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the deliverance-第76章

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se old fellows over there。 They were jolly chaps; I tell you; and led jolly lives。 It used to be said of them that they never won a penny nor missed a kiss。〃

〃Nor learned a lesson; evidently。 Well; may they rest in peace; but I'm not sure that their wisdom would carry far。 There are better things than gaming and kissing; when all is said。〃

〃Better things? Perhaps。〃

〃Have you not found them?〃

〃Not yet; but then; I can't judge anything except tobacco; you know。〃

For a long pause she looked down into his upturned face。

〃After all; it isn't the way we live nor the work we do that matters;〃 she said slowly; 〃but the ideal we put into it。 Is there any work too sordid; too prosaic; to yield a return of beauty?〃

〃Do you think so?〃 he asked; and glanced down the hill to his ploughshare lying in the ripped…up field。 〃But it is not beauty that some of us want; you seeit's success; action; happiness; call it what you will。〃

〃Surely they are not the same。 I have known many successful people; and the only three perfectly happy ones I ever met were what the world calls failures。〃

〃Failures?〃 he echoed; and remembered Tucker。

Her face softened; and she looked beyond him to the blue sky; shining through the interlacing branches of bared trees。

〃Two were women;〃 she pursued; clasping and unclasping the quiet hands in her lap; 〃and one was a Catholic priest who had been reared in a foundling asylum and educated by charity。 When I knew him he was on his way to a leper island in the South Seas; where he would be buried alive for the remainder of his life。 All he had was an ideal; but it flooded his soul with light。 Another was a Russian Nihilist; a girl in years and yet an atheist and a revolutionist in thought; and her unbelief was in its way as beautiful as the religion of my priest。 To return to Russia meant death; she knew; and yet she went back; devoted and exalted; to lay down her life for an illusion。 So it seems; when one looks about the world; that faith and doubt are dry and inanimate forms until we pour forth our heart's blood; which vivifies them。〃

She fell silent; and he started and touched softly the hem of her black skirt。

〃And the other?〃 he asked。

〃The other had a stranger and a longer story; but if you will listen I'll tell it to you。 She was an Italian; of a very old and proud family; and as she possessed rare loveliness and charm; a marriage was arranged for her with a wealthy nobleman; who had fallen in love with her before she left her convent。 She was a rebellious soul; it seems; for the day before her wedding; just after she had patiently tried on her veil and orange blossoms; she slipped into the dress of her waiting…maid and ran off with a music…teachera beggarly fanatic; they told mea man of red republican views; who put dangerous ideas into the heads of the peasantry。 From that moment; they said; her life was over; her family shut their doors upon her; and she fell finally so low as to be seen one evening singing in the public streets。 Her story touched me when I heard it: it seemed a pitiable thing that a woman should be wrecked so hopelessly by a single moment of mistaken courage; and after months of searching I at last found the place she lived in; and went one May evening up the long winding staircase to her apartmenttwo clean; plain rooms which looked on a little balcony where there were pots of sweet basil and many pigeons。 At my knock the door opened; and I knew her at once in the beautiful white face and hands of the woman who stood a little back in the shadow。 Her forty years had not coarsened her as they do most Italian women; and her eyes still held the unshaken confidence of extreme youth。 Her husband was sleeping in the next room; she said; he had but a few days more to live; and he had been steadily dying for a year。 Then; at my gesture of sympathy; she shook her head and smiled。

〃I have had twenty years;〃 she said; 〃and I have been perfectly happy。 Think of that when so many women die without having even a single day of life。 Why; but for the one instant of courage that saved me; I myself might have known the world only as a vegetable knows the garden in which it fattens。 My soul has lived; and though I have been hungry and cold and poorly clad; I have never sunk to the level of what they would have made me。 He is a dreamer;〃 she finished gently; 〃and though his dreams were nourished upon air; and never came true except in our thoughts; still they have touched even the most common things with beauty。〃 While she talked; he awoke and called her; and we went in to see him。 He complained a little fretfully that his feet were cold; and she knelt down and warmed them in the shawl upon her bosom。 The mark of death was on him; and I doubt if even in the fulness of his strength he were worthy of the passion he inspiredbut that; after all; makes little difference。 It was a great love; which is the next best thing to a great faith。〃

As she ended; he raised his eyes slowly; catching the fervour of her glance。

〃It was more than thatit was a great deliverance;〃 he said。

Then; as she rose; he followed her from the graveyard; and they descended the low brown hill together。



CHAPTER VI。 The Growing Light

By the end of the week a long rain had set in; and while it lasted Christopher took down the tobacco hanging in the roof of the log barn and laid it in smooth piles; pressed down by boards on the ground。 The tobacco was still soft from the moist season when Jim Weatherby; who had sold his earlier in the year; came over to help pack the large casks for market; bringing at the same time a piece of news concerning Bill Fletcher。

〃It seems Will met the old man somewhere on the road and they came to downright blows;〃 he said。 〃Fletcher broke a hickory stick over the boy's shoulders。〃

Christopher carefully sorted a pile of plants; and then; selecting the finest six leaves; wrapped them together by means of a smaller one which he twisted tightly about the stems。

〃Ah; is that so?〃 he returned; with a troubled look。

〃It's a pretty kettle of fish; sure enough;〃 pursued Jim。 〃Of course; Will has made a fool of himself; and gone to the dogs and all that; but I must say it does seem a shame; when you think that old Fletcher can't take his money with him to the next world。 As for pure stinginess; I don't believe he'd find his match if he scoured the country。 Why; they say his granddaughter barely gets enough to eat。 Look here! What are you putting in that bad leaf for。 It's worm…eaten all over。〃

〃So it is;〃 admitted Christopher; examining it with a laugh。 〃My eyesight must be failing me。 But what good under heaven does his money do Fletcher; after all?〃

〃Oh; he's saving it up to leave to foreign missions; Tom Spade says。 Mr。 Carraway is coming down next week to draw up a new will。〃

〃And his grandchildren come in for nothing?〃

〃It looks that waybut you can't see through Bill Fletcher; so nobody knows。 The funny part is that he has taken rather a liking to Mrs。 Wyndham; I hear; and she has even persuaded him to raise the wages of his hands。 It's a pity she can't patch up a peace with Willthe quarrel seems to distress her very much。〃

〃You have seen her; 
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