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'There is a good deal in what you say;' answered Philip; who would not
lay himself open to the accusation of being uncandid; 'but you will
forgive me for thinking it rather too deep an explanation of the
grounds of not making Childe Harold a hand…book for Italy; like other
people。'
Amabel thought this so dogged and provoking; that she was out of
patience; but Guy only laughed; and said; 'Rather so; considering that
the fact was that we never thought of it。'
There were times when; as Philip had once said; good temper annoyed him
more than anything; and perhaps he was unconsciously disappointed at
having lost his old power of fretting and irritating Guy; and watching
him champ the bit; so as to justify his own opinion of him。 Every
proceeding of his cousins seemed to give him annoyance; more especially
their being at home together; and Guy's seeming to belong more to
Hollywell than himself。 He sat by; with a book; and watched them; as
Guy asked for Laura's letter; and Amy came to look over his half…
finished answer; laughing over it; and giving her commands and
messages; looking so full of playfulness and happiness; as she stood
with one hand on the back of her husband's chair; and the other holding
the letter; and Guy watching her amused face; and answering her remarks
with lively words and bright smiles。 'People who looked no deeper than
the surface would; say; what a well…matched pair;' thought Philip; 'and
no doubt they were very happy; poor young things; if it would but
last。' Here Guy turned; and asked him a question about the line of
perpetual snow; so much in his own style; that he was almost ready to
accuse them of laughing at him。 Next came what hurt him most of all;
as they talked over Charles's letter; and a few words passed about
Laura; and the admiration of some person she had met at Allonby。 The
whole world was welcome to admire her: nothing could injure his hold on
her heart; and no joke of Charles could shake his confidence; but it
was hard that he should be forced to hear such things; and ask no
questions; for they evidently thought him occupied with his book; and
did not intend him to listen。 The next thing they said; however;
obliged him to show that he was attending; for it was about her being
better。
'Who? Laura!' he said; in a tone that; in spite of himself; had a
startled sound。 'You did not say she had been ill?'
'No; she has not;' said Amy。 'Dr。 Mayerne said there was nothing
really the matter: but she has been worried and out of spirits lately;
and mamma thought it would be good for her to go out more。'
Philip would not let himself sigh; in spite of the oppressing
consciousness of having brought the cloud over her; and of his own
inability to do aught but leave her to endure it in silence and
patience。 Alas! for how long! Obliged; meanwhile; to see these young
creatures; placed; by the mere factitious circumstance of wealth; in
possession of happiness which they had not had time either to earn or
to appreciate。 He thought it shallow; because of their mirth and
gaiety; as if they were only seeking food for laughter; finding it in
mistakes; for which he was ready to despise them。
Arnaud had brought rather antiquated notions to the renewal of his
office as a courier: his mind had hardly opened to railroads and
steamers; and changes had come over hotels since his time。 Guy and
Amabel; both young and healthy; caring little about bad dinners; and
unwilling to tease the old man by complaints; or alterations of his
arrangements; had troubled themselves little about the matter; took
things as they found them; ate dry bread when the cookery was bad;
walked if the road was 'shocking'; went away the sooner; if the inns
were 'intolerable'; made merry over every inconvenience; and turned it
into an excellent story for Charles。 They did not even distress
themselves about sights which they had missed seeing。
Philip thought all this very foolish and absurd; showing that they were
unfit to take care of themselves; and that Guy was neglectful of his
wife's comforts: in short; establishing his original opinion of their
youth and folly。
So passed the first evening; perhaps the worst because; besides what he
had heard about Laura; he had been somewhat over…fatigued by various
hot days' walks。
Certain it is; that next morning he was not nearly so much inclined to
be displeased with them for laughing; when; in speaking to Anne; he
inadvertently called her mistress Miss Amabel。
'Never mind;' said Amy; as Anne departedand he looked disconcerted;
as a precise man always does when catching himself in a mistake'Anne
is used to it; Guy is always doing it; and puzzles poor Arnaud sorely
by sending him for Miss Amabel's parasol。'
'And the other day;' said Guy; 'when Thorndale's brother; at Munich;
inquired after Lady Morville; I had to consider who she was。'
'Oh! you saw Thorndale's brother; did you?'
'Yes; he was very obliging。 Guy had to go to him about our passports:
and when he found who we were; he brought his wife to call on us; and
asked us to an evening party。'
'Did you go?'
'Guy thought we must; and it was very entertaining。 We had a curious
adventure there。 In the morning; we had been looking at those
beautiful windows of the great church; when I turned round; and saw a
gentlemanan Englishmangazing with all his might at Guy。 We met
again in the evening; and presently Mr。 Thorndale came and told us it
was Mr。 Shene。'
'Shene; the painter?'
'Yes。 He had been very much struck with Guy's face: it was exactly
what he wanted for a picture he was about; and he wished of all things
just to be allowed to make a sketch。'
'Did you submit?'
'Yes' said Guy; 'and we were rewarded。 I never saw a more agreeable
person; or one who gave so entirely the impression of genius。 The next
day he took us through the gallery; and showed us all that was worth
admiring。'
'And in what character is he to make you appear?'
'That is the strange part of it;' said Amabel。 'Don't you remember how
Guy once puzzled us by choosing Sir Galahad for his favourite hero? It
is that very Sir Galahad; when he kneels to adore the Saint Greal。'
'Mr。 Shene said he had long been dreaming over it; and at last; as he
saw Guy's face looking upwards; it struck him that it was just what he
wanted: it would be worth anything to him to catch the expression。'
'I wonder what I was looking like!' ejaculated Guy。
'Did he take you as yourself; or as Sir Galahad?'
'As myself; happily。'
'How did he succeed?'
'Amy likes it; but decidedly I should never have known myself。'
'Ah;' said his wife
'Could some fay the giftie gie us;
To see ourselves as others see us。'
'As far as the sun…burnt visage is concerned; the gl