earnestly
his presence was requested; this was the first who had answered the
summons。 He was a very young man; much out of health; and travelling
under the care of a brother; who was in great dread of his doing
anything to injure himself。 Amabel soon perceived that; though kind
and right…minded; he could not help them; except as far as his office
was concerned。 He was very shy; only just in priest's orders; he told
her he had never had this office to perform before; and seemed almost
to expect her to direct him; while his brother was so afraid of his
over…exerting himself; that she could not hope he would take charge of
Philip。
However; after the physician had seen Guy; she brought Mr。 Morris to
him; and came forward; or remained in her room; according as she was
wanted。 She thought her husband's face was at each moment acquiring
more unearthly beauty; and feeling with him; she was raised above
thought or sensation of personal sorrow。
When the first part of the service was over; and she exchanged a few
words; out of Guy's hearing; with Mr。 Morris; he said to her; as from
the very fullness of his heart; 'One longs to humble oneself to him。
How it puts one to shame to hear such repentance with such a
confession!'
The time came when Philip was wanted。 Amabel had called in Anne and
the clergyman's brother; and went to fetch her cousin。 He was where
she had left him in the sitting…room; his face hidden in his arms;
crossed on the table; the whole man crushed; bowed down; overwhelmed
with remorse。
'We are ready。 Come; Philip。'
'I cannot; I am not worthy;' he answered; not looking up。
'Nay; you are su